How many of you wish and hope each night that you will be taken that night

[ayb]

How many of you wish and hope each night that you will be taken that night, and almost convince yourself that it will happen only to wake up again and again?

I know I do

Every day. When I caught COVID back in 2021 (I was unvaccinated) I was praying it'd put me at peace.

 

[BipolarExpress]

This is me every morning, though it's unlikely that I'd die suddenly in my sleep at my age. I have a chronic condition, but it's the kind of thing that kills you slowly and miserably.

 

[Rocinante]

at the moment I don't wish to die. I am becoming more optimistic as of recent.

 

[never mind me]

No, I think I'm too much of a realist to believe that I can miracously die in my sleep at my age. And I'm an atheist, so there's no god I can pray to. Too bad

 

[Reallysad]

100% pray not to wake up and be gone and away from this living hell

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

100% pray not to wake up and be gone and away from this living hell

Me too

 

[outrider567]

To go into cardiac arrest while sleeping would be a gift for me...no more torment...no more sadness

 

[makethepainstop]

How many of you wish and hope each night that you will be taken that night, and almost convince yourself that it will happen only to wake up again and again?

I know I do

I do, I do! Lord can I leave now, please?