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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
So im 99% set on drowning myself in the ocean via jumping of a certain pier.

I googled the place and some other man had also ctb there , he was drinking , got drunk and jumped off.

The article were posted on facebook and while some comments were supportive and saying what a nice man he was.

Some disgusting people were commenting things like " oh no that place will be haunted now haha!" " im not gonna take my kids to that beach any longer! " " At least his ghost can pick up bikini wearing women now"

seriously ? and people ask me why im a hermit.

Ive seen the ugly dark side of human nature, and their cruelty and selfishness can turn even the best of people against humanity.

A desperate depressed traumatized man died and they made jokes like " oh he ruined the beach for us!"

fuck humans.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
What fuckers!

I hope you don't drown yourself though, what an awful way to go.

And if you CTB we'll miss you. Are you sure you have to?? 💔
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
What fuckers!

I hope you don't drown yourself though, what an awful way to go.

And if you CTB we'll miss you. Are you sure you have to?? 💔
Yes my friend im sure i have to go. I have no money and not good with my hands so cant tie a knot or do practical stuff.

i can either jump or drown.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
Yes my friend im sure i have to go. I have no money and not good with my hands so cant tie a knot or do practical stuff.

i can either jump or drown.
Jumping is definitely preferable if you can get somewhere 10 storeys or higher
 
Silent.Tears

Silent.Tears

Experienced
Nov 5, 2021
284
Drowning seems very painful to me. Are you sure about this method?
I'm not really shocked reading what people said because it's not new to me. People are really very selfish and say shit all the time. I forced myself not to be bothered (or less bothered 😂) when I hear these kind of things said about me or someone else. You can't really grab their mouth and stop them from talking, or stop them from typing.
Good thing kindness doesn't cost anything, who knows what humans would do otherwise.....
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
Jumping is definitely preferable if you can get somewhere 10 storeys or higher
Thanks il look into jumping too. but im very desperate and want to ctb soon.
Good thing kindness doesn't cost anything, who knows what humans would do otherwise.....
Seeing how rare genuine kindness already is even if its free, if it cost something to show kindness then there wouldnt be any.
 
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darkcirclesunder

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Sep 8, 2022
42
I find that its a certain type of low IQ people who are generally upper middle class, married their high school sweethearts, probably watch fox news, probably drive lifted trucks and drive dune buggies... Usually "high on life" types of people who are actually really ignorant how cold this world really is. These people usually end up CTB in their 50s if they experience any sort of "shock" to their privileged bubble.

I genuinely hope this isnt it for you my friend, but if it is, i wish you peace. Why are you wanting to ctb tonight?
 
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achromatic

achromatic

hedgehog dilemma
Oct 18, 2022
142
Just be carefull about that 1%, good luck to you whatever you decide to choose 💜
 
makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
I find that its a certain type of low IQ people who are generally upper middle class, married their high school sweethearts, probably watch fox news, probably drive lifted trucks and drive dune buggies... Usually "high on life" types of people who are actually really ignorant how cold this world really is. These people usually end up CTB in their 50s if they experience any sort of "shock" to their privileged bubble.

I genuinely hope this isnt it for you my friend, but if it is, i wish you peace. Why are you wanting to ctb tonight?
Wait until inflation kills their wonderful lifestyle! Then you shall see SaSu really gain new members!🤣
 
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Teddybear

Teddybear

Specialist
Nov 20, 2021
335
So im 99% set on drowning myself in the ocean via jumping of a certain pier.

I googled the place and some other man had also ctb there , he was drinking , got drunk and jumped off.

The article were posted on facebook and while some comments were supportive and saying what a nice man he was.

Some disgusting people were commenting things like " oh no that place will be haunted now haha!" " im not gonna take my kids to that beach any longer! " " At least his ghost can pick up bikini wearing women now"

seriously ? and people ask me why im a hermit.

Ive seen the ugly dark side of human nature, and their cruelty and selfishness can turn even the best of people against humanity.

A desperate depressed traumatized man died and they made jokes like " oh he ruined the beach for us!"

fuck humans.

Dying that way is difficult if you are sobber. Your instincts will kick in and keep your head above the waterline, if you know how to swim. There'll be nothing your mind can do about it.

You could wait for a hefty storm or tie weights to your legs. But that won't make it anymore pleasant either.

Most people lost at sea die of hypothermia and not by drowning.

And those FB commentators were just trying to compensate their own inner fears with these calleous remarks.
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
Dying that way is difficult if you are sobber. Your instincts will kick in and keep your head above the waterline, if you know how to swim. There'll be nothing your mind can do about it.

You could wait for a hefty storm or tie weights to your legs. But that won't make it anymore pleasant either.

And those FB commentators were just trying to compensate their own inner fears with these calleous remarks.
so jumping from great height is better for me?
 
Teddybear

Teddybear

Specialist
Nov 20, 2021
335
so jumping from great height is better for me?

There is another threat about that on SS. Problem with this one is: Too low and you only break a lot of bone. Too high and your instincts will have plenty of time to convince your conscious mind what an idiotic way to go that is.

Me personally I'd prefer a 45 to the brainstem. For right now a high caliber projectile into the skull seems to me like the most painless way legally obtainable in the US. But I don't live in the States no more. :(

Caveat Emptor: Even shooting yourself must be done right or it'll only end up adding to your living misery! Survivors of such failed exercises could tell you a horrible tale about it!
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
There is another threat about that on SS. Problem with this one is: Too low and you only break a lot of bone. Too high and your instincts will have plenty of time to convince your conscious mind what an idiotic way to go that is.

Me personally I'd prefer a 45 to the brainstem. For right now a high caliber projectile into the skull seems to me like the most painless way legally obtainable in the US. But I don't live in the States no more. :(
yeah id also go for gunshot to the head but no money to buy a gun.
seems very reliable and quick.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,326
It certainly is horrific the way that many people in this world treat others. Of course many people are incredibly self centred after all and it seems as though everywhere suicidal people are treated badly with a lack of respect given towards them. The way that people behave definitely makes the thought of non existence sound even more appealing, to me there is nothing more comforting than the thought of being free from this nightmarish world where all of this endless suffering continues to exist.
 
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