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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
904
I think about it everyday.
 
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nobodyspecial

Member
Jul 10, 2021
71
Easily more than 10 times a day — and even then I think I'm undercounting.
 
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Taki

Taki

Specialist
Jul 30, 2019
319
Constantly throughout the day. Also telling myself I need to do it, why it's the only option, how it's a good thing. I wake up thinking about it and it's on my mind when I go to sleep, all day at work, when I'm driving, while I'm eating, when I'm on a dating app, while I'm watching a movie. Those assessment that ask if you've thought about suicide in (a) the last week or (b) the last month, what planet are they from?
 
Dear Agony

Dear Agony

The Void
Jan 24, 2020
296
I don't "contemplate" suicide, I have already decided I am going to kill myself long ago. I am 100% sure that's how I'm going to die. I'm basically waiting until it gets unbearable, in consideration for my mom. I know I will ruin her life.
 
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Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
455
It would be easier for me to say how many times a day I do NOT contemplate suicide.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,704
Suicidal thoughts are a part of me, they are always there and have been for a long time. Sometimes I feel them more strongly than other times but there is no escaping them.
 

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