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Pessimist
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- May 5, 2021
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Wouah WE are 3 with 20 Years oldPrès de 20 ans... 2004... tout basé sur une dépression relationnelle, professionnelle, etc.
Yes it has been some time. Many ups and downs since then.Wouah WE are 3 with 20 Years old
MêmeOui, cela fait un certain temps. Depuis, beaucoup de hauts et de bas.
En gros, c'est juste encore plus d'échecs dans mes autres relations et carrières.
J'ai vu beaucoup de choses arriver à moi-même et aux autres.
J'en suis à un point où je suis prêt à tout abandonner.
I guess some people live with these thoughts for a long portion of their life.Même![]()
I am 37 Years....since 17....Since 16, 37 now.
Me Never before end of 2004.I'd say about 21 years. From when I was 16 I can say I was truly suicidal. Started doing dangerous stuff and fantasizing about death, also started self harming. But before that I tried ways to numb the pain. Once took an entire strip of paracetamol when I was about 14 because I wanted to numb my emotions. Didn't know that was truly dangerous. There have been periods when I was less suicidal. But it always comes back. More intense after each crisis.
Farewell my friendI'm not suicidal. I just have a plan. this is my last year, if a miracle happens I'm staying. otherwise I'm just going with the plan.
Same perhaps off during 6 monthsOn and off for 35 years.