can you overcome SI normally as long as you have enough time to mentally prepare yourself

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i dont really have access to any drugs to make it any easier, and i dont really get any time alone since i still live with my parents and im generally never left alone for more than 30 minutes. but, in a few days, my parents are planning to go a resort or something for the entire day soon (i dont really know any details about it) and ill have around 14h to set up a noose (im using hanging as my method). i tried earlier today but the moment i had the noose around my neck my head just started constantly repeating "i need to get out of this" which sucks. i can tie the noose in about an hour at max and around 20 minutes if nothing goes especially wrong, and i hope 12h should be enough to prepare, right?

sorry if this is a silly question haha

 

[FF777]

i don't think it gets easier just by having more time to "mentally prepare".. i had a long time to mentally prepare to CTB last month and it was still super terrifying when i finally went to do it and so i cancelled it (it was the H2S method)..

i didn't take any drugs either.. but if you can't get drugs then one thing you can do is stay awake for a really long time like 24+ or maybe even 48+ hours and it should reduce your SI..

make sure you don't get brain damage from your attempt.. i have severe brain damage (from a stroke though, not from a CTB attempt) and it's the worst thing that ever happened in my life.. good luck..

 

[0dysseus]

i dont really have access to any drugs to make it any easier, and i dont really get any time alone since i still live with my parents and im generally never left alone for more than 30 minutes. but, in a few days, my parents are planning to go a resort or something for the entire day soon (i dont really know any details about it) and ill have around 14h to set up a noose (im using hanging as my method). i tried earlier today but the moment i had the noose around my neck my head just started constantly repeating "i need to get out of this" which sucks. i can tie the noose in about an hour at max and around 20 minutes if nothing goes especially wrong, and i hope 12h should be enough to prepare, right?

sorry if this is a silly question haha

Liquor from your parents cabinet?

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

i don't think it gets easier just by having more time to "mentally prepare".. i had a long time to mentally prepare to CTB last month and it was still super terrifying when i finally went to do it and so i cancelled it (it was the H2S method)..

i didn't take any drugs either.. but if you can't get drugs then one thing you can do is stay awake for a really long time like 24+ or maybe even 48+ hours and it should reduce your SI..

make sure you don't get brain damage from your attempt.. i have severe brain damage (from a stroke though, not from a CTB attempt) and it's the worst thing that ever happened in my life.. good luck..

what age did you have the brain stroke?

what caused the stroke?