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Really need advice
- Oct 30, 2024
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It would definitely be ideal but I'm not sure how I would acquire/keep it without suspicion. I live at home and the last thing I want is to worry my family.What about sn how do u feel about tht
It would definitely be ideal but I'm not sure how I would acquire/keep it without suspicion. I live at home and the last thing I want is to worry my family.What about sn how do u feel about tht
i mean i wouldnt say i want to but i pretty much have to due to my incurable chronic condition and mental illness and due to the effect they have on my lifeI've been thinking about suicide a lot but I know I suffer from mood swings, I'm not 100% either way but I feel like one bad night is all it takes. Does anyone else feel like this??
No access to rope?I'm 100% sure that I want to be dead. The only thing stopping me is that I can't access a suicide method. If I could and it's highly likely that I'd succeed with it, I'd escape this existence asap
I could access a rope but it's pointless because my autistic brain makes me incapable of understanding how to tie knots. I can't even tie my shoe laces as I just can't understand the mechanisms of tying knotsNo access to rope?
A couple videos that are less than 2 min long each are very easy step by step for the knot you'll need.I could access a rope but it's pointless because my autistic brain makes me incapable of understanding how to tie knots. I can't even tie my shoe laces as I just can't understand the mechanisms of tying knots
Same with me, multiple health conditions, some newly added, mental deterioration, no clear diagnosis and treatment, and relationships being destroyed because close family don't belief or understand my suffering and me not being able to work or function as before. Im sure i want to CTB just a matter of when.I don't want to end things but with the multiple health conditions that have caused deterioration and no signs of a clear diagnosis or treatment i don't see any other option..the longer I'm here the more loss I experience.
"Very easy" for the average person, sure, but it's pointless for me. I watched many videos when it came to tying shoelaces and I still couldn't do it. I also seen a step to step guide on the suicide resource compliation thread for the knots required in hanging but no matter how "easy" or simple it is, I could never understand it myself. Don't assume that my capabilities are the exact same as the average person as it isn't. What is easy for most people isn't easy for meA couple videos that are less than 2 min long each are very easy step by step for the knot you'll need.