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beyonddone

tried&failed fighting against corrupt family court
Sep 9, 2024
39
I understand you. I at first thought about quitea few but ended up at partial hanging but now i lean much more towards full hanging nad now i have the problem that my door might not be strogn enough to hold it.
I am leaning to do the same way but im struggling with finding somewhere that i am certain will hold and im not having any luck… i looked into the inert gas and that way is what i kinda wanna do but i dont think i have enough money for all of it… over $500 then another $200+ for night at a hotel plus to get the gas i have to wait til next friday for the shipping, idk what to do
Who thought it would be so hard to ctb
 
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isthisthingon

Experienced
May 16, 2026
277
I am leaning to do the same way but im struggling with finding somewhere that i am certain will hold and im not having any luck… i looked into the inert gas and that way is what i kinda wanna do but i dont think i have enough money for all of it… over $500 then another $200+ for night at a hotel plus to get the gas i have to wait til next friday for the shipping, idk what to do
Who thought it would be so hard to ctb
How would you get the cylinder tank into a hotel? Aren't they fairly large?
 
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beyonddone

tried&failed fighting against corrupt family court
Sep 9, 2024
39
How would you get the cylinder tank into a hotel? Aren't they fairly large?
Only need the smaller 40c one which fits in a bag/travelbag/suitcase.. & most places near me are contactless checkin but that doesn't even matter cuz like i said its way to much plus its a long wait to even get it
 
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jamesngggg

Member
Mar 17, 2026
8
FSH
When hanging with a double-braid rope (diameter: 50 mm), the rope shifts from 1 to 2, over the edge of the Adam's apple. Is it a problem? Or do I have to tighten it more so it doesn't shift?
Also, do the window handles, the ledge under the window and the stool cause problems when the SI kicks in? I can try finding hanging spots in some nearby abandoned buildings / contruction site but I have to wear suits that cover all parts of the body to protect against mosquitos (would be suspicious if got caught) and there are lots of dogs here.
Next, on some suicide videos, I can see the knot being above the head or in the front of the neck. Is it different from placing the knot in the back?
And the last thing is how do you test if the rope can withstand the convulsions? I couldn't stand with one or both legs directly on the rope.
 

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