how do you feel right now? don’t even think about it, just type.

[darksouls]

MDD is hell, only people in real life are even worse

 

[impendingdooom]

i feel depleted. hopeless, numb.

 

[hangingclothes]

i wish to be incapable of thinking and feeling negatively.

 

[impendingdooom]

i wish to be incapable of thinking and feeling negatively.

same, i'd be a better person that way

 

[Gruzum]

how do i feel? suicidal.. duhh

 

[cleanandpretty]

I feel horrible!! Physically and mentally. I vaped once today after not doing so for 5 days and all of a sudden I can barely breathe I have never wanted to die more

 

[Unlucky777]

i wish to be incapable of thinking and feeling negatively.

I wish for this also.

On top of that I wish to not experience consciousness. Yes?

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Down in the dumps.

 

[ToANewWorld]

Annoyed. I can't believe I am gonna have to go so soon. My life clipped when I haven't lived yet.

Was doing better for a while. Got hopeful I could turn this around. But whether I am here next year or not will come down to a coin flip. Life is horrifying sometimes.

 

[CutToRelease]

I hate myself. All my effort I put into my health dosnt even work it still gets worse. I felt better when I was doing bothing for my health. I wanna cut so bad. But my arm aches so much from cutting relay bad for the last 2 days in a row. But I still want to.

 

[CookedRamen]

I'm just tired. Tired of this. Everything. All of it.

 

[JustBe]

Void. Useless. Lonely. Sick.
Every day is a battle against myself with the rehearsed suicidal thoughts.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

In the kitchen at 4am crying while boiling pasta good times

At least I can shovel carbs and cheese into my facehole now, surely that will stop me feeling broken.

 

[persepexa]

I feel so filled with guilt and shame I can hardly look at myself. This isn't how my life was supposed to be. This isn't where I was supposed to be. I should be somewhere totally different, safe, loved, stable. I just want to go back and change everything. I don't want to be this person any more. I just want it all to end and for me to disappear.

 

[Unlucky777]

I really don't want to be here anymore but I'm sticking around until I figure out how to make CTBing work and not feeling guilty for leaving my family behind. Especially since my dad just died a month ago. I hate existence. I told my friend about my CTB thoughts a few weeks ago and he keeps telling me how life is a gift. Life can be but it can also be a curse

 

[assassinlord82]

I feel so useless and unwanted

 

[darksouls]

worried because of the You Tube video

 

[wofnsdf]

very sad and just feel empty. i just want a hug and to cry

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

so sad and lonely and miserable

i dont have much energey to interact with most people irl and just spend as much time as i can alone in my room

when i was drunk a few days ago i texted my friend and asked him to hangout i dont even know if i would have the energy to but it is making me so sad that he still hasn't responded to the text. it seems like most people talk to me less and less and even people who i used to be close with dont seem to want to hang out with me. theres less and less people that reach out to me and maybe thats good because i want to be alone but it also makes me really really sad. why dont they like me anymore.

 

[GhostedToast]

I watched my neighbours son who was about twice my age die on my birthday in october, and i ended up having a nose bleed earlier that led to me having kinda flashes of his face in my mind and been stuck thinking about it for atleast the past 12 hours so i want to throw up and scream but wont vent to any of my friends or reach out so i dont bother them

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Overwhelmed and ready to go. On one hand I don't want to let those tormenting me "win," on the other it would always be someone with how weak I am. I need to FSH when I get home tonight. This can't go on.