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thehorizons

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Mar 25, 2026
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I'm just finding the Nitrogen-gas method so hard to do in terms of gathering resources, the logistics of it, planning for it, etc. How did Vizzy even do it? It just seems like pure fiction. He had schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and he did it in a foreign country as well. I hope I'll be able to find my peace like he did. I just want to get the cylinder, test it a bit, have everything set up, and CTB (if things go according to plan).
 
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I'm just finding the Nitrogen-gas method so hard to do in terms of gathering resources, the logistics of it, planning for it, etc. How did Vizzy even do it? It just seems like pure fiction. He had schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and he did it in a foreign country as well. I hope I'll be able to find my peace like he did. I just want to get the cylinder, test it a bit, have everything set up, and CTB (if things go according to plan).
I tried searching for the username "Vizzy" (and even "Viz" to see if autopredict would help), and couldn't find the username (to see how they went, so I could reply).

If u have any posts from them u can link, it'd make searching easier.
 
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soonatpeace777888

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Jul 4, 2023
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Did Vizzy ever mention his schizophrenia on this site before his CTB?
I tried searching for the username "Vizzy" (and even "Viz" to see if autopredict would help), and couldn't find the username (to see how they went, so I could reply).

If u have any posts from them u can link, it'd make searching easier.
Over 2k posts and you don't know who Vizzy was? Not giving you shit but it shows how long ive actually been here, sadly.
 
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Forever Sleep

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I tried searching for the username "Vizzy" (and even "Viz" to see if autopredict would help), and couldn't find the username (to see how they went, so I could reply).

If u have any posts from them u can link, it'd make searching easier.

Vizzy created one of the SN 'bible' threads:


He actually took SN to begin with- when he attempted. He's one of the few members we actually recognised from his obituary- because the photographs matched some he had shared here.

As I remember, it was only then we realised he had also used the inert gas method. This was his goodbye thread though:


He was extemely determined. I believe he had 3 methods set up- should the first ones fail.
 
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thehorizons

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Mar 25, 2026
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Did Vizzy ever mention his schizophrenia on this site before his CTB?

Over 2k posts and you don't know who Vizzy was? Not giving you shit but it shows how long ive actually been here, sadly.
He didn't mention it, but it was in a few news articles. The interior of the room and equipment were the same.



 
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Nov 16, 2023
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The interior of the room and equipment were the same.
Actually it doesn't look the same. The cylinder is different from the one demonstrated in the Vizzy's GB thread

And Vizzy said that he ingested SN:

 
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thehorizons

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Actually it doesn't look the same. The cylinder is different from the one demonstrated in the Vizzy's GB thread

And Vizzy said that he ingested SN:

It's the same bed, same hood, and same chair. He might have chose SN in the end though.
 
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thehorizons

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Mar 25, 2026
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Similar bed, similar hood, the chair is different. Also Vizzy described himself as a Canadian guy born in Singapore, as far as I can see


Maybe he found some suicidal partner from India and gave him some part of his equipment.
It's the same. Look at the photos. He has a recliner in one of his posts. The chair you see is another chair he had. It's in the photo as well. He said he was in Thailand as well. Their time of death is within the same week. He said his mother was Indian. He found a suicidal partner from India, and gave him the bed as well? That doesn't make sense. There's no coincidence here with the photos. It's the same guy. Online he could've described himself anything, he could've left out the schizophrenic part and added whatever he wanted. Others on here agree that it's the same guy.
 
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Nov 16, 2023
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It's the same. Look at the photos. He has a recliner in one of his posts.
The colors (and some constructive elements) look different:
He found a suicidal partner from India, and gave him the bed as well? That doesn't make sense.
They could rent similar rooms.
There's no coincidence here with the photos. It's the same guy. Online he could've described himself anything, he could've left out the schizophrenic part and added whatever he wanted. Others on here agree that it's the same guy.
So far I don't see certain (or nearly certain) proof that it's the same guy. Your speculations may be right or may be wrong.
 
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thehorizons

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or done both as redundancy?
He could have done both, but it's definitely him. I don't know why the other user is so adamant that it's not him. Maybe, he wants to hold on to the narrative that Vizzy was this normal person that was on vacation that just simply wanted to CTB. Truth is no normal person wants to CTB. You can describe yourself any way you want on here, and it doesn't have to align with reality. In the articles, it seemed this person was unwell. The others agree on this forum agree that it's the same person and it's pretty much a concluded topic. One of the past users thought he CTB-ed by Nitrogen in the end. When he listed the items for his method, the recliner might not have been the same recliner but a similar one (he showed product photos for his items).

He had other photos as well showing his setup and the interior of the room was the same as in the news article. There's no coincidence here. Also, the guy's name was Vibin Vijayakumar. Is it a coincidence that Vizzy is a nickname for Vibin? Why would Vizzy's death be unreported and this guy's death reported when it happened within the same week, in the same country, and in 'similar' rooms? Vizzy's last post was the day before this guy's death was reported in the news. The logic isn't piling up. They're not coincidences.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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or done both as redundancy?
I really doubt it.
I have everything for both of these methods. I would LOVE to do both simultaneously. However… I don't think SN lends itself to that… vomiting after SN seems almost guaranteed (even with meto), so, vomiting into an exit bag? I can't see doing that.
 
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thehorizons

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Mar 25, 2026
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I really doubt it.
I have everything for both of these methods. I would LOVE to do both simultaneously. However… I don't think SN lends itself to that… vomiting after SN seems almost guaranteed (even with meto), so, vomiting into an exit bag? I can't see doing that.
Yeah. Vizzy wasn't clear. I don't his mind was stable. I think he just settled with Nitrogen in the end. He might have taken some SN, but I don't see him doing both at the same time. Maybe, he took a small amount. When they found the body the next day it seemed like Nitrogen was the main way he CTB-ed.
 
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Nov 12, 2025
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Yeah. Vizzy wasn't clear. I don't his mind was stable. I think he just settled with Nitrogen in the end. He might have taken some SN, but I don't see him doing both at the same time. Maybe, he took a small amount. When they found the body the next day it seemed like Nitrogen was the main way he CTB-ed.
I am not convinced they are the same person.
There were two goodbye threads. In the second one, he was clear. He wrote that he had decided on SN. He drank it, said it wasn't that bad, said he felt nauseous & dizzy, and below is his last message (but who knows what happened after that)… IMG 9831
Maybe he felt so awful that he decided to put on the hood & turn on the gas at the last minute so he could lose consciousness & be out of any discomfort, I guess we will never know šŸ™ƒ.
 
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MIA Man
Nov 16, 2023
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I don't know why the other user is so adamant that it's not him.
I don't say that it's not him. Actually, I estimate the probability that it's him as relatively high, but I also estimate the probability that it's not him as significantly higher than zero. I don't feel a need in believing in either possibility, I rather prefer to remain agnostic about this case.
The others agree on this forum agree that it's the same person and it's pretty much a concluded topic.
You say that like we have some kind of jury trial here ) I'm not a type of person who would trust opinions of other users.
Why would Vizzy's death be unreported and this guy's death reported when it happened within the same week, in the same country, and in 'similar' rooms? Vizzy's last post was the day before this guy's death was reported in the news.
If he took SN, why wasn't this circumstance reported? This looks like a peculiar detail, so it's kinda strange it was omitted in every article I've seen. Did he lie to us about using SN? If I were on his place, I wouldn't even consider taking SN while having an obviously superior alternative, yet his mindset could be different from mine, so I can't exclude the possibility of him using SN despite me thinking that this choice is weird.
 
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