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parabellum_

parabellum_

" everything was beautiful and nothing hurt "
Apr 25, 2026
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title basically. i need to ctb. cant do this anymore. i dont have much options. i attempted with ligature strangulation but i only passed out and couldnt get it to work. why does this have to be complicated. wish i was never born
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
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Ask @meowalyst, they've been trying to CTB with it for days.
 
meowalyst

meowalyst

revenant
Jul 28, 2026
56
Ask @meowalyst, they've been trying to CTB with it for days.
lmao hi
title basically. i need to ctb. cant do this anymore. i dont have much options. i attempted with ligature strangulation but i only passed out and couldnt get it to work. why does this have to be complicated. wish i was never born
i've had a very rough time with shallow water blackout. honestly, i don't think it's worth the shot. especially with the way you're wording how you feel. each time ive tried ive gotten incredibly frustrated and didnt understand what i was doing wrong, which led me in worse thoughts. i suggest looking at enhanced swb instead
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
398
I also wonder if you can do SWB with benzo combined with some other drugs to make you pass out. Assuming no one saves you
 
meowalyst

meowalyst

revenant
Jul 28, 2026
56
I also wonder if you can do SWB with benzo combined with some other drugs to make you pass out. Assuming no one saves you
yes but there's a chance you might wake up when inhaling the water in your lungs in that case. unless ur like really really out of it
 
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meowalyst

meowalyst

revenant
Jul 28, 2026
56
whats different about this one? sorry im a little clueless
so from my experiences with regular swb, i can't stop my survival instincts from kicking in. no matter if i do exercise before & hyperventilate nor if i'm under the influence.

but one method with enhanced shallow water blackout is inhaling the helium out of balloons and then submerging.

not sure if im linking it right but this guy talks about it in depth
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ckout-drowning-after-gas-asphyxiation.249538/
 

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