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GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

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Mar 7, 2019
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A lost cause, that might still have something to offer the world.
 
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ExitTheDay

ExitTheDay

We fight to live or live to die
May 26, 2019
336
I have such bad luck that I was born into this shitty world
 
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Sailfisher

F’ing A
Apr 19, 2019
282
Fool me twice, shame on me...
 
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bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
Could have done better. I guess if I knew then what I know now things could be different? But there's no going back, we play the cards in our hands.

I'm starting to really question life and it's meaning. No matter what you do, how successful you are or aren't. What job you have, how much you earn, we end up the same.
Why do people value life so much? Why do Doctors save people from dying when there quality of life is so poor? For example save someone's life even though they'll be severely disabled or unable to care for themselves. Surly that's just evil making them suffer life because it's "life"?
Why does society make it hard or illegal to buy drugs that you can use to ctb?
We should be able to ctb when we are ready and it should be easy and painless. Society forces people to take extreme measures and suffer terrible pain sometimes to pass.
My only really so called easy method would be to jump from somewhere very high to ctb. Should I really have to take this path because society won't make it any easier?
Sorry just having a rant!
 
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Deleted member 1768

Enlightened
Aug 15, 2018
1,107
For me = Sad life.
A longer version: Life's played a cruel joke on me.

What about yours?
-75%...smile.
Could have done better. I guess if I knew then what I know now things could be different? But there's no going back, we play the cards in our hands.

I'm starting to really question life and it's meaning. No matter what you do, how successful you are or aren't. What job you have, how much you earn, we end up the same.
Why do people value life so much? Why do Doctors save people from dying when there quality of life is so poor? For example save someone's life even though they'll be severely disabled or unable to care for themselves. Surly that's just evil making them suffer life because it's "life"?
Why does society make it hard or illegal to buy drugs that you can use to ctb?
We should be able to ctb when we are ready and it should be easy and painless. Society forces people to take extreme measures and suffer terrible pain sometimes to pass.
My only really so called easy method would be to jump from somewhere very high to ctb. Should I really have to take this path because society won't make it any easier?
Sorry just having a rant!
Good rant.
I had a pretty good childhood then I got fucked up. Then I really fucked everything up in an unbelievably huge way. I was a drug addict. But I was very sad. I am hurting everyone
I am so sorry Please. I hate drugs...I really hate them. Have you heard of ibogaine? Not sure if I spelled it correctly but it really seems to break through chemical addictions. Much luck Please, much luck.
 
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Imgonnahangmyself

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May 25, 2019
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Sad, boring, meaningless, waste
 
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kolski

kolski

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May 27, 2019
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It wasn't meant to be.
 
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Feb 15, 2019
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I began to lose what made life worth living slowly, then all at once.
 
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Camille Lejeune

Camille Lejeune

Member
Feb 14, 2019
74
Cursed Sad Unfair
Some good moments years ago
 
pane

pane

Hollow
Apr 29, 2019
358
I wasted my life because I never had the balls to live it.
 
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Severen

Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
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I had a pretty good childhood then I got fucked up. Then I really fucked everything up in an unbelievably huge way. I was a drug addict. But I was very sad. I am hurting everyone
Drug addict + good childhood?
 
Apostle

Apostle

Student
Apr 17, 2019
129
Set up for success, then closed every possible door forward.
 
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alizee

alizee

Arcanist
Jul 22, 2018
452
Religion is evil and society doesn't care about the ones abused by it. Basically, I would have had a great life if parents weren't mentally ill religious people. The experience showed me how functional a person can appear to others but in reality the person is mentally ill and completely destroying their child to adulthood.
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,171
Childhood.
Hell.
Another ring of Hell.
Another ring of Hell.
Another ring of Hell.

hopefully soon I can't put "The End."
 

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