Venting how to not get close to people?

[etoilecupid]

i hate being close to people. im in constant fear of being abandoned and i hate it. i wish i never had friends or anyone in the first place. i am so scared of being left but i wish everyone left me so i wouldnt have to deal with them anymore

 

[august4you]

I pushed all my friends away and I still don't know if it was the right thing to do. It's easier to cut people off rather than to have them see you for who you really are