How did you discover this site?

[underairpressure]

People on another mental health related forum I frequent were talking about this place. They didn't mention it by name but I was able to find it. I was really glad to hear about a forum where you can talk about suicide/other heavy topics without CONSTANTLY being patronized to, harassed, or told to Get Help™

 

[heydude56]

It's funny cause I actually don't remember lol

 

[rustybee]

My friend who is also suicidal mentioned this site to me.

 

[escapee205]

Was doing some research on the "night night" method and ended up on a thread here

 

[natori]

I made drinks at a friend's party, got drunk myself and System Of A Down started playing on the speakers. I was so wasted at that point that I forgot the name of the song "Chop Suey", so I typed in "self righteous suicide" into my search engine. Not only did I find what I was initially looking for, but also a post on this forum that contained the words "self righteous + suicide". So I clicked on it later and the rest is history.

 

[broken_stoic]

I was looking for a peaceful way to check out. Didn't expect to find a community.

 

[Proceed]

Found about it from that YouTube hit-piece a couple years back.

 

[thankyouforthis]

In a news article condemning it lol. True story!

PS Now seeing how common it apparently is for people to find this site via people who hate this site...The opposition might wanna think about that...hehe

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

Random youtube comment in some 2k-4k view video talking about suicide.

 

[Unlucky777]

I came across the PBS coverage of that article where they interviewed the NYT "journalists" about their article and that piqued my interest in April 2025. However I was unsuccessful at finding out this site name. Fast forward to a few weeks ago, I was looking up something on Google like "drinking alcohol to commit s" because my last attempt I had to drink a 6 pack to go thru with the act and was more curious about that and one of the links led me to this site and I instantly KNEW this was the site the NYT article was talking about.

And the really bizarre part of all this is that I'm less s'dal now after having been on this site talking to people. I feel a sense of community and belonging here I didn't feel before. Now I'm actually not looking for s methods.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

I suddenly got sasu top page on my browser without doing nothing then was made suicidal though my life had been alright until this!

 

[Sunray19]

Bing actually. I was looking for information regarding my death fantasies and Google was not giving me anything. I tried Bing and found this place.

 

[helplesship]

some guy on discord sent me the link out of nowhere

 

[yufu]

whos Tantacrul?

 

[Al_stargate]

whos Tantacrul?

some dude on youtube that made a video "exposing" this site. just nonsense really.

I don't even know exactly how I discovered this site but I know I was looking up methods and then eventually ended up here. Might have been new york times article that made me aware but it was 4 years ago so I don't remember exactly.