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Fishyfloon

Fishyfloon

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Mar 3, 2026
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Supposedly like the thread title. I don't have any access to a large body of water like lakes or the ocean, I don't own a bathtub and I can't stay in a hotel for personal reasons. So I'm using a bucket of water to dip my head instead, but I'm scared that my position won't stay locked in as soon as I lose consciousness. Any advice?? Honestly if this doesn't work I'll go through the exit bag method instead, while still doing that hyperventilating thing so I can pass out earlier on
 
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Forveleth

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A note on shallow water blackout. It works by you being able to hold your breath until you pass out, not that you pass out and fall into water.
 
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A note on shallow water blackout. It works by you being able to hold your breath until you pass out, not that you pass out and fall into water.
Yes! I'm just a bit scared since our body moves a lot when dying, so I wanted to make sure I stay still while passing out in a body of water instead of getting out (which allows a chance of surviving), esp since I'm doing it with a bucket and not submerging my entire body into water. Nvm tho I think I've figured it out. I haven't tried it yet but I hope it'll works
 
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SilentVelvet

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Jan 28, 2026
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Maybe if you can lie down somewhere elevated and lower your head into the bucket? And preferably lean against a wall for support
 
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Maybe if you can lie down somewhere elevated and lower your head into the bucket? And preferably lean against a wall for support
Ill try this though I still have to find a spot higher than said bucket. Maybe I should add some weight aswell
 
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whorror

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May 27, 2025
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Maybe if you tie something by your neck, something heavier, so when you lean below, the weight will make you go deeper
 
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Maybe if you tie something by your neck, something heavier, so when you lean below, the weight will make you go deeper
Yes but I'm just wondering what items would I need as a weight and how do I tie it properly. Although I suppose that is not quite difficult to figure out and I will know eventually if I think of it hard enough
 
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ctb_warrior

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Yes but I'm just wondering what items would I need as a weight and how do I tie it properly. Although I suppose that is not quite difficult to figure out and I will know eventually if I think of it hard enough
I'm also forced to think of swb like that in a bucket. But I'm not convinced yet as you said, body can move while dying, that's the same doubt i have. And what if we have convulsions and head comes out suddenly. The whole attempt will lead to brain damage vegetable state . I want full proof stuff this time. I have had enough failed attempts
 
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I'm also forced to think of swb like that in a bucket. But I'm not convinced yet as you said, body can move while dying, that's the same doubt i have. And what if we have convulsions and head comes out suddenly. The whole attempt will lead to brain damage vegetable state . I want full proof stuff this time. I have had enough failed attempts
Unfortunately I can't afford enough time for researching this properly as this will be my last chance. That's why I'm risking it. This may sound impulsive, but I've failed too many attempts as well. And there isn't any other method that I can access. Hopefully for you, whatever you choose goes as well as you desire. May peace be with you.

Right now I'll try tying up some weight above my head while submerging my head into water. Ive heard someone says that spasms caused by convulsions isn't strong enough for your body to go off position (im planning to put restraints on myself too incase this is wrong) and even after your body moves, itll immediately go limp back again and then your head will fall back into the water. Though I would happily have more information about this as my date is drawing near
 
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Unfortunately I can't afford enough time for researching this properly as this will be my last chance. That's why I'm risking it. This may sound impulsive, but I've failed too many attempts as well. And there isn't any other method that I can access. Hopefully for you, whatever you choose goes as well as you desire. May peace be with you
As a fellow mate, I wish to strongly request you, even if you don't have enough time, use everything at your disposal. Check my uncensored ai post, you'll find two ai engines that you can use for help. Failing at swb will be irreversible. And i really want you to attain peace in whatever you choose. So, it's a request, do your research as far as possible.
Personally speaking, every impulsive attempt of mine resulted in failure. I ingested 40 strips of Ativan and I'm still here to tell the tale
God bless you
 
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fluorescentpearl

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Jul 19, 2026
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As a fellow mate, I wish to strongly request you, even if you don't have enough time, use everything at your disposal. Check my uncensored ai post, you'll find two ai engines that you can use for help. Failing at swb will be irreversible. And i really want you to attain peace in whatever you choose. So, it's a request, do your research as far as possible.
Personally speaking, every impulsive attempt of mine resulted in failure. I ingested 40 strips of Ativan and I'm still here to tell the tale
God bless you
Recommending people to fact check with ai is wrong as it will get it wrong 90% of the time, there is many users on this forum that are Real Conscious Beings that can help, no need to turn to a clanker
 
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Feb 11, 2024
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Recommending people to fact check with ai is wrong as it will get it wrong 90% of the time, there is many users on this forum that are Real Conscious Beings that can help, no need to turn to a clanker
My bad

You are right..
 
ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

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How do you even lock the bucket in place so that it's can't get tipped over when your body struggles and convulses? I'd think that might be an issue.
 

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