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Garf125
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- Sep 21, 2023
- 24
I have 2 states. Nothing and nothing again but with an odd sensation in my chest that only comes about in situations where I would otherwise be feeling negative emotions if I had the capacity to that is. Lost my entire ability to feel at the end of 2021. Since then it feels like I've suffered progressive brain damage and lost multiple parts of myself until my "self" or whats left of it lays tattered and barely coherent. Its to the point that I don't even feel numb because that's a feeling in itself. Like instead of having blood circulation cut off from my arm and it getting numb the arm itself is removed entirely. The difference is vast if you've experienced both.