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Stressed, always stressed when there's an issue connecting to the site. What will I ever do without you guys.
 
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my brain has claimed its glory over me
Jul 12, 2023
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i feel overwhelmed with everything. i just can't kill myself. i don't even know why. now, the prospect of me having to live with myself for the rest of my life overwhelms me. the fact that it's up to me makes me feel sick. i didn't plan to live this long. i was supposed to die earlier. i should have died. my consciousness is a torture i cannot get rid of
 
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darkandtwisty

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Stressed, anxiety ridden, feelings of being a failure. Desperate for cash.
...... I mean, I'm fine. 😅
 
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Feeling unseen and just a touch broken. No hurt, just static and the silent plea for the inevitable, echoing into a void.
 
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i don’t smoke
Dec 10, 2025
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i feel so ? hopeless.
and hurt. and confused. and heartbroken.
i thought my work friend had good intentions but i am afraid he might just hate me as much as everyone else. it really sucks.
i always choose the wrong people to trust.
i guess the right person to trust is.. nobody?
 

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