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an_alias

an_alias

Hi :)
Dec 21, 2020
146
4chan in late 2020. got recommended SN as a method for CTBing; did more research on SN and ended up here!
 
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lawfull

lawfull

to be or not to be
Jul 6, 2023
6
I have been here for quite a while, looking for methods to CTB, found it through 4Chan, but ended up failing, now I lurk, and am now trying to be more active.
 
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FrustratedGirl

FrustratedGirl

Just tired, want to sleep forever
Nov 13, 2025
71
I looked up general information about suicide and found an article about exit international and exit bags. Than I looked up information about exit bags and found a thread on this site. I am very happy that I found this. A lot of information and finally some people I can talk to about CTB. :)
(Luckily I use ecosia instead of Google ^^)
 
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Anonslostsoul

Anonslostsoul

Waiting at the bus stop
Aug 4, 2024
12
Was curious on if there were any forums/sites out there related to suicide because there's a site for everything now, ended up finding this
 
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X_<

X_<

New Member
Nov 6, 2025
2
i found it from that Tantacrul video as well lol. it was on my recommended page & i only watched it to find this site, it rly was ez
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
960
Mostly was Tantacrul. Stumble upon the vid watched the whole thing. He said people here forced other vulnerable people to CBT and it was a cult.

I thought that was horrible so I ecided to search for it lurked here for a while and it wasn't a cult at all or even forced cbt here.

I thought like: huh thats neat just people coping with life and mental illness into a small community no was forced into anything.

So I joined.
 
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continuing

Member
Aug 8, 2024
45
i dont remember exacly but it was something hitting this, did a little search until i got this, it might come from a video like this one
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,453
Hello everyone! I'm new here, only recently discovered this site a few days back and decided to register. Anyways, I'm curious as to how you guys ended up stumbling across this site. For me, I watched that one vid Tantacrul made and found the site via that way (Tbh, he doesn't do a great job of hiding the site,, i only had to search up a few keywords and it lead me here lol)

I wasn't sure what to expect when I got here. Comparing how Tantacrul painted this site,, to how it ACTUALLY is, is night and day. Tbh looking back in the vid, idk if it was all in complete good faith. Granted the vid is 3 years old now, so maybe things changed since then, idk. But alas, that's how I managed to discover this site. How did you guys find out abt SaSu?

(also sorry if this doesn't belong in off topic,, I wasn't sure where to put it ^^")
That video was a hit peace imo
For me some news reports in the country where I live which didn't name the site but linked to the New York Times which openly gave the sites name and identified SN. How stupid is that if they're trying to stop people finding out.
I think they ommited it later. Either that, or my memory is bad as hell. Lol
For me some news reports in the country where I live which didn't name the site but linked to the New York Times which openly gave the sites name and identified SN. How stupid is that if they're trying to stop people finding out.
I think they ommited it later. Either that, or my memory is bad as hell. Lol
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
169
Somebody mentioned SaSu on r/suicidewatch a couple years ago and quickly got banned for it. Sparked my interest to check out what apparently was so bad on here :pfff:
 
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panhandle5363

panhandle5363

Member
Nov 25, 2025
11
After a university classmate killed himself using SN, I started researching the topic on DuckDuckGo via Tor and found it.
 
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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
556
I viewed the subreddit before this forum and searched for it after it was banned and found this forum not long after it was created but didn't sign up at the time because I didn't know if I could trust it and I didn't think it could replace the subreddit. Later on I decided to make an account once there were more people.
 
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Chairbed3

Member
Sep 14, 2025
25
I searched for online suicide forums and this site popped up in search results, surprisingly.
 
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theonethatsleeps

theonethatsleeps

between pain and nothing, I'd chosen nothing
Nov 10, 2025
8
Hello everyone! I'm new here, only recently discovered this site a few days back and decided to register. Anyways, I'm curious as to how you guys ended up stumbling across this site. For me, I watched that one vid Tantacrul made and found the site via that way (Tbh, he doesn't do a great job of hiding the site,, i only had to search up a few keywords and it lead me here lol)

I wasn't sure what to expect when I got here. Comparing how Tantacrul painted this site,, to how it ACTUALLY is, is night and day. Tbh looking back in the vid, idk if it was all in complete good faith. Granted the vid is 3 years old now, so maybe things changed since then, idk. But alas, that's how I managed to discover this site. How did you guys find out abt SaSu?

(also sorry if this doesn't belong in off topic,, I wasn't sure where to put it ^^")
exact same way you got here LOL
 
collidedsigns

collidedsigns

Scholar of despair and anguish
Nov 22, 2025
23
I found this site from an article talking about how 'bad' this forum is. The UK is very misunderstanding I honestly just wanted somewhere to vent about how messed up my life is without people telling me to call a crisis hotline or watch a show to distract myself
 
astroproto

astroproto

and soon enough, i wont feel real
Nov 17, 2025
42
Was searching for a suicide forum because r/SuicideWatch just had awful moderation. Saw this vaguely hinted at in the news.

Can't believe it took me this long to find out about this site tbh.
 
rainatthebusstop

rainatthebusstop

Student
Aug 20, 2025
110
Wikipedia of all places. I was looking for a reliable accessable method and Wikipedia mentioned this forum
 
hurtingmom

hurtingmom

Member
Aug 19, 2022
15
I found this site after my daughter died by suïcide and mentioned it as being very helpful for her in a note. I found her posts and often come here to read them. I find them comforting, and they make me feel closer to her.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,131
I don't remember exactly what I entered in the search but I was searching for a suicide community. I have found SS quickly and made an account the same night.
 
meiherasoru_

meiherasoru_

what soooo
Nov 27, 2025
24
I don't remember, but one day that information simply reached my brain
 
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Custos

Custos

Martyr
May 27, 2024
319
Searching "suicide forum".
 
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вечный сон

вечный сон

Hey, I'm using SanctionedSuicide
Sep 17, 2025
192
After fighting with some pro- lifers on r/suicide i got perma banned and had to Look for an alternative to reddit. I searched for CTB stuff on daunt (reddit on the dark web) and someone recommended this site. The site would've been blocked on the normal google browser and i probably would have just moved on and forgot about it, but luckily i was already using the brave browser which doesn't Block SS. I'm really happy to have found this site although i already had my method figured out before. I apreciate all of you.
 

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