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stupid trans guy

stupid trans guy

Im trying i swear
Sep 5, 2026
67
Probably been asked b4 but.. how did you find this site? Or why did you join??

How i found it was looking for methods, and suicide rates whatever, i found a article saying this was a "pro suicide" site w details abt how to ctb, so i ended up here 👀
 
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soributton

soributton

Been waiting for the night to fall
Feb 15, 2026
53
I found it while looking at methods through Wikipedia
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

boofing advocate
Apr 4, 2026
685
I swear the New York Times article brought me straight here 😂 thanks NYT
 
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(UN)COMMON SENSE

(UN)COMMON SENSE

shocked and appalled
May 30, 2026
66
The wind brought me here
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Enlightened
Nov 13, 2021
1,628
NYT article ages ago
 
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settling

settling

Member
May 9, 2026
45
A friend but he's more or less recovered now
 
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Ludath

Ludath

All the help in the world couldn’t save me
Sep 7, 2026
54
I was trying to access lostallhope after many years and found a SaSu thread talking about that site. Found out lostallhope is gone and saw the community and information here and liked the idea to finally have a place to talk. All the information is great too.
 
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Amara

Amara

Member
Aug 20, 2026
20
I found it while looking for methods. Didn't even know this kinds of forums existed.
 
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DonLockwood

DonLockwood

Actor
Jan 22, 2026
79
I found out about it through an article about it around 2 years ago when I was super super depressed. They did the whole "We are NOT going to name this website because people might find it!"

Literally one search later I found it lol. I was a lurker for a long time until I decided to actually make an account
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,612
I don't remember what I searched for exactly. I was totally desperate and ready to leave. But I found SaSu quickly and made an account the same night.
 
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bunnyteeth

New Member
Aug 18, 2026
1
I was Google searching but can't remember what and a link to an article mentioned this site.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
4,306
a member on GOREFLIX posted a link
 
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Somewhat Suicidal

Somewhat Suicidal

surviving in anhedonia =/= living
Aug 26, 2026
215
Probably been asked b4 but..
It did, here for example
How i found it was looking for methods, and suicide rates whatever, i found a article saying this was a "pro suicide" site w details abt how to ctb, so i ended up here
Same, I think I somehow ended up on some article about UK ofcom warning about it being pro-suicide etc. and that's when I was sold on it.
It is a macabre kind of irony that it seems the case the very same institutions that have committed themselves to prevention efforts are what drives most users here, both because they are uncompromising pro-life and condemning this site for not being like that.
 
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Nomoreworld

Nomoreworld

Exploder
Nov 22, 2025
163
Through some article about the big, bad, scary suicide forum. I was like "hey, that's neat, I want to die so let's check it out". They didn't provide the name, so of course my curiosity pulled me hard towards research
 
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rainworld

rainworld

Member
Nov 10, 2024
43
idk if anyone remembers the youtuber Tantacrul who made a 4 hour video on sasu but i found it because i watched his channel and thought it was such a weird tone change from his usual videos
 
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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
275
that one stupid youtube video thats also how i found it
 
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westernromanpatriot

westernromanpatriot

Member
Aug 22, 2024
37
*that* video. Shame, I've liked the guy before ngl :)
 
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nothere17

Member
Jun 24, 2026
20
I watched a YouTube Video a while back about this website, I don't remember the name of the guy but I know it wasnt his usual subject to talk about. He didn't name this per se but used the acronym "SS". So I just googled "SS site" and it got me here after 3 or 4 goggle pages.
It its kinda funny that the more people talk about this place, criticizing or just informing, the more people will log on here, doing the contrary of what they want.
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
283
I found sasu in a thread on the imageboard dvach (2ch).
 
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BunBun

BunBun

An anxious wreck
Sep 7, 2026
32
I was trying to find information on how to CTB after a laughably failed attempt. Then I found an article talking about this forum and it being pro suicide with a "step-by-step guides to killing yourself".
All I had to do was look up Suicide forum and it was the first thing that popped up.
 
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ToothFairy

ToothFairy

Member
May 15, 2026
95
Found the SaSu Wikipedia page while searching about suicide
 
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mofkiy

mofkiy

Member
Sep 7, 2026
10
Probably been asked b4 but.. how did you find this site? Or why did you join??

How i found it was looking for methods, and suicide rates whatever, i found a article saying this was a "pro suicide" site w details abt how to ctb, so i ended up here 👀
The same as most people here, I was looking for methods on reddit, I found a post asking for advice on partial suspension hanging, then someone commented "you should ask this question on sanctioned suicide, not here"
This was the first time l've heard of it, I couldn't find it while looking it up on google, but then switched to bing and immediately found it
 
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current93

current93

Member
Jun 4, 2026
39
I found this site purely by chance, I was googling different suicide methods and their lethality and painlessness and came across the name of this site in a Reddit thread about about suicide via carbon monoxide poisoning and decided to look through some threads here and found some sense of comfort that there's so many other people who feel the same way I do
 
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19-21-8-5-14-25

19-21-8-5-14-25

🗣️: "The party never ends!"
Nov 22, 2025
56
I honestly have no clue.
 
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ilovecats1

ilovecats1

Student
Apr 15, 2026
134
a friend of mine sent me the link a few years ago idk where she found it or why she sent it to me but she doesnt use the site and i think she just found it interesting that there was a community like this.
 
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ificouldlivewithout

ificouldlivewithout

money is the cure to my pain
Mar 29, 2026
32
Probably been asked b4 but.. how did you find this site? Or why did you join??

How i found it was looking for methods, and suicide rates whatever, i found a article saying this was a "pro suicide" site w details abt how to ctb, so i ended up here 👀
Tantacrul
 
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