
Ashu
novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
- Nov 13, 2021
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Blood is good!I wish they were in a more hideable location. Random people seeing them wouldn't bother me too much because why would I care about what random people think of me? But I still have to be extra careful at the doctor's office that they don't see them. In a weird way, I like cutting myself. I don't know how to explain it. What I don't like too much are the scars since I can't wear certain outfits anymore. I just don't like how they look when I'm trying to dress up nicely. It doesn't fit with the look I'm going for. Also I love seeing blood, maybe I'm just weird
I'm glad to hear they faded nicely! I was not as lucky in that regard
This is exactly itMixed feelings. Like hey, here's my evidence I'm sad! But also hey, you probably think I'm stupid and pathetic now. Uh oh.
Thats how I felt about them as well sometimesi like how they look, for some reason looking at them brings me peace