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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
Euch neue aufnahmen mount everest video anschauen 347597
That's where my soul will take flight soon. It's getting harder to stay awake
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
330
Thanks for this peaceful picture.
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
Here it just rained pretty strong. I stayed outside. Now I'm soaking wet, but it feels great. I'll stay here and watch the sun go down. I have a feeling it might be the last time I'll get the chance to do that
 
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Crono

-
Jun 1, 2023
314
It's so horrible that you want to live but you have this incurable disease, if I could I would trade my life for your cure, as I don't like living and I'm going to CTB soon.
 
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
1,948
Fly free weary one …
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
peaceful travels Jule, goodbye <3
 
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mia.wallace

mia.wallace

Fell on black days
Feb 1, 2023
768
May you have peace and comfort for your remaining time on this earth. Much love to you, @Jule_from_Germany ❤️
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
Awww😢
I love you guys
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,640
Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏💛
 
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Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
Awww😢
I love you guys

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream—and not make dreams your master;
If you can think—and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings—nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of shining sun,
Yours are the heavens, Jule - and everything that's in it,
And—which is more—you'll be loved always sweet soul, you are a wonder and will forever be our friend.

Adapted the end for you, Jule ♡

nähdään tähdissä - see you in the stars 🌌
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
Wow that's wonderful
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,450
Good luck! I hope your SI doesn't kick in and ruin it for you.
 
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Bunnymmm

Bunnymmm

Member
Aug 29, 2022
31
I guess it's time to start my goodbye thread. I've just returned home. I'll keep fighting until Saturday, when some friends come for a BBQ. I feel very weak now. Tired all the time
Fly high!
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
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Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
nähdään tähdissä
What language is this?

It won't because I will die naturally, so no ctb

I will. I want to fly to the top of the Everest, so that's very high😂

Finnish 🌌

You shine bright, Jule.

I will see you in the stars ☆
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
Cool
 
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day

Global Mod
Jun 24, 2023
645
I hope you find peace in your journey. Fly high OP.
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
Hello my friends. The day of tears has arrived. My friends will come soon and we'll have some nice hours together. I wish I could have invited all of you too
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,280
I hope you enjoy your time with your friends and you find peace afterwards.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,761
Hello my friends. The day of tears has arrived. My friends will come soon and we'll have some nice hours together. I wish I could have invited all of you too
We all here are virtually with you! It's really so sad how cruel and unfair life is so often. Really I'm a bit out of words for this. I really hope you can enjoy what is left and hope the best for you!
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
330

It s for you.
 
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Eternal🌈Rainbow

Eternal🌈Rainbow

♡ ✨ ♡ 🌸 ♡ 💖 ♡ 🌈 ♡
Apr 2, 2022
241
I hope today fills you up with infinite love from each one of your loved ones, and you find blissful peace when your soul takes flight. I hope you feel the love from everyone who loves you, and it warms your whole self with so much beautiful light. :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,668
Wishing you peace and freedom from this horrible world. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
Rest well.
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
1,948
Go to sleep, quietly, knowing you are in the thoughts and hearts of many friends you didn't meet.
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
It was such a nice party, but I didn't know I can cry so many tears. Try to rest a little now
 
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Glandular

Glandular

Student
Mar 23, 2023
128
For what it is worth you can at least spend your last days with your loved ones and wish them well. With a suicide that wouldn't have been possible. It will be far easier for them to deal with your passing this way.
 
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