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Ryscatto

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Dec 5, 2021
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One of my neighbours died by setting her apartment on fire. I can't imagine how horrible it would have been (I am still sceptical that it was suicide) and I will never forget her screams or seeing her body. We tried so hard to save her. I think that or drowning (or anything that stops breathing) would be the worst way to go.
 
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MG_39

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Jul 5, 2019
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All ways that could result in failure where I end up as a drooling vegetable with my mind still intact enough to still want to die, and being stuck here on earth for decades.
 
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Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
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Burning, without a doubt. burning destroys your nerve-endings, but only after you have experienced pain beyond your worst nightmare. Try burning your fingers with a match, and then multiply that by a few million percent, also being tortured to death because that could go on for weeks before you die.
Ancient people knew that burning is the worst type of torture. Thats why the concept of eternal hell exists
I think that or drowning (or anything that stops breathing) would be the worst way to go.
I agree. Thats what is stopping me from using N. Fuck my life.
All ways that could result in failure where I end up as a drooling vegetable with my mind still intact enough to still want to die, and being stuck here on earth for decades.
I realized there is no one worst way to day. Bad death could be one time thing or slow death. You really cant compare the two up
 
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Burning to death. I think it is the most painful way
My brother was burned - 60% of his body. Induced coma 2 mos. ICU 6 mos. 16 skin grafts. he's going to medical school, soon. He's got his master's. I felt ill when I learned of it. I don't know him well but cried and bawled feeling OMFG. Burning someone.
 
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Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
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Sick thread alert. Serves no purpose
 
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Being slowly tortured. Being a battered woman. Being in a cult - (eg: FLDS, other traditional homes where life is a TV set). Being left in the street to die. Maybe being incarcerated when you haven't done anything wrong. Things like MS - where your body slowly rots and you lose control of every part and you cant walk... Alzheimers. Schizophrenia and wandering around not knowing who you are. Living trafficked and owned by a pimp. Those are things I'd call true torture. that is a PAINFUl way to die. FUCK. I'm so lucky I can at least find shelter from that much. I'd never know how to handle it. Oh, heroin? It never looks ok to see someone with hands so swollen on a stairway with their pupils dilated. I'd call it torture, personally - very lucky opiates never made their way to me in my shabby state. I should't touch anything. I think the worse of the worst is starvation, exploitation, orpans in china that are tethered to beds left to die (hopefully) (the same in E. Europe), being a homeless child ... trafficking / exploiting. Serious INJURIES. FUCK. Lucky I'm not one. I wouldn't do any of the above. I'd just rather jump. So lucky I'm not there. I'd always rather sleep in a hard plastic chair. I know that's not suicide but that's my idea of absolute TORTURE.
 
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Being slowly tortured. Being a battered woman. Being in a cult - (eg: FLDS, other traditional homes where life is a TV set). Being left in the street to die. Maybe being incarcerated when you haven't done anything wrong. Things like MS - where your body slowly rots and you lose control of every part and you cant walk... Alzheimers. Schizophrenia and wandering around not knowing who you are. Living trafficked and owned by a pimp. Those are things I'd call true torture. that is a PAINFUl way to die. FUCK. I'm so lucky I can at least find shelter from that much. I'd never know how to handle it. Oh, heroin? It never looks ok to see someone with hands so swollen on a stairway with their pupils dilated. I'd call it torture, personally - very lucky opiates never made their way to me in my shabby state. I should't touch anything. I think the worse of the worst is starvation, exploitation, orpans in china that are tethered to beds left to die (hopefully) (the same in E. Europe), being a homeless child ... trafficking / exploiting. Serious INJURIES. FUCK. Lucky I'm not one. I wouldn't do any of the above. I'd just rather jump. So lucky I'm not there. I'd always rather sleep in a hard plastic chair. I know that's not suicide but that's my idea of absolute TORTURE.
Being starved of sex to me is a way of horrible torture too. When your sex drive is so strong. Even when my sex drive goes dormant, i like to have sex because it makes me feel good even when im not that horny. The worst is being depruved of something you really want
 
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Being starved of sex to me is a way of horrible torture too. When your sex drive is so strong. Even when my sex drive goes dormant, i like to have sex because it makes me feel good even when im not that horny. The worst is being depruved of something you really want
I am abstinent 16.25-50 years. Completely of touch. I had a sex abuse issue. I never recovered. Why I'm on here. I had others prior but they didn't cause me PTSD or to become psych and imprisoned in my bown body.

I can't even turn on. I'm 100% incapable of it. Just overworked, overworked, overworked, felt nothing, self-harmed in private, couldn't recognize myself.

I used to be a cute young girl. Sortof cute.

Lost track of all of that, an abusive man got stuck inside of my body when that happened. I turned crazy, self-harmed, became a zombie, felt like a robot. had no real emotions, everything became a tennis match of mental abuse. I couldn't be bothered. Shell shocked after that. It wrecked my life :( I didn't know that that could happen. You become jailed in yourself. It really fucking sucks.
 
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Snake of Eden

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I am abstinent 16.25-50 years. Completely of touch. I had a sex abuse issue. I never recovered. Why I'm on here. I had others prior but they didn't cause me PTSD or to become psych and imprisoned in my bown body.

I can't even turn on. I'm 100% incapable of it. Just overworked, overworked, overworked, felt nothing, self-harmed in private, couldn't recognize myself.

I used to be a cute young girl. Sortof cute.

Lost track of all of that, an abusive man got stuck inside of my body when that happened. I turned crazy, self-harmed, became a zombie, felt like a robot. had no real emotions, everything became a tennis match of mental abuse. I couldn't be bothered. Shell shocked after that. It wrecked my life :( I didn't know that that could happen. You become jailed in yourself. It really fucking sucks.
I cant imagine that. Even though i went through rape myself but it really didnt affect me that much in away i am aware of. Im sorry it happened to you. It is life ruining to say the least
 
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I cant imagine that. Even though i went through rape myself but it really didnt affect me that much in away i am aware of. Im sorry it happened to you. It is life ruining to say the least
Yes it is horrible, society turns you suicidal. They like abusive men who control and dominate a woman like a coin operated toy in this country. It is unfortunate but that's how the US works. I'm not interested in the people or how they enjoy shaming women into self-destruction and they like watching that - also. Pervs.
 
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They enjoy seeing you crubmble and back in a submissive posture. It's revolting. I guess it's from filing a report. The sky TURNED YELLOW around me as I went to file the report (3 years later). I felt like I was lying with the rape detective filing my complaint. The police were brutal. A police officer even sexually assaulted me. One snidely asked me about "rape - that happened" out of the corner of his mouth in this way that didn't satisfy me. The gynecologist made me uncomfortable. I felt like I'd done something wrong. it's horrible. It's horrible.
Wow it is that bad??!!!
I understand the passive posture. Life did that to me
 
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Ta555

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Putting a gun under your chin and pulling the trigger- many people blow their faces off the way and survive- you can see their videos on youtube.
If someone is planning to shoot themselves I never understand why they don't do it in a body of water, even a pool, because even if this happens, you fall into water and drown. That's what I would do if I had a gun.
 
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The_Dreamer

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Burning to death. I think it is the most painful way
My grandfather grew up on a farm in Cuba and had a bunch of brothers. One of them I think went undiagnosed with some serious mental disorders and went on to one day get super drunk and poured gasoline all over himself and light himself on fire and killed himself. I cannot imagine doing that. My grandfather never got over that, can't blame him. Horrible.
 
senti-mental

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Sep 15, 2019
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It's interesting how a few people have said train. I've always imagined it would be a quick flash of pain, then death.
 
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It's interesting how a few people have said train. I've always imagined it would be a quick flash of pain, then death.
Based on posts here, it is often not like that. Based on posts from a former train driver, about 2 out of 3 die, though sometimes it takes up to 4 days. The othere survive with one or two limbs amputated and much other damage, including brain injuries. It's a very messy method and there isn't a way to make it easy. Some people think you can lay you neck on the rail and the train will go over it, but this doesn't work because there are devices on the front of the train designed to push objects out of the way before the wheels come through. There are many better methods, with much less severe consequences if they don't work.
 
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Self crucifixion, it is possible with ropes/nooses. I have heard of a religious zealot who did it.
 
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Wow it is that bad??!!!
I understand the passive posture. Life did that to me
seeing women in "submission" is enpugh to make me puke. being asked to live that way is a good reason to find a backpack and a shelter. pure evil. absolutely EVIL. it is always threatening to me, as a woman to see women in submission. i see honor culture. they disgust me, as a form. i think "pedophile" ... she "stands by her man". i feel ill and i need to leave her.
 
Vasy93

Vasy93

we are dead without dying
Nov 22, 2021
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Ancient people knew that burning is the worst type of torture. Thats why the concept of eternal hell exists

I agree. Thats what is stopping me from using N. Fuck my life.

I realized there is no one worst way to day. Bad death could be one time thing or slow death. You really cant compare the two up
By any means of dying the breath must stop not only with N, it is important to be deeply unconscious when the breath stops. To suffocate when you are conscious is horrible
 
OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

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Aug 29, 2020
962
In a woodchipper? Being slowly run over by a steamroller? :s
 
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In a woodchipper? Being slowly run over by a steamroller? :s
I actually think a woodchipper is better than most methods- 10 secomds of agony and then free of many years of suffering.
 
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OnlyTheWind

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Aug 29, 2020
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I actually think a woodchipper is better than most methods- 10 secomds of agony and then free of many years of suffering.
Maybe it depends on how you go in. The pain would be unimaginable either way.
 
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healthrecovery

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Sep 25, 2021
378
Getting court ordered on invega sustenna..it will kill you in the most unpleasant way possible
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
Why did you get court ordered to?
4 hospital visits .2 times for about a week(voluntarily) and 2 times for about 1.5 months (involuntary). Got tricked into taking these injections i had no idea they could court order these. If you get more than 2 hospital visits you get court ordered...if you have 3 or more times psychosis you get diagnosis of schizophrenia and get court order. I only had 2 psychotic episodes but they made up stuff in my file so based on that i got a court order....after doing research talking to other patients i found out that most patient files contain false information. mental health care is underfunded, broke and of low quality The quality of mental care is so bad its totally uncomparable to normal medical care
 
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Someone123

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Maybe it depends on how you go in. The pain would be unimaginable either way.
That's true- the pain would be awful, I'm sure there are better fast ways- like jumping from a high enough height.
 
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GOODHI

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Nov 7, 2021
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My neighbor burned herself in a suicide attempt, but she failed and was admitted to the hospital for almost 3 days, fully burned and conscious. She later died on the 4th day at the hospital.

Any suicide attempt that lasts more than a minute is painful.
Is there any method where it takes a minute?
 
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