How do you plan to fuck over the living before you die?

[Weebster]

Slash your own tires when you've gotten to your location so it'll cost someone money in order to sell it off?

 

[Ta555]

I'm not because I don't hate people. My problems are my own and no one caused them or could've helped them. I love my friends and I don't wish anyone ill.

 

[Arrow]

I don't really care enough about anyone to take the time to try to inconvenience someone after death. If anything I might want to leave something interesting. Maybe someone would think I was cool. Doesn't matter that much though.

 

[Sea Turtle]

I don't want to fuck people over. My choice is mine, I don't intend on making life harder for those who choose to live their life.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Always thought it would be cool to spite someone specific before death. The movie Gran Torino shows a great primer on how to do that

However I have no generalized grudge against the other people on earth

 

[Ta555]

The virtuous path of not wanting to inconvenience others makes me gag. What is this Miss America? Do you think God will
overlook your deed if your intention has aspects of righteousness? I plan to jump with a sword so I can impale God with it in the afterlife.

Or maybe we're just not misanthropic angry people? You really have some extreme takes my man.

 

[Sea Turtle]

The virtuous path of not wanting to inconvenience others makes me gag. What is this Miss America? Do you think God will
overlook your deed if your intention has aspects of righteousness? I plan to jump with a sword so I can impale God with it in the afterlife.

I don't believe in a god but regardless of the fact that life is all meaningless in the end, i accept that my action will have temporary ripples that affect others. I don't find a need to hurt others if they choose to continue on their lives. I have never purposely hurt another living being and never will.

 

[Weebster]

Or maybe we're just not misanthropic angry people? You really have some extreme takes my man.

Cptsd and bpd overlap. That's probably why.

I don't believe in a god but regardless of the fact that life is all meaningless in the end, i accept that my action will have temporary ripples that affect others. I don't find a need to hurt others if they choose to continue on their lives. I have never purposely hurt another living being and never will.

Never killed a bug or insulted a kid on the schoolyard?

 

[Sea Turtle]

Cptsd and bpd overlap. That's probably why.

Never killed a bug or insulted a kid on the schoolyard?

No, I am not a bully.
I acknowledge some level of hypocrisy by not being vegan or having killed bugs but no one is perfect. I try my best and doing something before my CTB to hurt others is against what I stand for.

 

[Weebster]

No, I am not a bully.
I acknowledge some level of hypocrisy by not being vegan or having killed bugs but no one is perfect. I try my best and doing something before my CTB to hurt others is against what I stand for.

I understand.

 

[Foresight]

There's no vengeance in me. We're all losers in this game.

 

[Arrow]

The virtuous path of not wanting to inconvenience others makes me gag. What is this Miss America? Do you think God will
overlook your deed if your intention has aspects of righteousness? I plan to jump with a sword so I can impale God with it in the afterlife.

not really about virtuosity. i don't care about people one way or the other so i wouln't waste time trying to make them feel bad. wouldnt' do anything for me. especially since i'll be dead anyways.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

The virtuous path of not wanting to inconvenience others makes me gag. What is this Miss America? Do you think God will
overlook your deed if your intention has aspects of righteousness? I plan to jump with a sword so I can impale God with it in the afterlife.

Sorry this made me cringe.

This isn't a game.

 

[Weebster]

There's no vengeance in me. We're all losers in this game.

Interesting perspective. The people obsessed with self improvement and success then are chasing nothing.

Sorry this made me cringe.

This isn't a game.

Cringe culture is cringe. Don't be a zoomer. Rise above

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Interesting perspective. The people obsessed with self improvement and success then are chasing nothing.

Cringe culture is cringe. Don't be a zoomer. Rise above

Self improvement and success are two common terms

As an actual matter of fact every human being who lived before 1900 never self improved or succeeded . Not a single one of them improved .

They all died. All of them.

Scientific consensus is same will happen to those here now. There are no serious scientists who disagree

 

[AnestheticVoid]

The only person I'd kinda want to see "hurt" by my exiting would be my ex gf of many on and off years. I loved her more than anything and I just got pain return. I realize now that I'm more at fault because I could see she she didn't love me in the same way and yet kept going back to her. Even if I were to try to get revenge before leaving it'd probably just validate her or give her a sense that she "won". I actually think if I were to exit without even acknowledging her that would actually damage her ego. So maybe that is revenge. Idk.

This isn't a game.

In many ways life is a game tho.

 

[Weebster]

Self improvement and success are two common terms

As an actual matter of fact every human being who lived before 1900 never self improved or succeeded . Not a single one of them improved .

They all died. All of them.

Scientific consensus is same will happen to those here now. There are no serious scientists who disagree

Lol that was good

 

[VoidDesirer22]

The only person I'd kinda want to see "hurt" by my exiting would be my ex gf of many on and off years. I loved her more than anything and I just got pain return. I realize now that I'm more at fault because I could see she she didn't love me in the same way and yet kept going back to her. Even if I were to try to get revenge before leaving it'd probably just validate her or give her a sense that she "won". I actually think if I were to exit without even acknowledging her that would actually damage her ego. So maybe that is revenge. Idk.

In many ways life is a game tho.

I do not understand why eternal peace in the void is not enough for people. Maybe I am privileged to not fume with hatred for anyone.

I mean ctb is not a game, in that it is a very serious thing. It destroys lives. It's up to you to interpret life as a simulation, game or what have you. People do that a lot to cope. I just think being silly about the matter of death is totally tone death. Especially on this forum where people are trying to be taken seriously for once in their fking life.

 

[Weebster]

The only person I'd kinda want to see "hurt" by my exiting would be my ex gf of many on and off years. I loved her more than anything and I just got pain return. I realize now that I'm more at fault because I could see she she didn't love me in the same way and yet kept going back to her. Even if I were to try to get revenge before leaving it'd probably just validate her or give her a sense that she "won". I actually think if I were to exit without even acknowledging her that would actually damage her ego. So maybe that is revenge. Idk.

In many ways life is a game tho.

I agree. It's clearly a game. But the win is temporary if a person even gets it. I often think about how things wouldn't really be any different in the long run if my life was how I wished it would be. I'd still lose it all one day anyway.

 

[AnestheticVoid]

I do not understand why eternal peace in the void is not enough for people. Maybe I am privileged to not fume with hatred for anyone.

I mean ctb is not a game, in that it is a very serious thing. It destroys lives. It's up to you to interpret life as a simulation, game or what have you. People do that a lot to cope. I just think being silly about the matter of death is totally tone death. Especially on this forum where people are trying to be taken seriously for once in their fking life.

You don't hate yourself?

 

[whatevs]

Cringe culture is cringe. Don't be a zoomer. Rise above

You are probably the zoomer here, though. I don't think people should be treating you like you weren't a minor. Your posts show clearly enough that you are very young.

 

[Weebster]

I do not understand why eternal peace in the void is not enough for people. Maybe I am privileged to not fume with hatred for anyone.

I mean ctb is not a game, in that it is a very serious thing. It destroys lives. It's up to you to interpret life as a simulation, game or what have you. People do that a lot to cope. I just think being silly about the matter of death is totally tone death. Especially on this forum where people are trying to be taken seriously for once in their fking life.

Does every suicide though have such an impact? Few people will care deeply at my passing. The rest will think, "Oh i remember him. He's dead? Wow. Well, what's for lunch?"

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I agree. It's clearly a game. But the win is temporary if a person even gets it. I often think about how things wouldn't really be any different in the long run if my life was how I wished it would be. I'd still lose it all one day anyway.

A great last words quote is from Winston Churchill.

 

[Weebster]

You are probably the zoomer here, though. I don't think people should be treating you like you weren't a minor. Your posts show clearly enough that you are very young.

The thing about childhood abuse is that the person can regress to earlier ages.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

You don't hate yourself?

I do not, because I hold the greatest empathy for myself.

I fucking hate existing though. That's for goddamn sure. But it disgusts me to want to cause harm to the world, rather than simply resigning oneself to peace.

 

[Weebster]

I do not, because I hold the greatest empathy for myself.

I fucking hate existing though. That's for goddamn sure. But it disgusts me to want to cause harm to the world, rather than simply resigning oneself to peace.

Same here. I only hate my problems. Suicide isn't necessarily an act of self hate. It can be an act derived from self love.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

Same here. I only hate my problems. Suicide isn't necessarily an act of self hate. It can be an act derived from self love.

Okay, so if it is self-love, please put your attention and energy towards making your passing as peaceful as it can be, rather than hurting or inconveniencing those who will continue to live.

You deserve to go with peace if that is what you desire, and these other motivations are a distraction from achieving that.

 

[Weebster]

Okay, so if it is self-love, please put your attention and energy towards making your passing as peaceful as it can be, rather than hurting or inconveniencing those who will continue to live.

You deserve to go with peace if that is what you desire, and these other motivations are a distraction from achieving that.

In the words of Merseult from the closing lines of The Stranger, "I hope there is a big crowd on the day of my execution and that they greet me with cries of hate."

I'll go to the bridge at a busy time and ruin everyone's day. The image of a man falling will be burned into their mind's eye. Mwahaha

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

In the words of Merseult from the closing lines of The Stranger, "I hope there is a big crowd on the day of my execution and that they greet me with cries of hate."

I'll go to the bridge at a busy time and ruin everyone's day.

Why so much hate for the average person though

You could do something wild like gavrilo princip. The guy totally kicked a very evil mans ass

 

[VoidDesirer22]

In the words of Merseult from the closing lines of The Stranger, "I hope there is a big crowd on the day of my execution and that they greet me with cries of hate."

I'll go to the bridge at a busy time and ruin everyone's day.

You seem set on that then. I think there's enough pain in the world to even fathom wanting to maliciously inflict more. I do not understand. Is this forum not a testament to that knowledge?

Most people are good and struggling to get by. There are evil people for a myriad of reasons, but on that hypothetical bridge at that hypothetical busy time, what are the odds that anyone in that crowd is evil? It's the cycle of hatred that never seems to end.

Unfortunately my own death will cause harm. So I don't really have a moral high ground. I am feabily attempting to minimize it, though. I'm exhausted. I'll just end with a thought-terminating cliche then. "It is what it is."