How many times a day do you contemplate suicide?

[KiraLittleOwl]

Some days it's not stop from walking up to falling sleep.
Some days it's several times at least

 

[Incorrigible77777]

Countless.

 

[Hydration]

Constantly as of late

 

[death137]

Many times

 

[SheJumped]

Majority if not all day, I've held meetings where the moment there was a pause my mind went right back into suicidal thoughts, lately I've been waking up in the middle of the night with suicidal thoughts.

 

[Futile]

∞

 

[Xocoyotziin]

It's a constant monologue, so one long time before I sleep.

 

[LittleJem]

All day, morning to evening.

 

[LonelyNick]

All the time. Can't wait for sweet release

 

[deleted]

more than 50

 

[cantbe]

All the damn fricken time

 

[Lilacmoon]

Wait, are you saying it's possible to not be contemplating suicide?

 

[Quinlor]

Specially in the daybreak and in the morning...

 

[mpnf]

I have lost count. My mind is always wondering how my ending will turn out to be.
Pretty sad.

 

[timeisnigh]

24 365

 

[CatabolicSeed]

Been pretty near constant recently

 

[Passersby]

All the time especially when I wake up because thats when I feel at my worst. Logically it makes perfect sense for me to end my life right now. I struggle with this constantly.

 

[BridgeJumper]

My whole life is a permanent zoning out suicide fantasy.
'Wait, what did you say? I was jumping off a bridge in my head'

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I don't think I could count them. It's more of a constant internal monologue. BUT, you've inspired me. I'm going to try. Tomorrow, though. Obviously I've already thought about it today a couple times so I couldn't get an accurate count.

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

I do NOT think about ctb 2-3 times a day

 

[lex]

Mostly right after waking up and when going to bed. Rest of the day is spent contemplating my existence and thinking about how fucked up my life has become.

 

[Tasdevil]

the last few weeks pretty much a lot of the day. But before the last few weeks pretty much just when I wake up and before going to bed.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

on a good day? 3-4 times.
on a bad day? at least 10. technically, it's just one long thought of "i want to die, i have to die, i need to die".

 

[grimfukis]

Throughout the entire day.

 

[Midnight-rain]

I don't think I could count them. It's more of a constant internal monologue. BUT, you've inspired me. I'm going to try. Tomorrow, though. Obviously I've already thought about it today a couple times so I couldn't get an accurate count.

Same here! I've never considered individually counting each time. I'm actually kind of excited for tomorrow just to see how many I tally up. Wow, looking forward to the next morning? That's a rare one.

 

[whenlavaflows]

A lot.
I've been dealing with insomnia and the thoughts are much worse at night. Although they aren't any better in the morning.

 

[Shinkansen]

has been my constant thought for several years.

 

[Deleted member 19654]

It's depressing how much I think about suicide. I don't want to be thinking about it but it just pops into my head and won't leave me alone

 

[Jumping_realms]

Wow.

I expected people to think about it more often. I do far too much, comparatively.

Pretty much tells me there's no hope because it's been over a decade like this and I don't deserve this shit basically 24/7.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Many times a day.