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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

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Feb 10, 2020
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I've been watching cartoons for as long as I can remember, maybe even since I was 2. No hobby can really save me though.

How old were you when you got your first cell phone?
 
GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

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Aug 23, 2020
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I was 13, I think.

How old were you first used Internet?
 
nowhere2befound

nowhere2befound

Member
Jan 8, 2021
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I was 9 i think.

How old were you when you heard about suicide for the first time
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
19,632
Hard to remember, maybe before I was 9? Might have seen it in a movie or something.

How old were you when you first joined any Internet forum?
 
Ani198

Ani198

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Jan 17, 2021
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Hard to remember, maybe before I was 9? Might have seen it in a movie or something.

How old were you when you first joined any Internet forum?
ooh gosh, probably 11-12?

How old were you when you found sanctioned suicide?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

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Feb 10, 2020
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21.

How old were you when you first had your favorite food?
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

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12, I think.

How old were you when you started listening to your current favourite music artist?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

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Feb 10, 2020
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18 was when I first heard the artist for one of my favorite songs but he's barely made anything since so that's the closest answer I think...

How old were you when you first saw your parents get into a serious argument?
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

DoNotBoopTheSnoot
Dec 25, 2020
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How old were you when you first saw your parents get into a serious argument?
10. God that traumatised me.

How old were you when you started favouring one parent over another? (Only if applicable)
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
19,632
As old as I can consciously remember I've always preferred my mom because my dad's yelling was too severe, so 3. That's also my answer for my own previous question.

How old were you the first time a relative or close friend of yours died?
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

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Aug 23, 2020
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5, it was my grandpa. Some other family members passed away when I was a baby, but since I wasn't really aware of that I don't think that counts.

How old were you when you wishes you were younger for whatever reason for the first time?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

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Feb 10, 2020
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10. I was already too big by then to ride on those small electric cars for children that are modeled based off of real cars. Maybe this was actually me wanting to be older so I could drive at all though hmm...

How old were you when you first stopped enjoying celebrating your birthday?
 
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shadowchaser

shadowchaser

Aug 1, 2019
283
12 probably. Haven't enjoyed a birthday since.

How old were you the first time your whole worldview changed in whatever way?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

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Feb 10, 2020
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21. Went from being mostly positive and depressed to being mostly negative and depressed.

How old were you when you first took any drug recreationally?
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

DoNotBoopTheSnoot
Dec 25, 2020
1,081
How old were you the first time your whole worldview changed in whatever way?
24. Before, I considered myself to be a morally upright, environmentally-conscious citizen of the world. Chronic pain did a 180 to my personality.

For those who did, how old were you when you left your religion?

@Dr Iron Arc came first.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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I guess I "left" vague Christianity for Agnosticism when I was 16 and learned about it in some history class where I decided that that suits me the most.

How old were you when you first took any drug recreationally?
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

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Aug 23, 2020
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23 or 24, I'm not sure.

How old were you when you drank hard liquor for the first time?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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19. My roommates in my college dorm convinced me to take multiple shots of gin. It tasted awful but I had a blast.

How old were you when you first noticed a wrinkle or gray hair on you?
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

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...not yet?

How old were you when you first complained about something that was trendy among people younger than yourself?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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20. I started to notice people being into Let's Plays and PewDiePie and it bothered me that this was what kids were most into.

How old were you when you first paid for something worth at least $30 with money you earned yourself?
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
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10-ish. I had a childhood paper route, don't remember what I bought though.

How old were you when you when you first realized your parents weren't always right?
 
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foxdie

Got my ticket
Aug 18, 2020
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Single digits, I can't remember exactly when but when I still believed in God I would often pray for my mother lol.

How old were you when you stopped believing in a god?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
19,632
I never really stopped or even started but I confirmed I was agnostic at 16. I don't trust my own actual beliefs.

How old were you when you first started to enjoy something you used to hate?
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

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Aug 23, 2020
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That has yet to happen to me. Yes, I still think olives taste like biting into a brick of soap :blarg:

How old were you when you first realized something you used to enjoy is no longer fun simply because you "grew out of it"?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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I don't believe I've ever grown out of anything most of the things I've left behind were for other reasons like I used to like doing some physical activity but it just started hurting too much. I guess that was when I was around 21.

How old were you when you first pulled an all-nighter?
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
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7 - 9 (Somewhere in there) I've always struggled with sleep & nightmares, so one night- I just couldn't sleep. Read a lot.

How old were you when you realized you were no longer afraid of the dark?
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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7 - 9 (Somewhere in there) I've always struggled with sleep & nightmares, so one night- I just couldn't sleep. Read a lot.

How old were you when you realized you were no longer afraid of the dark?

I'm still afraid of the dark lol


How old were you when you realized she/he doesn't love you?
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
989
24, that's when things started it's decline.

How old were you when you realized that relationships weren't for you?
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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24, that's when things started it's decline.

How old were you when you realized that relationships weren't for you?

33 (now)

How old were you when you realized that the very fact of existing in this world is ridiculous and unique?
 
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