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Fishyfloon

Fishyfloon

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Mar 3, 2026
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Supposedly like the thread title. I don't have any access to a large body of water like lakes or the ocean, I don't own a bathtub and I can't stay in a hotel for personal reasons. So I'm using a bucket of water to dip my head instead, but I'm scared that my position won't stay locked in as soon as I lose consciousness. Any advice?? Honestly if this doesn't work I'll go through the exit bag method instead, while still doing that hyperventilating thing so I can pass out earlier on
 
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Forveleth

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A note on shallow water blackout. It works by you being able to hold your breath until you pass out, not that you pass out and fall into water.
 
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A note on shallow water blackout. It works by you being able to hold your breath until you pass out, not that you pass out and fall into water.
Yes! I'm just a bit scared since our body moves a lot when dying, so I wanted to make sure I stay still while passing out in a body of water instead of getting out (which allows a chance of surviving), esp since I'm doing it with a bucket and not submerging my entire body into water. Nvm tho I think I've figured it out. I haven't tried it yet but I hope it'll works
 
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SilentVelvet

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Maybe if you can lie down somewhere elevated and lower your head into the bucket? And preferably lean against a wall for support
 
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Maybe if you can lie down somewhere elevated and lower your head into the bucket? And preferably lean against a wall for support
Ill try this though I still have to find a spot higher than said bucket. Maybe I should add some weight aswell
 
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whorror

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Maybe if you tie something by your neck, something heavier, so when you lean below, the weight will make you go deeper
 
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Maybe if you tie something by your neck, something heavier, so when you lean below, the weight will make you go deeper
Yes but I'm just wondering what items would I need as a weight and how do I tie it properly. Although I suppose that is not quite difficult to figure out and I will know eventually if I think of it hard enough
 

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