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ih8libras

Member
Mar 9, 2023
21
I dont know you but i can feel your tears. Pass peacefully jule and i am sending all the love i have in my heart.
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
Thank you all. I think it won't take too much longer. The strength you gave me over the past few weeks was incredible. I will log out later in case I fall asleep and not wake up again. I don't want my parents to find out I was on this site. That might cause trouble for the admins here and I don't want that. Please don't mourn about my passing when it happens. Let's rather celebrate 22 years of a fantastic life. The last year, let's forget about that. I wish you all the best. You are wonderful people
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
330
You will pass with many people at your side.
 
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Elle

Elle

Specialist
Jul 9, 2023
339
Hope you find peace, Julie.
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
I'm still sitting in the garden and it's raining. One year ago I would have run around barefoot 😔
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
I'm logging out for today. I hope I can still keep writing tomorrow. Best wishes to all of you. I love you❤️
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
Good morning. So I made it through the night. Don't feel well though. Dizzyness and headache again
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
One last trip with my parents now. Not thinking about dying for a few hours
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
1,322
Ich hoffe du kannst die letzte Zeit noch genießen. Es tut mir so unglaublich Leid, das es hierzu gekommen ist.

Ich wünsche dir das Beste und hoffe das Alles so gut wie möglich für dich verläuft. Wir sind für dich da, egal was du entscheidest zu tun!

Safe travels <3
 
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spoons

spoons

the best for soup.
Jun 29, 2023
19
I guess it's time to start my goodbye thread. I've just returned home. I'll keep fighting until Saturday, when some friends come for a BBQ. I feel very weak now. Tired all the time
You have a beautiful soul, thank you for sharing your story. I hope you find peace, all the good things. I hope you are met with the beauty and happiness that you deserve. xx
 
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
1,948
Vaya con Dios, amiga.
 
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Rack.-

Rack.-

Trying to understand this world
Jun 11, 2023
94
I've read some of your posts lately and it breaks my heart that you want it to end because you are a wonderful person. But I understand that I need to support you with your personal decisions. Wishing you the best and most importantly, take care ❤️
 
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Momotoru

Momotoru

Member
Jul 3, 2023
11
I feel immense sadness. I'm sorry you are in pain. I hope it is peaceful for you soon.
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
I'm back home. I'm so thankful for my parents who made this weekend a really special one. Now I'm sitting in the garden. Staying awake gets more and more difficult. Light problems with breathing too. Maybe today I can simply close my eyes. Feels like it
 
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busybee

busybee

Experienced
Jul 5, 2023
209
I am sorry that you have to go through that and wish you a peaceful transition into final rest!
Hoffentlich schläfst du einfach ein und wachst nicht mehr auf.
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
Like yesterday I'm going to log out now. But today I'm not sure if I return tomorrow. I feel very weak now. I case I don't make it, I wish you all the best. You are fantastic ❤️❤️❤️
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
It must be a wonderful and horrible thing to be able to say goodbye to your people. Most of us wouldn't know, fortunately or unfortunately. Or both. Sweet dreams, Jule. Hope you wake up, and can squeeze another day out of this. If you do, then good morning.
 
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Cute_&_Loving

I like trinkets:)
May 10, 2023
424
Hope you're in a better place. I didn't get a chance to know you but you sounded like a wonderful human being. Sweet dreams…..
Maybe it's not something that you want but I'm glad you're still here…..
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
I got the chance to look in here once more. I'm lost of words 🤗🤗🤗🤗. I'm preparing for my flight to the Everest now
 
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S u i c i d e

Member
Jun 20, 2023
66
Jule died peacefully this morning.
Her mother told me.
R.I.P. Jule ❤️❤️❤️
 
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Klimpop

Member
Jun 6, 2023
91
RIP Jule 🙏
 
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AnxietyHangover

AnxietyHangover

Global Moderator
Aug 20, 2022
243
May she rest in peace:heart:
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
330
She is on Everest now. 🙏👼
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,280
Rest in peace beautiful soul. 🏔
 
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terminatepain

terminatepain

female 19 from Germany
Apr 27, 2023
45
Jule, deine Füße haben soeben die Spitze des Gipfels verlassen. Habe einen schönen Flug und lande sanft dort wo du dich für immer wohl fühlen wirst.
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
rest in peace Jule <3
 
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Emptied_soul

Emptied_soul

Girl with a broken soul.
Mar 4, 2023
37
See you in the next life, I don't personally know you but I hope your suffering in this lifetime ends 😊
 
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synthcadia

synthcadia

dissociated angel.
Jul 8, 2023
257
rest in peace jules. <3 i hope you enjoy everest. ❤️
 
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Elle

Elle

Specialist
Jul 9, 2023
339
Rest in peace, lovely <3
 
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