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kingfisherlatitude

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Aug 26, 2026
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Hey Marina,

Acht here. I think I'm scared. We're all scared. I don't want to be here right now but I want to stay for all the things that matter. I know I only get one shot.
I don't know how far I'm gonna make it. Everyone remembers you. I'm not sure how much they'll remember me.
I was supposed to be thick-skinned, to just keep on trucking even when the Octarian forces got louder. I'm losing things to be happy about, Marina. Truth be told, I'm wasting away.
I guess everyone got hardened except us two. You were a dreamer, but sleep is the cousin of death. I had always wanted to make a record like you did. I'm scared. So many of us down here. Achts and Marinas nobody is going to remember.
I don't want to think about my future anymore. I know where I went wrong and have never been able to change it. Everyone is putting their hopes on me. I'm trembling. I don't know what the thing is gonna be that keeps me here. If I leave like you did, I want it to be happy. Nobody can help me except myself. I don't want to wake up.

Thanks for listening, Marina.
 
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