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hmnow

hmnow

Specialist
Jul 29, 2025
350
I've made two serious attemps: fsh amd partial In each case the anchor broke.

Now I know how to tye it my next attempt will successful
 
Crow_88

Crow_88

Specialist
Dec 30, 2024
376
Once. And it was full suspension. I was hanging and my SI kicked in and made me reach out to a chair that I hadn't kicked away.
 
hmnow

hmnow

Specialist
Jul 29, 2025
350
It sounds like it was a close call. Do you now wish you had been successful
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,114
I haven't properly as after all I'm so cruelly denied the option to just peacefully cease existing and never suffer in this terrible, torturous existence ever again, it's just so horrific to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse torture and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

All I want is to peacefully cease existing, I just want to be free from the terrible, cruel mistake of existence, I see so much terrible cruelty in how we exist in this horrific world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, making peaceful death inaccessible is criminal to me.
 
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Canto XIII

Canto XIII

Member
Jul 4, 2026
56
None actually, I've often tried to choke myself on a whim, and I've put my head into a plastic bag sometimes, but of course it didn't work lol. No plan, just impulse.
 
violetforever

violetforever

Enlightened
Dec 24, 2025
1,101
i havent and i feel like a joke for it. most recently i only practiced partial hanging if you can even call it that. i did tie the rope to a closet bracket but i didnt choke myself so hard because i cant find the right place on my neck to do it. not even sure if hanging is my method anymore.
 

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