I just wanted to gather how many are in the same boat.
Which country are you in, and have you been let down by the mental health system?
I'm no conspiracy theorist but clearly there's something majorly wrong in many parts of the U.K at least, with mental health services. I keep asking myself why is it that those who are genuinely suicidal not receiving the help, meanwhile those who make a gesture attempt seem to be having ongoing support for years. I dont mean that they dont need help and support clearly they do. But do you notice that mental health seem to give up on some people...
Even if that person has been engaging and willing to
I'm just reflecting a lot because, I specifically asked for help, I wrote a letter to a psychiatrist about 4 months ago begging them to try and help me out because all this was brewing. the MH team took me on. But now, despite me turning up to every appointment since and phoning the nurse like twice a week in floods of tears, and despite going into the psych ward recently for an attempt, being locked up by the police for hanging in the woods and now having all I need to CO poison myself in a tent in the next week.. i got a letter today saying i'm not engaging.
i'm really shocked for other's sake. How is the system so messed up; I don't care about my own impending death... but I am shocked for people who are mentally ill, who maybe don't have capacity to decide much at all let alone their suicide with clarity ... They are left. And then we all say ''aww poor person'' when we read about these high suicide rates in the papers.
Conclusion they really don't care, the majority of them.
vent over!