Hey so, since I can't quite reply to some of the people that reached out, I thought I'd vent a little here?
Overall, I have been so happy that anyone reached out at all and even more than that, that I tried making friends.
I always feel a little left out when it surrounds friends(Hopefully I'll be able to reply eventually so that this changes) and I generally enjoy my solitude but, today and the past few weeks, I can't help but desire support, relativity and presence in my life. It is probably selfish considering I plan to ctb in less than a month...But I feel a genuine understanding here on SaSu so that helps at least. Though, I still feel majorly alone too. I really hope to reach out to some of you soon!!
Hopefully when my conversation/chat issue gets fixed, I'll feel more aligned. For now, I just feel so isolated that I feel partially frustrated too? I just wish to finally connect with someone that understands. I have 'friends' but I've never felt seen or heard. It would be nice if I could reach out before my ctb but I digress. Also regardless to anything, I wish everyone the absolute best. I'm sending virtual hugs:)
Anyways, it's been a short vent but thanks for reading(ˆ⚬º)!
Overall, I have been so happy that anyone reached out at all and even more than that, that I tried making friends.
I always feel a little left out when it surrounds friends(Hopefully I'll be able to reply eventually so that this changes) and I generally enjoy my solitude but, today and the past few weeks, I can't help but desire support, relativity and presence in my life. It is probably selfish considering I plan to ctb in less than a month...But I feel a genuine understanding here on SaSu so that helps at least. Though, I still feel majorly alone too. I really hope to reach out to some of you soon!!
Hopefully when my conversation/chat issue gets fixed, I'll feel more aligned. For now, I just feel so isolated that I feel partially frustrated too? I just wish to finally connect with someone that understands. I have 'friends' but I've never felt seen or heard. It would be nice if I could reach out before my ctb but I digress. Also regardless to anything, I wish everyone the absolute best. I'm sending virtual hugs:)
Anyways, it's been a short vent but thanks for reading(ˆ⚬º)!
