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ayb

"I'd feel trapped if I couldn't CTB at any time."
Feb 15, 2019
292
How many of you wish and hope each night that you will be taken that night, and almost convince yourself that it will happen only to wake up again and again?

I know I do
Every day. When I caught COVID back in 2021 (I was unvaccinated) I was praying it'd put me at peace.
 
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BipolarExpress

BipolarExpress

he/him · tired/exhausted
Nov 11, 2022
266
This is me every morning, though it's unlikely that I'd die suddenly in my sleep at my age. I have a chronic condition, but it's the kind of thing that kills you slowly and miserably.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,469
at the moment I don't wish to die. I am becoming more optimistic as of recent.
 
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never mind me

Student
Nov 7, 2022
145
No, I think I'm too much of a realist to believe that I can miracously die in my sleep at my age. And I'm an atheist, so there's no god I can pray to. Too bad
:ahhha:
 
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Reallysad

Student
Nov 23, 2022
101
100% pray not to wake up and be gone and away from this living hell
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,931
To go into cardiac arrest while sleeping would be a gift for me...no more torment...no more sadness
 
makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
How many of you wish and hope each night that you will be taken that night, and almost convince yourself that it will happen only to wake up again and again?

I know I do
I do, I do! Lord can I leave now, please?😀
 

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