Egddios

Egddios

Specialist
Oct 27, 2018
395
35. Turning 36 next month, planning to be gone by then.
 
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EddieAllenPoe

EddieAllenPoe

Specialist
Mar 19, 2019
304
I have to get the calculator out anymore. Almost 40? Yeah. Almost 40. I've always been what you call an old soul. Somehow, I knew about Ralph Waldo Emerson when I was 6. What kind of kid is born obsessed with dead poets? Me apparently.
 
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Apostle

Apostle

Student
Apr 17, 2019
129
22, and as many are saying, mentally much younger and physically much older.
 
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tomz323

tomz323

Walking to the bus stop
Mar 29, 2019
367
22, and as many are saying, mentally much younger and physically much older.
Yeah Mentally I finally feel like I should have in high school, was such a weird kid back then.
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
768
27 and also have the mind of someone who is younger......i still feel like im a little girl sometimes :-(
 
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Alec

Alec

Wizard
Apr 22, 2019
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@Cookiedough8956 @WOODESITY Snap! I am also 22.
I'm 22 too felling a lot of mixed emotions about it and none of them are good. Mostly angry at myself that I'm already 22 and I haven't done anything with my life and I literally have nothing and can't do pretty much anything. Definitely can't do anything that in my opinion might make me happy so it is worth doing
 
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Walilamdzi

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Mar 21, 2019
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@Alec People keep telling me that I'm so young like that's a good thing, but being this young and having lost all the opportunities I had... and having a series of life-threatening mental health episodes already, in turn causing me to lose even more, just means my life will never return to its optimal trajectory. I had ambitions and dreams for my life... I've been intermittently sad for a long time, but I continued with what little optimism I had. I'd also never acted in a way that I regretted towards people until I became ill. Shit hit the fan, I wish I could go back to when I didn't have anything to regret. I'd always been kind.

Although I think a lot of people who appear to be doing a lot with their lives are equally unhappy as us and in denial, or put a lot of effort into making it look as though their lives are better than they are. Try not to be too hard on yourself and realise everything is caused by myriads of factors, it isn't your fault things aren't good at the moment.
 
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favourite

favourite

Student
Feb 15, 2019
191
29, mentally stuck on 19
 
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Jolene40

Specialist
Oct 6, 2018
370
Can't believe how young everyone is. I imagined much older people on here.
I have to get the calculator out anymore. Almost 40? Yeah. Almost 40. I've always been what you call an old soul. Somehow, I knew about Ralph Waldo Emerson when I was 6. What kind of kid is born obsessed with dead poets? Me apparently.

Yes i thought you were much older.
 
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ShadowOfTheDay

ShadowOfTheDay

Hungry Ghost
Feb 14, 2019
331
I am happy that a lot of us are 30, 40, 50. The posts that make me the saddest are the young teens who want to die, because life can change so much at that age. Let's get real. if you are 50, you probably can't change as much as someone who is 16.
Yes, things can always change, but change is not always a good thing. When I was 16, I was absolutely miserable. I'm now 33, and my life has only worsened with time. Like you, it makes me sad (sick to my stomach, actually) to see young people who ctb, or wish they could ctb, but the reality is, things don't necessarily get better with time, and I often find myself wishing that I had kms when I was a teenager.
 
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NCBEYOND

Member
Apr 13, 2019
30
I'm 24. Already been made a widower so feel 92!
 
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Anjellnight

Anjellnight

Member
Apr 29, 2019
11
19
 
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JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
28 as well. Emotionally I feel stuck at 13 but physically I feel 90. When I registered for this site almost a year ago (I was only a lurker back then) I listed the year 1999 as my birth year instead of 1990. It seemed more fitting since that's the year I became chronically depressed and suicidal. The first 9 years of my life are just a distant memory now, almost like they never happened.
 
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Ynoocs

Member
May 8, 2019
18
21 going on 80.
 
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Dee38

Dee38

Member
May 5, 2019
30
Late 30s. Never thought I'd make it this far.
 
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Batstern

Batstern

Metalhead
Jan 28, 2019
69
19. Plans to be gone this week though!
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Lol. Right again! : )
And for my final psychic thought.....

You don't plan on paying my service fees for guessing 2 correct answers about you....
 
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Dee38

Dee38

Member
May 5, 2019
30
And for my final psychic thought.....

You don't plan on paying my service fees for guessing 2 correct answers about you....
Afraid not...but thanks for making me smile, though : )
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Afraid not...but thanks for making me smile, though : )
Damn..... If you would have paid my fees, I'd be five cents richer than I am now....

Have a great day, time to go find my next victim!

You're welcome for the smile!
 
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Donewitheverything

Donewitheverything

Ultimate Despair
Apr 8, 2019
78
23 going on 80 considering my energy and enthusiasm levels.
 
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RodgerThat

RodgerThat

It's over and out.
Apr 23, 2019
84
I feel like my age in dog years.
 
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