Discussion How did you feel when you got your N ??

[deathenvoy]

N has chemically bitter burning taste, but for me I think it is manageable to drink. There exists taste modifier called miraculin which turns bitter into sweet. I will soon order it and try if this the case with my N.

 

[Superfluous]

N has chemically bitter burning taste, but for me I think it is manageable to drink. There exists taste modifier called miraculin which turns bitter into sweet. I will soon order it and try if this the case with my N.

Miraculin turns sour to sweet and requires an acidic (low pH) environment to work. N is bitter and is alkaline (high pH) so won't help. Sorry. It's been suggested before.

 

[Egddios]

To be honest, I have lost my taste buds due to smoking. And I am used to bitter taste. Moreover, I weigh less than 60kgs. So three bottles is an overkill for me.

I will probably go ahead and test the 3rd bottle. What say ??

I am unsure of storage after opening it as there is only one refrigerator which is a common one. How did you store it after opening your bottle ?

I would advise against refrigerating ones stash of N, as the medicine comes in glass bottles and with changes in temperature ie too cold, the glass is at risk of shattering. A cool, dry place like the bottom drawer of a dresser, or hidden away in a shoebox in a dark closet would be fine in temperate conditions.

As far as testing the 3rd bottle, if you're curious as I was, go for it. You will familiarize yourself with the taste and potency, and can use that 3rd bottle in small doses as needed for however long it lasts or until it runs out. Or, you could sample from the 3rd bottle and seal it back up with the rubber stopper and use it in addition to the remainder of your supply when the time comes.

The 3rd bottle is almost like a bonus bottle if you think about it. Do with it what you like.

Once I'd opened the 3rd bottle, I put the rubber stopper back in place, put the bottle back in its box and kept it stashed away in a dust bag at the bottle of a drawer, underneath scarves and miscellaneous accessories.

 

[MiCa]

I felt great that my N arrived - but so did customs and the police. So close, but lost now what to do as alternative? Any ideas? Thanks

 

[deathenvoy]

I felt great that my N arrived - but so did customs and the police. So close, but lost now what to do as alternative? Any ideas? Thanks

Police took over your N?

 

[LaBrava]

I felt great that my N arrived - but so did customs and the police. So close, but lost now what to do as alternative? Any ideas? Thanks

That sucks. Which country?

 

[Mbound]

I'm curious about lidocaine spray as well. It seems like a potentially good solution to the bad taste, but some have said not.

I am really sensitive to bad tastes so I've gone totally overboard in preparing possible solutions lol. I currently have or have/am planning to use:

-extra strength orajel
-a numbing mouthwash called Botot
-cloraseptic numbing throat spray
-honey to coat the tongue before drinking
-plugging the nose as I drink
-chilling the bottles just before because chilled meds tend to taste slightly less bitter from what I've read
-chasing it with some kind of alcohol, maybe baileys/rum? Then some kind of nectar like someone suggested. Idk. I can't imagine the last thing I ever drink being a nasty shot of vodka or tequila.

I hope all these things combined will make it somewhat bearable.

 

[LifeIsNotFun]

That sucks. Which country?

I don't believe that post. Its a new user, and just seems like trolling. Even in the PPH they said very few have gotten visits from customs or police.

 

[MiCa]

That sucks. Which country?

Australia.

I don't believe that post. Its a new user, and just seems like trolling. Even in the PPH they said very few have gotten visits from customs or police.

Believe it it happened. Full story on PP Forums. Paid $1200 for product from Mexico - arrived within a week but seized by Customs. Police (plain clothes) visited for an interview. They will not be taking the matter any further. Australia is hard to get things through

 

[Aardwolf]

Australia.

The police actually visited you? normally customs seize stuff and there is silence.

 

[MiCa]

The police actually visited you? normally customs seize stuff and there is silence.

Yes they did! Asked a number of questions about how I got it and also said they were doing a welfare check on me. No further action.

 

[Aardwolf]

Yes they did! Asked a number of questions about how I got it and also said they were doing a welfare check on me. No further action.

Thank you for the information. I am in Australia also.

I've had stuff seized at the border but never a visit.

Was the welfare check difficult to talk yourself out of?

 

[MiCa]

Police took over your N?

No customs seized it and reported to police who came for a home visit.

Thank you for the information. I am in Australia also.

I've had stuff seized at the border but never a visit.

Was the welfare check difficult to talk yourself out of?

No it was fairly low key. Asked questions that I could answer honestly and they did not ask for details. Welfare check ok - said product was for me as I have a terminal condition. They told me to speak to my Doctors about pallative care - I said I would and when leaving I asked what happens next, and they said nothing.

 

[Aardwolf]

No it was fairly low key. Asked questions that I could answer honestly and they did not ask for details. Welfare check ok - said product was for me as I have a terminal condition. They told me to speak to my Doctors about pallative care - I said I would and when leaving I asked what happens next, and they said nothing.

Ok great, thank you the reply. Wish you all the best.

 

[deathenvoy]

No customs seized it and reported to police who came for a home visit.

So they knew it was N? What police told you? Any legal consequences?

 

[MiCa]

So they knew it was N? What police told you? Any legal consequences?

Yes they said customs confirmed it was the real deal - which pisses me off! Police asked about how I sourced it - I said from an email address I found. They did not ask for details. PP will give you adress. No legal consequences, thank goodness.

 

[Aardwolf]

Yes they said customs confirmed it was the real deal - which pisses me off! Police asked about how I sourced it - I said from an email address I found. They did not ask for details. PP will give you adress. No legal consequences, thank goodness.

Are you comfortable sharing what state you are in? I would PM you but you don't have PM yet.

 

[MiCa]

Are you comfortable sharing what state you are in? I would PM you but you don't have PM yet.

TAS

 

[LifeIsNotFun]

Australia.


Believe it it happened. Full story on PP Forums. Paid $1200 for product from Mexico - arrived within a week but seized by Customs. Police (plain clothes) visited for an interview. They will not be taking the matter any further. Australia is hard to get things through

I'm sorry. Australia seems to be one of the strictest in terms of trying to get N. Even the PPH, it seems Australians seem to have the most difficulty dealing with it. I'm in Canada, and I hope things go smoothly for me, and I have followed all the procedures to receive it. *crosses fingers*
When did you order your N when it was seized?

 

[Theon]

i think people think getting it is the hard part. but once you get it you may feel relief .But i have read its not so easy to get your head around to actually taking it even if you want to .

For me the hard part was learning that I can't take the meto or the other anti-emetics because of the awful interactions with medications I am taking and can't stop. Someone suggested an "N-ema" but I'm afraid the risks of failure with that are going to be great.

 

[MiCa]

I'm sorry. Australia seems to be one of the strictest in terms of trying to get N. Even the PPH, it seems Australians seem to have the most difficulty dealing with it. I'm in Canada, and I hope things go smoothly for me, and I have followed all the procedures to receive it. *crosses fingers*
When did you order your N when it was seized?

Hi - ordered I think about 10 days before the happy customs people stole it. And good luck to you!

 

[LifeIsNotFun]

Hi - ordered I think about 10 days before the happy customs people stole it. And good luck to you!

Ok thank you for letting me know. Are you planning to order again? Or gonna lay low for a bit?

 

[MiCa]

Ok thank you for letting me know. Are you planning to order again? Or gonna lay low for a bit?

Lay low look at alternatives.

 

[dandan]

I felt good to have the means to end life in my hands, i still do, hanging or jumping? I rather drink 200ml of N, I think taste can be awful but 200ml? Come on I can do that, if antiemetic works , cool

 

[Life+me=error]

I felt ecstatic first but afterwards I felt nothing really. Once in a while I appreciate it that I have it.

 

[Weems]

I had ordered back in 2016 and when it arrived I felt RELIEF. I remember opening the box and feeling like, ah, ok...now I have a peaceful option. I remember being kind of amazed at how well A packaged it (assuming A does the packing), and the surprise of the inclusion of antiemetics. Relief, that was the main feeling. Happiness, too.

I stashed the bottles away in a dust bag at the bottom of a drawer, and eventually ended up opening one of the bottles to test the potency and see if it was legit. I've written about the taste before, but yeah...when I tested it, I used a medicine dose cup (the kind of cup one would get it they purchased Nyquil, etc.) and that dose hit me QUICK. Almost knocked me down the stairs to the basement when I went to have a cigarette after, so I knew what I had was potent and would do the job. Felt confident. That third bottle, I used probably half in small doses just for the best nights sleep I'd ever had. Total knock out sleep, like when you're under anesthesia. Unfortunately that third bottle was confiscated by police when I made the mistake of disclosing to the therapist I was seeing at the time that I was in possession of a lethal means to end my life.

The other 2 bottles remained hidden and I lied to my father I no longer had any bottles. Cut to present time, 3 years later, after ECT treatments and a variety of medication changes, trying to find a good therapist and psychiatrist, I have only the 2 bottles - both now empty. I look at them occasionally, not wishing they were both still full, but rather with a wry smile.

I know N is seen as the "holy grail" of ending one's life peacefully. Once one actually has N and tastes it, and realizes just how strong it is....it's not as easy as knocking it all back in a couple of big gulps. I had this illusion it would be a lot easier than how it really is. Again, it's meant to be administered intravenously.

I could go on and on about my experience with N. I now plan on using the night night method, or hanging.

Yeah, that's what I'm afraid of. Ay ay ay. If I go this route, no sipping.

 

[Snowx88]

Where can I purchase N ? Also I would like to take in injectable form to ensure it gets absorbed .

 

[Theon]

Where can I purchase N ? Also I would like to take in injectable form to ensure it gets absorbed .

A seems to be only one person in the world who sells N and is legitimate. I don't believe it's injectable but could be wrong

 

[Snowx88]

A seems to be only one person in the world who sells N and is legitimate. I don't believe it's injectable but could be wrong

Who is this person ? I have malabsorption I won't absorb it properly in my small intestine . I would need injection

 

[Theon]

he's in Mexico. his email address is in the PPH