strawberrysuffering

strawberrysuffering

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Nov 25, 2022
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SN has gotten seized twice, once from a Dutch vendor where I pretended I was a company, and another time from a Polish source.

Any actual reliable available substances in the EU?

Partial failed too.
No anchor anywhere for full hanging.
No access to high buildings.
Night-night was a failure as well.
No bath for shallow water death.
In NL they monitor train tracks closely, no idea where I'd jump.

Is death even possible anymore?
 
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nomennescio

nomennescio

Student
Jun 25, 2023
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I got sn without any problems from Poland..
 
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Pardoe84

Pardoe84

Student
Jul 2, 2023
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For full hanging you should find enough anchor points at trees in the forrest. But i don't want you to push into that.
 
strawberrysuffering

strawberrysuffering

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Nov 25, 2022
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For full hanging you should find enough anchor points at trees in the forrest. But i don't want you to push into that.
No real forests here unfortunately.. :(
 
Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
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SN has gotten seized twice, once from a Dutch vendor where I pretended I was a company, and another time from a Polish source.

Any actual reliable available substances in the EU?

Partial failed too.
No anchor anywhere for full hanging.
No access to high buildings.
Night-night was a failure as well.
No bath for shallow water death.
In NL they monitor train tracks closely, no idea where I'd jump.

Is death even possible anymore?
Why was your product seized? This is concerning to me, i am planning to order from polish sources aswell.. atleast those are the only ones i have.
 
strawberrysuffering

strawberrysuffering

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Nov 25, 2022
35
Why was your product seized? This is concerning to me, i am planning to order from polish sources aswell.. atleast those are the only ones i have.
I have no idea. Got a cop in front of my door, wellness check-esque
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

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Apr 16, 2023
627
I have no idea. Got a cop in front of my door, wellness check-esque
WHAT??? oh no.. this is not good what the fuck.. i thought they only did this with SN from IC, now theyre just doing it with SN in general? Fuck!!!
 
strawberrysuffering

strawberrysuffering

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Nov 25, 2022
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WHAT??? oh no.. this is not good what the fuck.. i thought they only did this with SN from IC, now theyre just doing it with SN in general? Fuck!!!
It may be because I have a psychiatric history, and the police are more alert when it comes to my address / name. Don't panic!
 
Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
627
It may be because I have a psychiatric history, and the police are more alert when it comes to my address / name. Don't panic!
Oh, yeah that might be the case then... thats relieving, guess youre just being monitored closely
 
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CarambaAlbum

CarambaAlbum

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Jun 16, 2023
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I have no idea. Got a cop in front of my door, wellness check-esque
Fucking pigs.

The Day of the Rope will come for all of them. Don't worry, you'll get your release soon, don't let them get into your head.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,468
I see it as being so incredibly inhumane how it's so difficult to finally die, it really disgusts me how other people wish to force us to suffer by purposely making suicide so inaccessible as after all not everyone wants to exist here and for so many the only relief lies in death. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 
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alonely

alonely

exists by being merely labeled
Jul 1, 2023
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CO or inert gas might be an option? materials should be available

sorry to hear that youre having so many troubles OP
 
strawberrysuffering

strawberrysuffering

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Nov 25, 2022
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CO or inert gas might be an option? materials should be available

sorry to hear that youre having so many troubles OP
Unfortunately also not available. But thank you ❤️
 
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shantyizlit

shantyizlit

Really, what was the point?
Jul 7, 2023
189
Fortunately for you NL is the best country to acquire drugs from the dark web, lots of Heroin for example.
There's also a lot of RC vendors in NL, maybe you could find a high potency RC opioid?
 
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fightingforchoice

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Sep 14, 2023
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I got sn without any problems from Poland..
I got sn without any problems from Poland..
Which country did you get it shipped to?
It may be because I have a psychiatric history, and the police are more alert when it comes to my address / name. Don't panic!
Oh no! Which country are you in?
It may be because I have a psychiatric history, and the police are more alert when it comes to my address / name. Don't panic!
Oh no! Which country are you in
 
draekmir

draekmir

I rate life 0 stars
Sep 9, 2023
82
I can't speak for the UK but I live in the US where we have pretty strict rules and customs, I ordered from China and the supplier packed my SN under the name of muriatic acid which isn't a controlled substance here. Should get through customs no problem and I will test the SN when it arrives to make sure it's really SN and the purity is good
 
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