Hey all.

[IIDARKIISHIKARI]

I'm new. Been depressed my entire life since at least 8 or 9. I'm now 31 and and still failing a losing battle. I've had thoughts on and off on what to do or how exactly to take ctb. At this point I'm completely lost and need to vent. The way my current situation is going I think if I do decide to take a trip I'll start really formulating what to do in the next few months. I hope to come to appreciate this place as an outlet as nobody in my life will comprehend my thought process. Thanks for taking the time to read this.

 

[Torabol]

Welcome, being lost is normal, I believe we all arrive here in that state. Glad to have you around

 

[strawberrynymph]

I'm new as well and I can agree. It's such a relief to find a place where everyone has a similar thought process about these things. Thanks to that, I don't feel alone. Hopefully you find peace.

 

[Huggs]

I've been depressed since around that time as well. You're not alone.
Welcome to the forum.

 

[saddestbunny]

welcome to the forum. this is a pretty welcoming place from what I've seen. I hope u find the peace ur looking for

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to SaSu! feel free to vent as much as you want! Community will hear you and try to support as best as possible! I hope you can find the support you need and you are searching for!

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be really tiring having to suffer like that. But anyway I wish you the best in whatever happens going forward.

 

[Petrichor]

Welcome, I hope you can find comfort and community in SS as many other have. :)