willyoucrywhenIdie
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- Aug 12, 2025
- 21
Not even supposed people who are supposed to give a damn about me. I'm sure it makes no difference to this world whether I'm here or not. Absolutely not at all. Our lives are so fragile and so replaceable. It's three babies pumped out for one dead man and a better replacement, and that is that.
Genuinely tired of the waiting around to just die. When is it coming? And could it be sooner anyway. I hate the anticipation. This life is just one big anticipation, a build up to this one event that defines all of your existence. Kind of puts a comedic light to all of your attempts too. Just one defining moment and it's all gone anyway. Didn't even fucking matter if you were successful or not. Whether you're right or wrong, none of that shit ever mattered. Now I'm sitting here. Thinking about all these religions, philosophies and worldviews. All for one thing. And that one thing is the definition of this circus we call life.
Everyday I see terrible shit happening around the world. The world being a dick to people, people being a dick to the world. Shit burning down, people getting killed and shot dead for no fucking reason. We've turned this planet into an absolute shit hole, it's become unlivable for the average person at this point. Low paying jobs and high demanding bosses and a high cost of living all amount to nothing but misery and depression.
Then those dickheads sell us these meds so we can numb ourselves to how hard they're fucking us and how much it hurts us. We love this shit don't we? We know no alternative other than to accept being raped. Hey, as long as they feed you they might get to rape you too right? Because it's only fair. We are constantly fed lies and gaslit for bullshit reasons. And we are tired. They even put the thought out there that suicide is evil and that suicide is a sin or that it's a mental illness.
No motherfucker. Maybe it's time to look outward for the answers not inwards. A suicidal population is a direct result of the failure of this system. Not the other way around. But we're gonna sit here and pretend that somehow that isn't true because one fucking study shows people can be suicidal even if they live in a happy country. Oh for fuck's sake. People will twist it all up and do anything rather than see the fucking problem. Fuck this world.
Genuinely tired of the waiting around to just die. When is it coming? And could it be sooner anyway. I hate the anticipation. This life is just one big anticipation, a build up to this one event that defines all of your existence. Kind of puts a comedic light to all of your attempts too. Just one defining moment and it's all gone anyway. Didn't even fucking matter if you were successful or not. Whether you're right or wrong, none of that shit ever mattered. Now I'm sitting here. Thinking about all these religions, philosophies and worldviews. All for one thing. And that one thing is the definition of this circus we call life.
Everyday I see terrible shit happening around the world. The world being a dick to people, people being a dick to the world. Shit burning down, people getting killed and shot dead for no fucking reason. We've turned this planet into an absolute shit hole, it's become unlivable for the average person at this point. Low paying jobs and high demanding bosses and a high cost of living all amount to nothing but misery and depression.
Then those dickheads sell us these meds so we can numb ourselves to how hard they're fucking us and how much it hurts us. We love this shit don't we? We know no alternative other than to accept being raped. Hey, as long as they feed you they might get to rape you too right? Because it's only fair. We are constantly fed lies and gaslit for bullshit reasons. And we are tired. They even put the thought out there that suicide is evil and that suicide is a sin or that it's a mental illness.
No motherfucker. Maybe it's time to look outward for the answers not inwards. A suicidal population is a direct result of the failure of this system. Not the other way around. But we're gonna sit here and pretend that somehow that isn't true because one fucking study shows people can be suicidal even if they live in a happy country. Oh for fuck's sake. People will twist it all up and do anything rather than see the fucking problem. Fuck this world.
