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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
Why so much hate for the average person though

You could do something wild like gavrilo princip. The guy totally kicked a very evil mans ass
Because normies are privileged and get to live the life I desire deeply. I'm not a hero. I'm "an hero."
You seem set on that then. I think there's enough pain in the world to even fathom wanting to maliciously inflict more. I do not understand. Is this forum not a testament to that knowledge?

Most people are good and struggling to get by. There are evil people for a myriad of reasons, but on that hypothetical bridge at that hypothetical busy time, what are the odds that anyone in that crowd is evil? It's the cycle of hatred that never seems to end.

Unfortunately my own death will cause harm. So I don't really have a moral high ground. I am feabily attempting to minimize it, though. I'm exhausted. I'll just end with a thought-terminating cliche then. "It is what it is."
I've met people. Even the good ones aren't so good. Look below the facade.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
Because normies are privileged and get to live the life I desire deeply. I'm not a hero. I'm "an hero."

I've met people. Even the good ones aren't so good. Look below the facade.
I generally agree with your reply to void desirer

Most human beings I think are truly awful when they revert to their normal state. People have only become bearable due modern civ and it's many benefits
 
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pisshead

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Dec 15, 2021
21
Slash your own tires when you've gotten to your location so it'll cost someone money in order to sell it off?
Why would you even care?
What's your problem with hurting others when you won't even be there to see the aftermath? How old are you, if you don't mind me asking? You sound very immature, are you old enough to be on this site?
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
You're not gonna get the hate that you desire from your death. Even if you went the mass shooter route, no one will publish your manifesto, mourn you, hate you, or even acknowledge your existence. You're just forgotten. Now if you were a loved person, then yeah people will react, but no one out there in this world says, "Damn, I'm glad that dude is dead, fuck that guy"
 
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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
Why would you even care?
What's your problem with hurting others when you won't even be there to see the aftermath? How old are you, if you don't mind me asking? You sound very immature, are you old enough to be on this site?
One typically gains maturity and growth through relationships and hitting every expected milestone. I've not had that, so I've stayed young at heart.
You're not gonna get the hate that you desire from your death. Even if you went the mass shooter route, no one will publish your manifesto, mourn you, hate you, or even acknowledge your existence. You're just forgotten. Now if you were a loved person, then yeah people will react, but no one out there in this world says, "Damn, I'm glad that dude is dead, fuck that guy"
I don't think anyone gets what they desire from death. Even nothingness or "eternal peace" will ever be realized because we won't be around anymore. This thread was for fun, to the pass time in this tedious existence. You're all conduits for my daily quota of necessary stimuli.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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Dec 20, 2020
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You're not gonna get the hate that you desire from your death. Even if you went the mass shooter route, no one will publish your manifesto, mourn you, hate you, or even acknowledge your existence. You're just forgotten. Now if you were a loved person, then yeah people will react, but no one out there in this world says, "Damn, I'm glad that dude is dead, fuck that guy"
To be honest mate this post is totally out of touch with the reality of mass shooters and killers

Reviled and dead historical figures including serial killers are trashed , bashed , and thrown around in language like crazy.

People do remember dead evil people.
 
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Symbiote

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Oct 12, 2020
3,099
To be honest mate this post is totally out of touch with the reality of mass shooters and killers

Reviled and dead historical figures including serial killers are trashed , bashed , and thrown around in language like crazy.

People do remember dead evil people.
The last several mass shooters, the media never mentions them, you had to dig a bit online to find out who they were.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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Dec 20, 2020
1,715
The last several mass shooters, the media never mentions them, you had to dig a bit online to find out who they were.

most people are capable of doing the digging, and people do. There is a concerted media effort now to cover up mass shootings and the details about the perp to try to stop copycats.

The media are dead as far as info is concerned . Social media and sites like this reveal the truth. Only the most deluded in life don't try to seek out the truth. Humans have a natural craving for it. Not necessarily that they accept the truth but people always will try to find it
 
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ColorlessTrees

ColorlessTrees

Stuck
Jan 4, 2022
271
It's ultimately your life and your decision, but if you hold on to such petty malice towards strangers in the name of hating society, then you might want to contemplate more on a decision as heavy as suicide. That's not intended as a jab. This thread just concerns me a bit.

There's a difference even between being indifferent to causing harm and actively wanting to cause harm.
 
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lunarflower

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Mar 12, 2022
40
There's no reason to add to the suffering in the world.
 
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DontplayGod

DontplayGod

She/her
Feb 6, 2022
123
I would only want to fuck over people who have wronged me, I don't want to be an asshole for no reason. But even then I wouldn't want to do something extreme, the only thing I would actually consider doing is bring light to what the person who wronged me did.

Edit: even that wouldn't satisfy me, I'll be dead after all...
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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Dec 20, 2020
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It's ultimately your life and your decision, but if you hold on to such petty malice towards strangers in the name of hating society, then you might want to contemplate more on a decision as heavy as suicide. That's not intended as a jab. This thread just concerns me a bit.

There's a difference even between being indifferent to causing harm and actively wanting to cause harm.
I think it's totally rational to want to cause harm to certain segments of society

But in my worldview the general attitude to let's just screw everyone seems so wrong

If you want to murder suicide please target someone good. Target someone who is getting away with murder or worse and getting away with it. Watch Gran Torino. The movie will change your perspective on life as well as suicide.
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,913
You're all conduits for my daily quota of necessary stimuli.
Why do you think we are not using you all the same you use us? It goes both ways, kiddo.
 
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Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
754
The virtuous path of not wanting to inconvenience others makes me gag. What is this Miss America? Do you think God will
overlook your deed if your intention has aspects of righteousness? I plan to jump with a sword so I can impale God with it in the afterlife.
Its your choice but people have also responded to your thread with their own. So whatever floats your boat.
 
CrossroadsCurious

CrossroadsCurious

"Why do we do what we do?"
Dec 12, 2021
671
While I would not let other peoples reactions influence my decision to ctb, neither will I do anything do others before I go. It's about me and my decision and that's it. There is already enough anger and hate in this world, so I see no reason to add to it.

On a personal note @Weebster I'm sorry you are angry and hurting. Hugs!
 
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slushy

slushy

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Feb 19, 2022
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Not at all. Life is already so hard, and my death alone will make it so much harder on them. I wouldn't go out of my way to hurt them more. I have a lot of people I love.
 
ultrafuntimes

ultrafuntimes

it's funny...
Jan 16, 2022
62
I don't plan on doing anything to get back at the world, but I can understand the sentiment. When everything feels so meaningless, all the frustration becomes much harder to bear. Sometimes I'll fantasize about doing something like leaving spiteful things in my suicide note, destroying property before I die, killing myself in a crowd of people just to traumatize them, just really horrible things like that.
But I know that isn't what I actually want. I harbor no resentment towards anyone. I'm just upset that things had to be the way they are. Tired of feeling disconnected and alienated. For once, it would be nice to not feel so powerless, or to experience some kind of release from the pain. Still, I know making others suffer wouldn't make me feel any better.
 
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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
It's ultimately your life and your decision, but if you hold on to such petty malice towards strangers in the name of hating society, then you might want to contemplate more on a decision as heavy as suicide. That's not intended as a jab. This thread just concerns me a bit.

There's a difference even between being indifferent to causing harm and actively wanting to cause harm.
Many suicides are done in such a way to cause harm in addition to the whole dying part. People who blow their head off in their family home are absolutely doing it that way to fuck people over with the extensive cleanup.

If a kid or already grieving adult happens to witness me jump off a bridge someday, so be it. I doubt it'll actually be something I look forward to doing, but I certainly won't just get back in the car and wait for another day.
 
Red Scare

Red Scare

Wizard
Mar 1, 2022
647
I have to admit I am planning to send off a few salty emails to people I would like to tell to fuck off before I ctb...
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,313
I don't. I do not want to cause anyone else to suffer, there is no one that I hate, all that I want to do is peacefully pass away and be free from this horrible life.
 
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unraveling

unraveling

Member
Mar 14, 2022
24
That's the spirit.
That cracked me up. 😊
In the words of Merseult from the closing lines of The Stranger, "I hope there is a big crowd on the day of my execution and that they greet me with cries of hate."

I'll go to the bridge at a busy time and ruin everyone's day. The image of a man falling will be burned into their mind's eye. Mwahaha
huh. somehow I have discovered the secret to multiple quoting tho I have no idea how to replicate that feat. Oh well tomorrow is a new day and i will have more chances to mess it up.

Anyhow. You appear to possess a large quantity of randomized hatred. I get the hatred part, the world is indeed a shitty place full of shitty people doing shitty things. (But it's also full of actually, quite nice people doing equally nice things for each other and somethings, randomized acts of kindness for total strangers.) I can even understand wanting to "get even" with a crappy world, but I don't understand the randomized nature of this resentment or hatred. What if you end up inadvertently damaging someone who was actually a very nice person who generally tried to help others? Who perhaps had even helped you once upon a time? Or maybe an innocent little child?

On the spectrum of evil you don't strike me as satan's minion, so I'm guessing you'd feel a bit bad? So if that were the case and you agreed (not positive how you feel about that) then targeting a nasty person would be "better"? It was either this thread or a similar one where someone mentioned that the problem with hurting others on their way out, is that now the police are looking for you and they could easily interrupt your plans to ctb. Even disregarding all other questions of morality, I thought that was a very good point.

oh, so what is causing all this frustration or whatever, to have such randomized targets? that's my question.
 
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deleted

Warlock
Jul 31, 2020
718
i'm seriously thinking about setting fire to my house or my dad's car this motherfucker is freaking me out
 
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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
That cracked me up. 😊

huh. somehow I have discovered the secret to multiple quoting tho I have no idea how to replicate that feat. Oh well tomorrow is a new day and i will have more chances to mess it up.

Anyhow. You appear to possess a large quantity of randomized hatred. I get the hatred part, the world is indeed a shitty place full of shitty people doing shitty things. (But it's also full of actually, quite nice people doing equally nice things for each other and somethings, randomized acts of kindness for total strangers.) I can even understand wanting to "get even" with a crappy world, but I don't understand the randomized nature of this resentment or hatred. What if you end up inadvertently damaging someone who was actually a very nice person who generally tried to help others? Who perhaps had even helped you once upon a time? Or maybe an innocent little child?

On the spectrum of evil you don't strike me as satan's minion, so I'm guessing you'd feel a bit bad? So if that were the case and you agreed (not positive how you feel about that) then targeting a nasty person would be "better"? It was either this thread or a similar one where someone mentioned that the problem with hurting others on their way out, is that now the police are looking for you and they could easily interrupt your plans to ctb. Even disregarding all other questions of morality, I thought that was a very good point.

oh, so what is causing all this frustration or whatever, to have such randomized targets? that's my question.
In this hypothetical scenario of getting even, differentiating between good and bad people isn't possible without spending a lot of time with them. Befriending random people in public doesn't yield much info since even bad people can appear pleasant if they want to. It's hard to really answer your question since this thread wasn't meant to be serious but more of a revenge fantasy thing.

And this talk of "randomized targets" is heading in a direction I wasn't anticipating. I said "fuck over," not become a criminal. Slashing your own tires for instance is just hurting your own property.
 
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Versailles

Versailles

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Oct 1, 2020
1,652
I will also have the nationality and identity of a certain person be totally removed and erased, I am already working on it
 
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Versailles

Versailles

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
1,652
You are probably the zoomer here, though. I don't think people should be treating you like you weren't a minor. Your posts show clearly enough that you are very young.
I have the same opinion
 
WadeingThru

WadeingThru

Experienced
Feb 25, 2022
209
Slash your own tires when you've gotten to your location so it'll cost someone money in order to sell it off?
What year and model is the car? I might be willing to throw on some used maypops and flip it. Hell if there's enough meat on that bone, I'll put some new tries on it and flip it for grip. You gotta secure the bag in life.
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,801
Slash your own tires when you've gotten to your location so it'll cost someone money in order to sell it off?
I don't have a car. Guess I could stab my sneakers or something.
 
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thereisthemist

thereisthemist

drops common loot when defeated
Nov 5, 2021
159
I know it's against forum rules but breaking rules and laws is one easy, clear, targeted way to mess with others, by definition.
Personally I think me dying itself is already a harm to people who actually cares, whom my incompetence of acknowledge and cherish about. Any further plannings and preparations are just unnecessary. If I die, I die for good, as in the amount of work I put in it.
Or maybe it's better off do the actual crimes, enjoy them, and unironicly, stay alive. From which I think Satan is hot and sexy because idk, might actually see him soon and suffer with him for eternity question mark?

Throwing a dice is a wonderful start.
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,392
I don't have to do anything because me being alive is already fucking up the world. When I'm gone, a tiny, tiny part of everything wrong with humanity will be eliminated and even though I know it's only a small amount, it would still be a net positive.
 
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