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salamid
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- Sep 22, 2025
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I want to feel better. I know I aways feel much better once I get out of bed. I always feel so terrible after rotting in bed all day, my muscles trembling probably because they want to be used. I used to go to the gym 5-6 times a week long ago and now I'm pathetic and weak. Any day where I don't absolutely have to be somewhere, so on weekends and on holidays, I always stay in bed 2-6 hours after waking up, rotting away on my phone. Sometimes my battery runs out. I've lied in bed before for hours without being on my phone, so it's not a phone addiction. It's just something to do while I'm lying here anyway. Even as I'm typing this I'm in bed. I brushed my teeth right after I woke up but then went back into my bed. I don't even know why I can't do it.
Once I get out of bed I always try to stay up late to avoid having to wake up again and rotting in bed. I think a big part of it is that I'm lazy to go take a shower. But I would feel way too disgusting to get out of bed without doing so, I could never do that. I can't even go a single day without showering, I feel disgusting even after sleeping just one night, probably because I barely ever change my bed sheets out of laziness.
Maybe that's not even the reason though. I really don't even know. If anyone else reading this ever struggled with getting out of bed, did you ever find anything that helped you?
Once I get out of bed I always try to stay up late to avoid having to wake up again and rotting in bed. I think a big part of it is that I'm lazy to go take a shower. But I would feel way too disgusting to get out of bed without doing so, I could never do that. I can't even go a single day without showering, I feel disgusting even after sleeping just one night, probably because I barely ever change my bed sheets out of laziness.
Maybe that's not even the reason though. I really don't even know. If anyone else reading this ever struggled with getting out of bed, did you ever find anything that helped you?