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- Sep 14, 2023
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I plan on drinking. I did not drink at all for 10 plus years. I've been drinking a lot lately and I feel like it will definitely help with SI. I've also been watching and listening to some wild stuff about existence this seems to calm my nerves a little. I've also read a lot of stories about people who have jumped. I think if they can do it so can I. I've chosen jumping for the fact of not being able to turn back once I go. Too many stories of people's SI kicking in after the fact and then living with regret. I am confident my jump will result in death, so that is not an issue. I just don't want to chicken out once my time comes. I feel like I will be able to do it. I'm just looking for any extra "edge" I can get. Thanks in advance for advice.