DEFINITELY TRYING TO DIE. (INTENTIONALLY TRYING/WANTING TO TRY TO DIE. ITS FUCKING NOT THAT ""sOmEtHiNg Is MaKiNg Me TrY tO/bEcAuSe Of A rEaSoN aNd tHeReS a cAuSe FoR iT"" ITS FUCKING NOT THAT "sOmEtHiNg eLsE iS mAkInG mE tRy To DiE/wAnT tO tRy To DiE bUt If iT wAsNt FoR tHaT 'tHiNg'/'rEaSoN'/'cAuSe' and or blahblahblahetcetcetc whatever the goddamn fuck in general i WoUlDnT tRy To DiE/wOuLdNt wAnT tO tRy To DiE" NO FOR FUCKS SAKE JESUS DAMN GODDAMN FUCKING CHRIST NO. THERE FUCKING ARENT ANY FCKING REASONS/CAUSES/FACTORS/'EXPLANATIONS' NOR LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANY FUCKING OTHER FCKING GODDAMN DAMN CRAP GARBAGE SHIT LIKE THAT IN GENERAL AT ALL, OF ANY FCKING TYPE AT ALL) Ive ALWAYS tried to DIE/tried to DIE for so long{*****} [[not "die" 'actually' but simply just literally NOT 'exist' in general at all NEVER at all and completely totally entirely utterly absolutely DISAPPEAR FOREVER LIKE "I" HAVE ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY NEVER AT ALL 'EXISTED'/'BEEN'/'LIVED' or whatever the fuck those 'verbs' even mean NOR ETCETCBLAHBLAH ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY FUCKING ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL TOTALLY LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY NEVER AT ALL. I DONT want to "cTb"/"cOmMiT sUiCiDe"/"sUiCiDe"/"kIlL mYsElF"/"dIe bEcAuSe Of A rEaSoN"/""dIe BuT bEcAuSe Of ThIs AnD Or ThAt|bEcAuse tHiS aNd Or ThAt hApPeNs|BeCaUsE tHiS aNd Or ThAt iS tHiS aNd Or ThAt wAy eTc aNd Or blaHblAhBlAhEtCeTcEtC wHaTeVeR tHe DaMn FuCk BuT tHeReS a ReAsOn wHy a cAuSe aNd aN eXpLaNaTiOn fOr It|wHy"" FOR FUCKS SAKE. i literally intentionally basically truly simply just want/want to want/want to want to *want to just NOT/NEVER 'exist'/'be'/'live'/'experience' etc in general at all for fucks sake!!!!!! I dont want to just "die" I WANT TO ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY NEVER AT ALL "EXIST"/"BE" IN GENERAL NOR "EXPERIENCE"/"LIVE"/"PARTICIPATE IN"/"DISCOVER"/"DO"/"BE PART" OF/"TAKE PART" IN/"LIVE"/"BELONG" TO|IN/"EXPLORE"/"INHABIT" ETCETCETCETC JUST TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY UTTERLY ENTIRELY EXACTLY PRACTICALLY ANYTHING IN FCKING GENERAL AT DAMN FCKING ALL NEVER AT ALL OF ANY TYPE/KIND/WAY/FORM/SHAPE/DIMENSION ETCETCEC IN GENERAL AT ALL WHATEVER/HOWEVER IT IS ETCETC FOR FUCKS SAKE. I JUST DONT FCKING WANT TO "EXIST" IN GENERAL AT ALL COMPLETELY TOTALLY ENTIRELY LITERALLY UTTERLY NEVER AT ALL ANYWHERE IN GENERAL AT ALL/IN ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL WHATEVER/HOWEVER IT IS ETCETC. AND THERE FUCKING ARENT ANY REASONS/CAUSES ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL THERE JUST FUCKING ARENT ANY AT ALL AND NEVER WILL JESUS DAMN FCKING CHRIST. *NO FUCKING 'MATTER' WHAT/HOW ANYTHING/EVERYTHING IN GENERAL/WHATEVER THE DAMN FUCK FUCKING IS/ISNT/CAN BE/WILL BE ETCETCETCETC. I LITERALLY JUST FCKING COULDNT GIVE ANY LESS OF A FUCKING GODDAMN SHIT AND NEVER AT ALL EVER FUCKING WILL. There fucking ARENT any single fcking reasons/causes etc in general at all, never at all have ever been any and literally never at all ever fucking will. I ONLY/JUST want/want to want [have ALWAYS wanted/wanted to want/wanted to want to want and literally ALWAYS will NO FUCKING 'mAtTeR' FUCKING WHAT] to simply just completely totally entirely utterly absolutely literally eternally 'DISAPPEAR'/'FADE AWAY' instantly immediately literally totally absolutely FOREVER like "I" had NEVER at all 'existed' at all NOR 'been' etc absolutely literally totally anything anyone anywhere etc in general at all in absolutely any single damn fucking 'way' nor 'form', any 'type' of 'being'/'entity'/'species' etc nor basically absolutely totally literally completely utterly practically ANYTHING fucking else in absolute total complete general at damn fucking all absolutely literally NEVER at all ANYWHERE in general at all and absolutely totally literally NEVER at all 'experience'/'see'/'perceive'/'feel'/'participate in'/'be part of'/'explore'/'know' about'/'do'/'live'/'inhabit'/'be'/'sense'/'learn'about'/'exist' 'in'/'live' 'in'/'be' 'in'/'discover' nor blahblahblahblahetcetcetcetc absolutely literally any fucking other fucking 'action'/'sense'/'verb' in general etcetc in absolute total general at damn goddamn fucking all nor literally totally completely absolutely utterly ANYTHING fucking else in general at all nor blahblahetcetc whatever the damn fuck else in general at damn all. JUST SIMPLY LITERALLY BASICALLY ABSOLUTELY COMPLETELY TOTALLY ENTIRELY UTTERLY PRACTICALLY EXACTLY FUCKING ANYTHING IN ABSOLUTE TOTAL COMPLETE FUCKING GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING GODDAMN FUCKING ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY JUST FUCKING ANYTHING/ANY SINGLE DAMN FUCKING THING IN GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL JESUS DAMN FUCKING CHRIST ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY COMPLETELY LITERALLY JUST FUCKING NOTHING AT ALL ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY NEVER AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY COMPLETELY ENTIRELY EXACTLY PRACTICALLY UTTERLY NOTHING IN GENERAL AT FUCKING ALL WHATEVER HOWEVER WHEREVER ETCETC THE DAMN FUCK IT FUCKING IS/CAN BE/WILL BE ETCETC OF ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY BASICALLY LITERALLY ANY SINGLE DAMN FUCKING TYPE/WAY/KIND/FORM ETCETC NOR AN ENDLESS ETC FOR FUCKS SAKE I LITERALLY TRULY SIMPLY INTENTIONALLY or whatever the goddamn fuck all those fucking 'words' fucking even mean JUST FUCKING DONT FUCKING WANT ETCETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY TOTALLY ANYTHING IN FUCKING GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE AND THATS LITERALLY FUCKING IT JESUS DAMN FUCKING CHRIST. NEVER HAVE HAD NOR WANTED TO WANT NOR WANTED TO WANT TO WANT AND LITERALLY NEVER AT ALL EVER FUCKING WILL NO FUCKING 'MATTER' FUCKING WHAT FOR FUCKS SAKE AND ITS FUCKING NOT BECAUSE OF ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY ANY DAMN FUCKING REASONS IN GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL OF ANY SINGLE FUCKING TYPE IN GENERAL AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I FUCKING SHOULDNT BE FUCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED or whatever the fuck those 'words' even mean TO JUST FUCKING BECAUSE "I" WAS "BORN" AND "I" "EXIST" IN GENERAL AND "I" "AM" "HERE" FOR FUCKS DAMN FUCKING SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO FUCKING ONE SHOULD FUCKING OBLIGATE/FORCE 'ME' JUST FUCKING BECAUSE "I" HAD LITERALLY NO DAMN FUCKING 'CHOICE' BUT TO "EXIST" IN GENERAL AND JUST FUCKING BECAUSE 'THEY' FUCKING WANT TO AND FUCKING 'FEEL' FUCKING LIKE IT JESUS DAMN FUCKING CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I FUCKING SHOULDNT FUCKING HAVE A DAMN GODDAMN FUCKING REASON WHY SHIT FOR FUCKS FUCKING GODDAMN DAMN FUCKING SAKE WHY THE FCKING GODDAMN FUCK DO I FCKING HAVE TO FCKING HAVE A DAMN FCKING rEaSoN wHy/cAuSe or whatever the damn fuck that shit even fucking means FCKING YES OR FCKING YES FOR FUCKS SAKE WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]] (Have ALWAYS tried and ALWAYS will to literally just NOT 'exist' in absolute general at all NEVER at all/completely totally entirely absolutely utterly definitely literally eternally 'DISAPPEAR' FOREVER FOR ALL TOTAL ABSOLUTE COMPLETE LITERAL 'ETERNITY' WITHOUT ANY FUCKING "eNd" NOR "lImIt" AT ALL/NOT "be" {nor "have"} in general absolutely literally basically totally completely ANYTHING NOR ANYONE NOR ANY DAMN FUCKING "WAY"/"TYPE"/"FORM"/"SHAPE"/"SIZE"/"BEING"/"SPECIES''/"ENTITY"/"LIFE FORM"/"CREATURE"/"RACE"/"AGE"/"GENDER"/"VOICE"/"NAME"/"MENTALITY"|"MINDSET"/"PERSONALITY"/"ATTITUDE"/"BEHAVIOR"/"CHARACTER"/"APPEARANCE"/"IDENTITY" or whatever the goddamn fuck all that damn goddamn fucking garbage bullshit crap fuck shit fucking means i couldnt give any fucking less of a damn fuck lmfao ETCETCETC NOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE NEITHER LIKE THAT NOR N GENERAL AT ALL NOR LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANY FUCKING OTHER DAMN FUCKING BULLSHIT FUCKING GARBAGE CRAP SHIT TRASH LIKE THAT IN GENERAL NOR IN GENERAL AT ALL NOR ANYWHERE ETCETCETCETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY COMPLETELY LITERALLY NOTHING FOR FUCKS DAMN FUCKING SAKE N O T H I N G IN FUCKING ABSOLUTE TOTAL GENERAL AT DAMN GODDAMN FUCKING ALL. N O T H I N G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COMPLETELY TOTALLY UTTERLY LITERALLY PRACTICALLY ABSOLUTELY NOTHING IN FUCKING ABSOLUTE TOTAL COMPLETE DAMN FUCKING GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY NEVER AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) {*****} and literally ALWAYS will NO FUCKING 'MATTER' WHAT AND NO FOR FUCKS SAKE ITS FUCKING NOT BECAUSE OF ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY ANY SINGLE FUCKING REASONS ETC IN GENERAL AT DAMN ALL JESUS FUCKING CHRIST THERE FCKING ARENT FCKING ANY AT ALL.
NO fucking 'matter' how 'gOoD'/'gReAt'/'pErFeCt'/'hApPy'/'wOrThY'/'hEaLtHy'/'cOmFoRtAbLe'/'sAfE'/'fUlFiLlInG'/'eNjOyAbLe'/'sAtIsFyInG'/'eXcItInG' or whatever the goddamn fuck all those 'words'/'adjectives'/tYpEs Of 'lIfE'/tYpEs Of BlAhBlAheTceTc wHaTeVeR tHe DaMn fUcK iN gEnErAl even mean i dont fucking give not fucking even a single damn fuck shit lmfao and/or BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETCETCETCETCETCETC any/whatever other """pOsItIvE""" 'adjectives'/'ways'/tYpEs Of 'lIfE'/tYpEs oF wHaTeVeR tHe DaMn fUcK in general 'mY' 'lIfE' iN 'pArTiCuLaR'/'lIfE' 'iTsElF' iN gEnErAl and or whatever the goddamn fuck else in general is/can be/will be etc, I'll literally ALWAYS simply literally truly just DONT give not fucking even a single goddamn fuck shit at all***((couldnt give any less of a damn fucking shit how [never have had never will no fcking 'matter' what NOR want to at all|want to want to at all, never at all have had and literally NEVER at all ever fcking will also no fucking 'matter' what and thats fucking it!!!!!!!!! its NOT because of absolutely literally ANY fcking reasons etc in general at all of any type at all for fucks sake] the damn fuck/what 'way' "my 'life'"/"'life' 'itself' in general"/"things" {whatever the damn fuck in general|anything|everything whatever the fuck it is etc 'included' 'there'}/"the world"/"planet earth"/"existence"/"society"/"reality"/"humanity"/"consciousness"/"the system" and or BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETCETCETCETCETCETC whatever the goddamn fuck else in general whether its 'imaginable'/'existent' or 'unimaginable'/'nonexistent' and or whatever the damn fuck fucking is/isnt/can be/will be neither if its any/whatever ""pOsItIvE"" or any/whatever """""nEgAtIvE""""" 'way'/"adjective'/'thing' in general/type of 'thing'/'place' in general/whatever the goddamn fuck in general/type of whatever the goddamn fuck in general/type of 'life'/type of 'world'/type of 'existence'/type of 'reality'/type of 'society'/type of 'humanity'/type of 'consciousness'/type od 'dimension'/type of 'perception'/type of 'planet'/type of 'system'/type of bLaHblAhBlaHbLaHbLaHeTcEtCeTcEtC whatever the damn fuck else in fucking general whatever it is etc lmfao neither what 'happens'/can 'happen'/will 'happen' nor how the 'things'/types of 'things'/'events'/types of 'events' and or whatever the damn fuck else in general that 'happen'/can 'happen'/will 'happens' fucking are/aren't/can be/will be etcetcetc LMFAO I JUST FCKING COULDNT FCKING GIVE ANY LESS OF A DAMN FCKING GODDAMN CRAP FUCK SHIT JESUS DAMN FCKING CHRIST WHY THE DAMN FUCK DO I YES OR FUCKING YES FCKING HAVE TO/WHY THE DAMN FUCK AM I FCKING OBLIGATED|FORCED TO FUCKING 'cArE' IN GENERAL ""uNlEsS I dOnT bEcAuSe Of ThIs AnD Or ThAt rEaSoN/tHiNg/cAuSe/fAcToR/eXpLaNaTiOn"" FOR FUCKS FUCKING SAKE WHY???????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST FCKING BECAUSE {I literally just had no damn fucking 'choice'} "I" 'WAS' "BORN" AND "I" "EXIST"/"I" "AM" "SOMETHING"/"SOMEONE"/AN "ENTITY"|"BEING"|"PERSON"|"HUMAN"|"LIFE FORM"|"SPECIES"|"CREATURE"|"RACE" OR WHATEVER THE GODDAMN FUCK ALL THAT FCKING CRAP FCKING IS/MEANS I DONT GIVE A DAMN SHIT 'LMFAO' AND "I" 'CAME' "HERE"/WAS "BROUGHT" "HERE"|TO "THIS", DOESNT FUCKING MEAN THAT I FCKING HAVE TO/THAT I WILL FUCKING 'cArE'/wAnT tO 'cArE' AND OR BLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETC WHATEVER THE DAMN FUCK ELSE/WHATEVER OTHER FCKING CRAP IN GENERAL YES OR FUCKING YES "uNlEsS tHeReS a ReAsOn wHy I dOnT" FOR FUCKS DAMN FUCKING SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)) **and simply just will NEVER at all want (NOR want to want nor want to want to want and thats fucking it NO fucking 'matter' fucking what FOR FUCKS SAKE I LITERALLY JUST DONT FUCKING WANT TO AND THATS FUCKING IT JESUS FUCKING DAMN FUCKING CHRIST I FUCKING SHOULDNT BE FUCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED TO NORFUCKING HAVE A GODDAMN FUCKING "rEaSoN wHy"/"cAuSe" SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) to 'exist'/'live' in general** [[nor absolutely literally anything fucking else in general at damn all whatever it is however the fuck it is etcetc NO FUCKING 'MATTER' HOW THE DAMN FUCK "EXISTING"/"LIVING" IN GENERAL and or blahblahblahblahetcetcetc whatever the goddamn fuck else in general FUCKING IS/CAN BE/WILL BE ETCETCETCETC/NO FUCKING 'MATTER' FUCKING WHAT IN GENERAL AT ALL, NO FUCKING 'MATTER' HOW THE DAMN FUCK IS THE "EXPERIENCE" or whatever the fuck that even fucking means AND OR WHATEVER THE DAMN FUCK ELSE IN GENERAL OF IN GENERAL "EXISTING"/"LIVING" AND OR BLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETC WHATEVER THE FUCKING GODDAMN FUCK ELSE IN GENERAL IN/FROM/OF/ABOUT/WITH ETC NO FUCKING 'MATTER' WHAT FUCKING 'LIFE'/TYPE OF 'LIFE'/'WORLD'/TYPE OF 'WORLD'/'PLANET'/TYPE OF 'PLANET'/'EXISTENCE'/TYPE OF 'EXISTENCE'/'CONSCIOUSNESS'/TYPEOF'CONSCIOUSNESS'/'REALITY'/TYPE OF 'REALITY'/'GALAXY'/TYPE OF 'GALAXY'/'UNIVERSE'/TYPE OF 'UNIVERSE'/'DIMENSION'/TYPE OF 'DIMENSION' AND OR BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETCETCETC WHATEVER THE GODDAMN FUCK ELSE IN GENERAL BASICALLY ANYTHING/EVERYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL WHATEVER THE DAMN FUCK IT FUCKING IS ETCETCBLAHBLAH. FOR FUCKS SAKE I LITERALLY JUST DONT GIVE A DAMN FUCKING SHIT {NEVER HAVE HAS AND SIMPPY LITERALLY JUST ABSOLUTELY NEVER AT ALL EVER FUCKING WILL} HOW THE DAMN FUCK "EXISTENCE"/"EXISTING"/"LIFE"/"LIVING" etcetcetc and or whatever the goddamn fuck else in general/anything|everything else in fucking general whatever it is etcetc IN GENERAL FUCKING IS/CAN BE/WILL BE AND OR WHATEVER THE FUCK NEITHER HOW ANYTHING ELSE/EVERYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL WHATEVER THE DAMN FUCK ELSE IN GENERAL FUCKING IS/CAN BE/WILL BE ETCETCBLAHBLAH TOO. I LITERALLY JUST FUCKING COULDNT FUCKING GIVE ANY DAMN FUCKING LESS OF A DAMN FUCKING GODDAMN FUCK SHIT CRAP FOR FUCKS DAMN GODDAMN. FUCKING 'SAKE' 'JESUS' DAMN FUCKING 'CHRIST' 'LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO' WHY THE FUCKING GODDAMN FUCK DO I FUCKING HAVE TO YES OR FUCKING YES "uNlEsS i DoNt BeCaUsE oF a ReAsOn" FOR FUCKS DAMN GODDAMN FUCKING SAKE FUCKING WHY JESUS DAMN FUCKING CHRIST FUCKING WHY????????!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS FUCKING NOT BECAUSE OF ANY REASONS ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL. INTENTIONALLY SIMPLY LITERALLY TRULY BASICALLY SERIOUSLY or whatever the fuck those 'words' fcking mean JUST FCKING DONT NEVER HAVE FCKING HAD ABSOLUTELY NEVER FCKING WILL AT ALL NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT AND THATS LITERALLY IT FOR FUCKS SAKE]] **NOR 'cArE' aBoUt/have any fucking "iNtErEsT"|"cUrIoSiTy" nor literally any other fcking goddamn bullshit garbage crap like that in general at all fOr|aBoUt|iN nor etcetc[NOR WANT TO AT ALL/NOR WANT TO WANT TO AT ALL/NOR WANT TO FUCKING WANT TO FUCKING WANT TO AT ALL NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD AND JUST SIMPLY LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY NEVER AT ALL EVER FCKING WILL JFC WHY THE GODDAMN FUCK DO I FCKING HAVE TO YES OR FUCKING YES FOR FUCKS SAKE FCKING WHY??????!!!!!!!!]///NOR in general/NOR want to in general 'eXpErIeNcE'/'lIvE'/'dO'/'eNjOy'/'pArTiCiPaTe' iN/'hAvE'/'bE pArT' Of/'bUiLd'/'kNoW' aBoUt/'lEaRn' aBoUt/'eXpLoRe'/'dIsCoVeR' ETCETCETCETC {nor totally completely absolutely literally any other 'action'/'verb' in general etc in general at all nor basically absolutely literally totally completely ANYTHING else in general at damn all} absolutely literally totally basically ANY "life"/"lives" in general AT ALL** ((nor literally absolutely totally completely ANYTHING else in general at all. LITERALLY TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL WHATEVER IT IS AND HOWEVER IT IS ETC. [*]NOT ONLY ANY "lives"/"worlds"/"planets"/"existences"/"realities"/"galaxies"/"universes"/"consciousnesses" etcetc of any type/way/form/kind however it is whatever the fuck happens whatever the fuck there is/there can be etcetcetc, nor literally absolutely anything else in general like that that "I" 'know' "it" 'exists' and just don't give a damn fuck how it is/what it is, what type/way/kind etc it is etcetc. [*]but literally absolutely basically completely utterly ANY other "things"/"places" in general at all in general nor whatever the fuck else in general at all//but literally absolutely totally completely ANYTHING else in absolute total complete literal general at damn goddamn fucking all NO FUCKING 'MATTER' WHAT NEITHER HOW IT IS ETC NEITHER WHAT TYPE/WAY/KIND/FORM/'SHAPE'/'SIZE'/'DIMENSION' ETCETCETC IT IS/CAN BE, NO FUCKING 'MATTER' WHAT 'THINGS'/TYPE OF 'THINGS' AND OR WHATEVER TF ELSE IN GENERAL HAPPEN/CAN HAPPEN/THERE ARE/THERE CAN BE ETC, NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT ITS ABOUT AND WHAT CAN BE ABOUT, NEITHER HOW IT 'WORKS'/CAN 'WORK' NOR BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAETCETCCETCETC BASICALLY AN 'ENDLESS' ETC AND THATS FCKING IT JESUS FCKING CHRIST JUST ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ENTIRELY UTTERLY ANYTHING IN ABSOLUTE COMPLETE TOTAL GENERAL AT DAMN GODDAMN FUCKING ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE JUST ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THATS FCKING IT AND 'AGAIN' THERE FUCKING ARENT ANY FUCKING REASONS ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE THERE FCKING ARENT ANY)) **of absolutely literally ANY type/kind/way/'style' etcetc in general at all, whatever 'life'/type of 'life' and or whatever the damn fuck else in general it is/can be/will be etc and no fucking 'matter' how|what 'way' whatever 'life'/type of 'life' etc and or whatever the goddamn fuck in general is/isnt/can be/will be etc, no fucking 'matter' in what fucking "time period"/"age"/"century"/"decade" [or whatever the fuck all that/all those 'words' even fucking mean and what all that is lmfao i dont give not even a single damn fuck] and or blahblahblahetcetcetc whatever the damn fuck else in general whatever/any 'life'/type of 'life'/'world'/type of 'world'/'existence'/type of 'existence'/'planet'/type of 'planet'/'reality'/type of 'reality'/'society'/type of 'society'/'cIvIlIzAtIoN'/type of 'cIvIlIzAtIoN' {or whatever the damn fuck that even fcking is/means i dont give a fuck shit lmfao}/'consciousness'/type of 'consciousness'/'system'/type of 'system' {or whatever the fuck that even is/means lmfao couldnt give any less of a shit neither how that/it is/can be/will be and or whatever the fuck} in general etcetcetc and or whatever the goddamn fuck else in general "it" fucking is, neither 'how'/what 'way' whatever 'life'/type of 'life'/'world'/type of 'world'/'existence'/type of 'existence' in general etcetcetcblahblah and or whatever the fuck in general in whatever fucking "time period"/"age"/"century" and or whatever the fuck else in general fucking is/can be/will be nor 'what' "place"|"thing" and or whatever the damn fuck in general/'where' whatever/any 'life'/world'/'planet'/'existence'/'reality' and or blahblahblahblahetcetcetc whatever the goddamn fuck else in general whatever it is etcetc its fucking from etc neither how that whatever fucking 'thing', 'place' and or whatever the damn fuck in general fucking is/can be/will be etcetc. No fcking 'matter' what 'ways'/'kinds'/'types' of "living"/of "life" in general etc (whatever 'life'/type of 'life' etc it fcking is/can be/will be etc) and or blahblahblahetcetc whatever the damn fuck else in general there are/there can be/there 'exist'/there can 'exist'/are 'possible'/can be 'possible' etcetc and or blahblahblah whatever the goddamn fuck. literally absolutely ANY 'life'/'lives' in general at all nor whatever the damn fuck else in general at all|nor absolutely literally anything else in general at all whatever it is etc///ANY type|kind of 'life' in general at all nor anything else in general at all from anywhere in general at all//from any 'world'/'planet'/'existence'/'consciousness'/'reality'/'galaxy'/'universe'/'dimension' etcetc {and no fucking 'matter' what type/kind/way//how whatever 'world'/'planet'/'existence'/'consciousness'/'reality'/'galaxy'/'universe'/'dimension' nor whatever the goddamn fuck else in general fucking is/isnt/can be/will be etcetcetc and or BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETCETCETCETCETCETC whatever the goddamn fuck} of any type/way/kind/form etc whatever 'world'/'existence'/'consciousness'/'plane'/'dimension'/'reality'/'perception'/'galaxy'/'universe'/'x' etcetcetcblahblahblah and or whatever the fuck else in general it is/ however the fuck it is, whatever the fuck there is/there can be/therell be neither how what there is|can be|will be is/can be, whatever the fuck happens/can happen/will happen etcetcetcetcetcetc {or whatever the damn fuck "etc" fcking means too 'lmfao'} a 'looooooooooooong' and 'endless' etc. NOR from/in/of absolutely literally totally completely ANYTHING/ANYWHERE else in general at all no fcking 'matter' what/how it is etc neither what type/way/kind etc it is/can be neither etcetcetc FOR FUCKS SAKE I LITERALLY TRULY INTENTIONALLY SERIOUSLY BASICALLY HONESTLY or whatever the damn fuck all those 'words' fucking even mean 'lmfao' SIMPLY JUST [NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD AND NEVER WILL NEVER AT ALL HAVE WANTED TO NOR WANTED TO WANT TO AND ABSOLUTELY BASICALLY LITERALLY NEVER AT ALL EVER FCKING WILL NO FUCKING 'MATTER' FCKING WHAT] DONT WANT/DONT GIVE A FUCKING GODDAMN SHIT ABOUT/DONT HAVE ANY FUCKING "INTEREST"|"DESIRE"|"CURIOSITY"|"ATTRACTION"|"NEED" or whatever the fuck all that fucking garbage shit crap even fucking means 'lmfao' NOR LITERALLY BASICALLY ABSOLUTELY ANY FCKING OTHER FUCKING GODDAMN FUCKING DAMN GARBAGE BULLSHIT CRAP TRASH SHIT LIKE THAT IN GENERAL AT ALL FOR|ABOUT|IN NOR ETCETCETC [[NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD AND NEVER WILL. NEVER AT ALL HAVE FUCKING WANTED TO NOR WANTED TO WANT TO AND NEVER WILL NO FUCKING 'MATTER' FUCKING WHAT. FOR FUCKS SAKE WHY THE DAMN FUCK DO I YES OR FUCKING YES FUCKING HAVE TO FUCKING WANT TO/WANT TO??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY THE GODDAMN FUCK AM I FUCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED TO "uNlEsS I dOnT bEcAuSe Of A rEaSoN" FOR FUCKS DAMN FUCKING SAKE JESUS DAMN FUCKING CHRIST FUCKING WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]]/DONT WANT TO NEITHER FUCKING 'dO' NOR 'eXpErIeNcE' NOR 'eNjOy' NOR 'sAtIsFy' NOR 'cHaNgE' NOR 'lOoK fOrWaRd To' NOR "hAvE 'eXpErIeNcE' iN/fOr/aBoUt/wItH/tO" NOR "hAvE 'iNfOrMaTiOn' aBoUt/fOr/iN/wItH/tO" NOR 'sTuDy' NOR 'wOrK' NOR 'lEaRn'|'lEaRn' aBoUt NOR 'kNoW'|'kNoW' aBoUt NOR 'sEe'/'pErCeIvE' NOR 'fEeL' NOR 'hAvE' NOR 'iMpRoVe' NOR 'wAiT fOr' NOR 'lIvE fOr' NOR 'aCcOmPlIsH'/'aChIeVe' NOR 'hOpE fOr' NOR 'dEsIrE'|'wIsH' NOR "hAvE 'kNoWlEdGe' aBoUt" NOR 'vAlUe'|'aPpReCiAtE' NOR 'aDmIrE' NOR 'tHiNk' NOR 'sAy' NOR 'tAlK'|'sPeAk'|'tAlK aBoUt' NOR 'bE' NOR 'rEmEmBeR'|'mEmOrIzE' NOR 'kNoW hOw tO dO' NOR 'iNvEsTiGaTe' aBoUt or whatever the goddamn fuck all those 'vErBs'/'AcTiOnS'/'wOrDs' or whatever the fuck all that fucking is fcking mean lmfao i couldnt give any damn less of a fuck NOR BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETCETCETCETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY TOTALLY ANY FUCKING OTHER 'ACTION'/'VERB' IN GENERAL ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL|||NOR LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANY FUCKING OTHER GODDAMN FUCKING BULLSHIT GARBAGE TRASH CRAP DAMN FUCK SHIT IN GENERAL AT ALL[NOR WANT TO FCKING WANT TO NOR WANT TO FCKING WANT TO FCKING WANT TO NO FCKING 'MATTER' FCKING WHAT NEVER AT ALL HAVE WANTED AND ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY TOTALLY NEVER AT ALL EVER FCKING WILL FOR FUCKS SAKE]/DONT WANT TO IN GENERAL 'DO'|'LIVE'|'EXPERIENCE'|'BE PART' OF|'PARTICIPATE' IN/'INHABIT'/'DISCOVER'/'EXPLORE'/'SEE'|'PERCEIVE'/'SENSE'|'FEEL'/'TAKE PART' IN/'BELONG' IN|TO ETCETCETCETC or whatever the damn fuck all those 'verbs' fcking mean lmfao|NOR literally absolutely ANYTHING else in general at all/nor ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANY FCKING OTHER FCKING 'ACTION'|'VERB' IN GENERAL ETCETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL JUST FUCKING SIMPLY ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY UTTERLY PRACTICALLY ENTIRELY FUCKING ANYTHING/ANY SINGLE DAMN FCKING 'THING'|TYPE OF 'THING' IN ABSOLUTE TOTAL GENERAL AT DAMN ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE COMPLETELY UTTERLY BASICALLY TOTALLY LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING IN FUCKING DAMN ABSOLUTE TOTAL LITERAL GENERAL AT DAMN GODDAMN FUCKING ALL. COMPLETELY TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY N O T H I N G AND THATS LITERALLY FCKING IT JESUS DAMN FUCKING CHRIST THATS. LITERALLY. FUCKING. IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND FUCKING AGAIN THERE JUST LITERALLY FUCKING ARENT ANY SINGLE GODDAMN FCKING REASONS ETC IN ABSOLUTE TOTAL FUCKING GENERAL AT DAMN GODDAMN FUCKING ALL OF ANY FUCKING TYPE AT ALL RELATED TO/ABOUT ETC JUST LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL AND THATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS FUCKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNGGGGGGG IIIIIIIIITTTTTTT FOR FUCKSSSSSS SAKEEEEEEEEEEEEE JESUSSSSSS DAMMNNNNNN FUCKINGGGGGGG CHRISTTTTTTTT. I FUCKING SHOULDNT BE FUCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED TO JUST FUCKING BECAUSE "I" FUCKING HAD NO DAMN FUCKING CHOICE 'whether' "I" 'wanted' or not {SIMPLY LITERALLY JUST FUCKING DONT AND ITS FCKING NOT BECAUSE OF ABSOLUTELY ANY SINGLE FCKING REASONS ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL OF ANY FCKING TYPE} BUT TO "BE BORN"/"EXIST" IN GENERAL//"BE"/"BECOME" "SOMETHING"/"SOMEONE" IN GENERAL/A "BEING"|"ENTITY"|"CREATURE"|"PERSON"|"HUMAN BEING"|"SPECIES" OR WHATEVER TF ALL THAT EVEN IS AND MEANS AND WAS 'INEVITABLY' 'PUT' 'INSIDE'/'FORCED' 'AGAINST' 'MY' 'WILL' INTO A "HUMAN BODY"/"BODY"/"BRAIN"/"MIND" OR WHATEVER THE FUCK ALL THAT FUCKING GODDAMN CRAP I LITERALLY JUST DONT GIVE A DAMN FUCKING SHIT ABOUT EVEN FCKING IS/MEANS AND JUST FUCKING BECAUSE "I" WAS "BROUGHT" "HERE"/TO "THIS" IN GENERAL ((THAT I LITERALLY JUST NEVER AT ALL HAVE FUCKING GAVE A GODDAMN SHIT ABOUT NOR HAVE HAD ANY FUCKING "INTEREST"/"CURIOSITY" or whatever the fuck all that crap even means FOR|ABOUT|IN {AND DONT WANT TO AT ALL NEVER HAVE HAD NEVER WILL JESUS FUCKING CHRIST WHY THE DAMN FUCK DO I FUCKING HAVE TO/HAVE TO WANT TO/HAVE TO WANT TO WANT TO FOR FUCKS SAKE FUCKING WHY???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!} NO FUCKING 'MATTER' WHAT/HOW "IT"/ALL "THIS" IN GENERAL IS/ISNT/CAN BE NEITHER WHAT TYPE/KIND/WAY ETC "IT" IS ETCETC NEITHER WHAT "IT" IS "ABOUT" NEITHER HOW "IT" "WORKS" NEITHER WHAT 'THINGS'/TYPE OF 'THINGS'/'PLACES'/'EVENTS' OR WHATEVER TF ALL THAT MEANS AND OR WHATEVER THE FUCK ELSE IN GENERAL THERE ARE/THERE CAN BE/THERE 'EXIST'/THERE CAN 'EXIST' ETCETC NOR BASICALLY LITERALLY AN 'ENDLESS' ETC)) FOR FUCKSSSSSSSSS DAMNNNNNNNN FUCKING SAAAAAAAAAAAKEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND SO FUCKING DAMN FUCKING WHAT IF "I" (LITERALLY HAD NO DAMN 'CHOICE'. WAS 'INEVITABLE' AND 'FORCED'/'OBLIGATED' OR WHATEVER THE FUCK THOSE 'WORDS' EVEN FUCKING MEAN) 'WAS' "BORN" AND "I" "EXIST" IN GENERAL AND 'NOW' "IM" "HERE"/IN 'THIS' "THING" CALLED "LIFE"/"EXISTENCE"/"REALITY"/"CONSCIOUSNESS" AND 'PLACE' CALLED "WORLD"/"PLANET EARTH" AND OR BLAHBLAH WHATEVER THE DAMN FUCK ALL "THIS" IS 'CALLED' *AND WHAT ALL "THIS" IS AND WHAT WHATEVER THE FUCK ELSE IN GENERAL/ANYTHING|EVERYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL 'IMAGINABLE' AND 'NONIMAGINABLE' FUCKING IS/ISNT/CAN BE AND OR BLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETC WHATEVER THE DAMN FUCK TOO (((((*JUST COULDNT GIVE ANY LESS OF A DAMN SHIT FOR FUCKS SAKE AND FUCKING COULDNT FUCKING 'CARE' ANY FCKING LESS 'WHAT' AND 'HOW' ALL "THIS" (AND BASICALLY LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING/EVERYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL WHATEVER HOWEVER IT IS ETCETC//AND WHATEVER THE GODDAMN FUCK ELSE LITERALLY IN COMPLETE TOTAL ABSOLUTE GENERAL) IS/ISNT/CAN BE/WILL BE NEITHER IF "ITS" ANY/WHATEVER ""pOsItIvE"" OR ANY/WHATEVER """nEgAtIvE""" 'WAY'/'ADJECTIVE'/'THING' IN GENERAL AND OR WHATEVER TF ELSE IN GENERAL/TYPE OF 'THING'/'PLACE' IN GENERAL AND OR WHATEVER THE DAMN FUCK ELSE IN GENERAL/TYPE OF 'LIFE'/TYPE OF 'WORLD'/TYPE OF 'EXISTENCE'/TYPE OF 'PLANET'/TYPE OF 'CONSCIOUSNESS'/TYPE OF BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETCETC WHATEVER THE GODDAMN FUCK ELSE IN GENERAL NEITHER WHAT THE DAMN FUCK HAPPENS/DOESNT HAPPEN/CAN HAPPEN/WILL HAPPEN NOR 'HOW'/WHAT 'WAY' WHAT 'HAPPENS' ETC FUCKING IS/HAPPENS, NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT 'THINGS'/TYPES OF 'THINGS' AND OR BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETCETC WHATEVER THE FCKING GODDAMN FUCK ELSE IN GENERAL THERE ARE|THERE CAN BE/THERE 'EXIST'/THERE CAN 'EXIST' AND OR BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETCETC WHATEVER THE FCKING GODDAMN FUCK ELSE IN GENERAL, NOR A 'VERY' 'VERY' LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG AND ENDLESS ETC FOR FUCKS SAKE I JUST DONT GIVE A DAMN SHIT JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I LITERALLY JUST COULDNT 'CARE' ANY DAMN LESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)))) FOR FUCKS DAMN FCKING SAKE AND SO. FUCKING. WHAT????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT FUCKING DOESNT FUCKING MEAN THAT I FUCKING HAVE TO YES OR DAMN FUCKING YES/THAT I FUCKING WILL FUCKING YES OR DAMN FUCKING YES 'eXiSt' iN gEnErAl|wAnT tO 'eXiSt' iN gEnErAl///'wAnT'|'wAnT' tO 'wAnT'/'cArE' aBoUt|wAnT tO 'cArE' aBoUt/bE 'iNtErEsTeD'|'cUrIoUs' and or blahblahetcetc whatever other fucking 'bullshit' 'garbage' 'crap' 'trash' fuck damn 'shit' like that in general iN/aBoUt/fOr|wAnT tO bE 'iNtErEsTeD'|'cUrIoUs' iN/aBoUt/fOr eTcEtCeTc///'dO'|wAnT tO 'dO'/'eXpErIeNcE'|wAnT tO 'eXpErIeNcE'/'kNoW'|wAnT tO 'kNoW'/'eNjOy'|wAnT tO 'eNjOy' eTcEtCeTcEtCeTcEtCeTcEtCbLaHbLaHbLaHbLaHbLaHbLaH aNd Or wHaTeVeR oThEr 'aCtIoN'|'vErB' iN gEnErAl wHaTeVer It fUcKiNg Is AnD oR eTcEtCeTcBlAhBlAhBlAh whatever other goddamn fucking shit crap garbage trash in general (or whatever the damn fuck those 'words' fucking mean too 'lmfao')////iN gEnErAl|iN gEnErAl wAnT tO|iN gEnErAl wAnT tO wAnT tO 'eXpErIeNcE'|'lIvE'|'dO'|'lIkE'{i NEITHER "like" NOR "dislike"/"hate" absolutely literally ANYTHING in general at all for fucks sake i literally just dont give a damn shit}/'pArTiCiPaTe' iN|'eNjOy'|'kNoW' aBoUt|'eXpLoRe'|'lEaRn' 'aBoUt'/'bE pArT' oF/'dIsCoVeR'/'vAlUe'/'aPpReCiAtE'/'sEe'/'pErCeIvE'/'iNhAbIT'/'bElOnG' tO|iN/'tAkE pArT' iN eTcEtCeTc aNd Or blaHblAhBlAhEtCeTcEtC wHaTeVeR tHe DaMn fUcK eLsE iN gEnErA, "tHiNgS"/"sOmEtHiNg" iN gEnErAl wHaTeVer It Is wHaTeVeR iTs AbOuT/rElAtEd tO eTc wHaTeVeR tYpE iT iS eTcEtC bUt sOmEtHiNg iN gEnErAl yEs Or YeS///'lIfE'|'eXiStEnCe'|'lIvInG'|'eXiStInG' iN gEnErAl aNd wHaT iT hAs|cAn hAvE|tHeRe Is|tHeRe CaN bE aNd Or blaHblAhBlAhEtCeTcEtC wHaTeVeR tHe DaMn fUcK/'tHe WoRlD'/'pLaNeT eArTh'/'cOnScIoUSnEsS' eTcEtCeTcEtC aNd Or blaHblAhBlAhBlAhBlAhEtCeTcEtCeTcEtC wHaTeVeR tHe DaMn fUcK iN gEnErAl """uNlEsS I dOnT bEcAuSe Of A rEaSoN aNd Or AnOtHeR/fOr|bEcAuSe Of ThIs AnD Or ThAt cAuSe/bEcAuSe Of ThIs AnD Or ThAt 'tHiNg' and or whatever the goddamn fuck/bEcAuSe ThIs AnD Or ThAt hApPeNs/bEcAuSe ThIs AnD Or ThAt iS lIkE tHiS aNd Or lIkE tHaT|iS tHiS aNd Or ThAt wAy aNd Or eTcEtCeTcBlAhBlAhBlAh wHaTeVeR/aNy OtHeR rEaSoNs iN gEnErAl wHaTeVer It Is wHaTeVeR iTs AbOuT/rElAtEd tO/aSsOcIaTeD wItH eTc wHaTeVeR tYpE oF rEaSoN eTc iT iS bUt BeCaUsE Of A rEaSoN iN gEnErAl yEs Or YeS""" FOR FUCKS FUCKING DAMN GODDAMN FUCKING SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FOR FUCKSSSSSSSSS GODDDAMNNNNNNNNNNN DAMNNNNNNN FUCKINGGGGGGGG SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FUCKING 'STOP' FUCKING 'OBLIGATING'/'FORCING' 'ME' JESUS DAMN FUCKING CHRIST FUCKING STOP FUCKING OBLIGATING/FORCING ME JUST FUCKING BECAUSE "I" HAD NO DAMN 'CHOICE' BUT TO IN GENERAL "EXIST" AND "BE/"COME"/"BE BROUGHT" "HERE"/TO "THIS" AND "BECAME" "SOMETHING"/"SOMEONE" FOR FUCKS DAMN FUCKING SAKE THAT DOESN'T FUCKING MEAN THAT "I" FUCKING HAVE TO/THAT I FUCKING WILL WANT/WANT TO/WANT TO WANT TO YES OR FUCKING YES """uNlEsS I dOnT bEcAuSe Of A rEaSoN"""/"""bEcAuSe ThIs AnD Or ThAt hApPeNs""" FOR FUCKS GODDAMN FUCKING SAKE JESUS DAMN FUCKING CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SHOULD (MUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or whatever the fuck "should"/"must" even means) HAVE THE ABSOLUTE TOTAL RIGHT TO DIE/WANT TO DIE (WELL, LITERALLY JUST NOT 'EXIST' IN ABSOLUTE TOTAL COMPLETE FUCKING GENERAL AT ALL ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY NEVER AT ALL/COMPLETELY TOTALLY ENTIRELY ABSOLUTELY UTTERLY LITERALLY ETERNALLY 'DISAPPEAR' FOREVER/NOT 'BE' ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY UTTERLY ENTIRELY EXACTLY PRACTICALLY ANYTHING ANYONE ANYWHERE ETC OF ANY TYPE/WAY/FORM ETC IN GENERAL AT DAMN ALL NEVER AT ALL) AND JUST NOT 'EXIST' IN GENERAL AT ALL COMPLETELY TOTALLY LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY UTTERLY NEVER AT ALL WHENEVER/ANYTIME I WANT TO AND IF I SIMPLY JUST LITERALLY TRULY INTENTIONALLY WANT TO AND THATS FUCKING IT WITHOUT FUCKING HAVING TO FCKING HAVE ANY GODDAMN FCKING 'REASONS'/'CAUSES'/'FACTORS' ETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL OF ABSOLUTELY ANY SINGLE FCKING TYPE IN GENERAL AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE WITHOUT ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY ANY FUCKING *'rEqUiReMeNtS'/'rEsTrIcTiOnS'/'cRiTeRiA' {what the damn fuck "cRiTeRiA"/that fucking goddamn damn fcking garbage bullshit trash crap damn fuck shit even fcking means 'lmfao'} IN GENERAL AT ALL OF ANY FUCKING TYPE/KIND AT FUCKING ALL IN ANY DAMN FUCKING 'WAY' AT ALL *OR WHATEVER THE FUCKING GODDAMN CRAP SHIT ALL THAT FCKING GARBAGE BULLSHIT TRASH CRAP FUCKING MEANS NOR LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANY FCKING OTHER FCKING GODDAMN FCKING GARBAGE BULLSHIT CRAP FUCK TRASH SHIT LIKE THAT IN GENERAL AT ALL AND NO FUCKING 'MATTER' WHAT FUCKING "aGe" "I" FUCKING "AM"/THE FUCKING FLESH MEAT CARCASS SHEATH VESSEL CAPSULE SHIT CALLED "HUMAN BODY"/"BODY" IN GENERAL or whatever the fuck its 'name' fucking is i couldnt give any less of a damn shit lmfao FUCKING IS FOR FUCKS FUCKING DAMN SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I more than literally JUST/ONLY want/want to want/want to want to want ((have always wanted/wanted to want and literally totally always will want/want to want no fucking 'matter' what at all/no fucking 'matter' what/how etc anything/everything in general//whatever the fuck in general is/isnt/can be etc neither what type/way/kind/form etc whatever the damn fuck in general//anything/everything in general fucking is/isnt/can be and blahblah a long and endless etc and NO FOR FUCKS SAKE THERE FCKING ARENT ANY "REASONS WHY" AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE I JUST CANT FUCKING 'UNDERSTAND'/'COMPREHEND' or whatever the fuck those 'words'/'verbs' even mean WHY THE GODDAMN FUCK THERE FCKING HAS TO FCKING BE ONE OR MORE FUCKING REASONS/CAUSES/FACTORS AND OR WHATEVER THE GODDAMN FUCK FOR FUCKSSSS SAKE THERE JUST ARENT ANY AT ALL)) DEATH [ETERNAL ABSOLUTE ENDLESS INFINITE TOTAL COMPLETE LITERAL PURE UTTER LIMITLESS PLAIN PERMANENT NOTHINGNESS/NONEXISTENCE]/to literally just NOT 'exist' in general at all and completely totally entirely literally eternally disappear forever and NOT 'be' absolutely literally totally ANYTHING/ANYONE/ANYWHERE etcetc in absolute general at all, completely literally totally NEVER at all AND THATS LITERALLY IT FOR FUCKA SAKE. There arent any rEaSoNs/cAuSeS nor absolutely anything fucking else like that in general at all of just simply literally absolutely any single fcking type at all, whether its believed or fucking not. I literally truly just DONT want/'care' about/have any fcking "iNtErEsT"|"cUrIoSiTy" eTcEtC fOr|aBoUt|iN etcetcetcetc/DONT want to in general 'experience'/'know' about/'participate' in/'be part' of etcetcetc just basically completely totally absolutely literally ANYTHING for fucks sake absolutely ANYTHING IN ABSOLUTE TOTAL LITERAL GENERAL AT ALL (AND I FUCKING SHOULDNT BE FUCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED TO FOR FUCKS SAKE FUCKING LET 'ME' FUCKING FINALLY NOT 'EXIST' IN ABSOLUTE TOTAL GENERAL AT ALL/NOT 'BE' ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY UTTERLY ENTIRELY EXACTLY PRACTICALLY SIMPLY JUST BASICALLY ABSOLUTELY FUCKING ANYTHING ANYONE ANY DAMN FUCKING 'WAY'/'FORM'/'TYPE' ETC ANYWHERE ETCETCETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL/NOT 'EXPERIENCE' ETCETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY UTTERLY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!) no fucking 'matter' what/how etc the fuck it is etc for fucks sake ABSOLUTELY NOTHING at all AND THATS FCKING IT AND I ABSOLUTELY NEVER EVER AT ALL FCKING WILL NO FCKING 'MATTER' FCKING WHAT IN GENERAL. (but i literally just have no damn 'choice' but to fcking continue in general fucking pretending/faking/make the fucking 'eFfOrT' {like ive always have had just literally no damn fcking 'choice' but to fucking 'dO' and always will have to because "this"/all "this" in general is fucking obligatory 'thing' so.... apparently i cAnT literally truly simply intentionally just fucking DONT/NOT fcking want/give a damn shit about etcetc absolutely literally totally completely ANYTHING IN FCKING ABSOLUTE TOTAL GENERAL AT ALL NEVER AT ALL WHATEVER HOWEVER THE FUCK IT IS ETC AND THATS LITERALLY JUST FUCKING IT WITHOUT ANY FUCKING GODDAMN REASONS ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL OF ANY FUCKING TYPE AT ALL, tHeRe FUCKING hAs tO/mUsT bE a DAMN FUCKING rEaSoN wHy/cAuSe FUCKING SHIT yEs Or FuCkInG yEs, 'so'....} that i "aCtUaLlY"/"iNtEnTiOnAlLy" fucking "cArE aBoUt"/"wAnT tO" and or whatever other fcking crap "uNlEsS I dOnT bEcAuSe Of A rEaSoN" to not fucking 'raise' or whatever the fuck that 'verb'/'word' fcking means literally any fucking 'suspicion' of any type at all in any damn fucking way at any fucking time, to not be fucking assumed to be "dEprEsSeD" and or whatever the damn fuck else like that in general/in general that its "nEgAtIvE"/"bAd" and or that sOmEtHiNg "bAd" hApPeNs To mE/tHeReS sOmEtHiNg "wRoNg" wItH mE and or whatever the damn fuck in fcking general and to not be fucking 'forcedly' 'sent' to a fucking 'psychiatrist'/'psychologist' 'psych ward' {'AGAINST' MY FUCKING 'WILL' AND FOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY NO DAMN FUCKING REASONS IN GENERAL AT ALL} or whatever the goddamn fuck all that fcking crap fcking is/means. so... Its so damn fucking 'FRUSTRATING' AND 'EXHAUSTING' or whatever the fuck those 'words' even mean but fcking well... its 'either' making that fucking 'eFfOrT' shit fucking constantly or that fucking crap will fcking happen.... i literally just fcking have no damn fucking choice and its so damn fucking 'frustrating' and so damn fucking 'exhausting' or whatever the fuck those 'words' fucking mean. "this" in general is a fucking 'obligation'/'obligatory' 'thing' and its so damn fucking hard to fucking finally leave the fucking carcass/meat suit/flesh and FUCKING FINALLY NOT 'EXIST' IN ABSOLUTE GENERAL AT DAMN ALL NEVER AT ALL without fucking 'risking' absolutely anything at all like being fucking caught and fucking ending up in a fucking 'psych ward' shit/being on fucking 'sUiCiDe WaTcH' so.... FUCK ITS SO DAMN FUCKING 'FRUSTRATING'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) LITERALLY COMPLETELY TOTALLY ENTIRELY DEFINITELY UTTERLY N O T H I N G. NOTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL FOR FUCKS FUCKING DAMN SAKE N O T H I N G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND NO FOR FUCKS SAKE THERE JUST LITERALLY ARENT ANY REASONS/CAUSES ETC IN ABSOLUTE GENERAL AT ALL OF ANY FCKING TYPE AT ALL. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK how fucking much i fucking wish it was 'easy' to FUCKING FINALLY leave/get the fuck out of/ditch/get fucking rid of the fucking flesh/meat suit/carcass/vessel/shell and FUCKING FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just NOT 'exist' at all/NOT 'experience' etc absolutely literally basically totally completely utterly definitely ANYTHING IN ABSOLUTE TOTAL LITERAL GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL WHATEVER/HOWEVER THE FUCK IT IS OF ANY TYPE/WAY ETC. N O T H I N G FOR FUCKS SAKE JUST TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY UTTERLY N O T H I N G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but 'life'/'living'/'existence'/'existing' in general and wanting to/wanting to want to and 'care' or whatever the fuck that fucking 'word' shit even fucking aBoUt tHiNgS/'lIfE'|'eXiStEnCe' iN gEnErAl eTcEtC ""UnlEsS I dOnT wAnT tO/uNlEsS i DoNt bEcAuSe Of A rEaSoN aNd tHeReS a cAuSe fOr It"" is a FUCKING obligation and if (SIMPLY LITERALLY JUST DONT FCKING WANT TO AND THATS FCKING IT NEVER HAVE HAD NEVER WILL AND THERE JUST FCKING ARENT ANY FCKING REASONS IN GENERAL AT ALL OF ABSOLUTELY ANY TYPE AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE) dont want to/dont give a damn shit about "it" {nor whatever the fuck else in general/anything else in general at all whatever/however it is etc neither} (NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT/HOW ETC THE DAMN FUCK IT/ANYTHING IN FCKING GENERAL FCKING IS/CAN BE/WILL BE ETC. NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT IN GENERAL AT ALL) tHeRe hAs tO/mUsT bE a ReAsOn wHy/cAuSe/fAcToR/eXpLaNaTiOn fuckinfg shit yEs Or FuCkInG yEs wHaTeVeR iT iS wHaTeVeR iTs AbOuT/rElAtEd tO wHaTeVeR tYpE iT iS eTcEtC bUt tHeRe hAs tO/mUsT bE sOmEtHiNg/a ReAsOn wHy/cAuSe/fAcToR/eXpLaNaTiOnS YeS oR fUcKiNg yEs, so.... FUCKKKKKKK ITS SO DAMN FUCKING 'FRUSTRATING'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jesus fucking christ its literally just NOT because of absolutely ANY single fucking reasons/causes etc in general at all FOR FUCKS SAKE there fcking aren't any why the goddamn fuck shit there fucking has to fucking be a fucking rEaSoN wHy goddamn bullshit crap FOR FUCKS DAMN SAKE FUCKING WHY i simply just dont give a damn shit about literally absolutely totally ANYTHING in general at all no fucking 'matter' what/how etc it is and THATS FUCKING IT THATS LITERALLY IT (never have had NOR wanted to and absolutely NEVER at all will) AND ITS NOT BECAUSE OF ABSOLUTELY ANY SINGLE FCKING REASONS ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL NOR ANY 'CAUSES' NOR ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING FCKING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE THERE FCKING ARENT ANY AT ALL. FUCK HOW FUCKING MUCH I FUCKING 'WISH' or whatever the fuck "wish" and any other 'verb'/'word' in general fucking means i dont give a damn shit THAT IT FUCKING WASNT SO DAMN FUCKING 'HARD' TO (FUCKING FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) LITERALLY JUST NOT 'EXIST' IN GENERAL AT ALL NEVER AT ALL/NOT 'BE' ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY UTTERLY ENTIRELY EXACTLY PRACTICALLY ANYTHING ANYONE ANYWHERE ETCETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ITS SO DAMN FUCKING FRUSTRATING HOW DAMN FUCKING HARD IT FUCKING IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
