Help me, please!

[SadGirl]

I feel so alone, I really think there is no one for me, I feel excluded everywhere I go, no matter where I go, loneliness always seems to haunt me. My father died 3 months ago, and my mother is almost in a relationship with another man. I really don't know how to deal with all this shit, I'm totally depressed, I felt sick this weekend due to ketamine use. Nothing seems to work...

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I'm sorry for your loss Are there any support groups near you ?

 

[SadGirl]

I'm sorry for your loss Are there any support groups near you ?

Yes, there is, but I wouldn't go.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Yes, there is, but I wouldn't go.

I'm sorry you feel like you can't go. I was thinking more for greif support. You wouldn't have to tell them that you are suicidal as well.

 

[Shrooms]

Other guy seems nice but at the end of the day you're still lonely and stuck with your own thoughts. So i propose my own solution, first go on a couple dates with some people your 18 (hopefully) and possibly older so if you can find people to connect with whether it be a singular person or a group. It doesn't have to be today tomorrow or a week from now just make it a goal to do. You're in a spot other people have been in including myself and considering you went seeking help that means you've been pushed past a certain point and desire a helping hand. This is the best my helping hand can do the rest has to be done by you, and the reason I don't say got meet people online or play games with people is because it's online. If you are online you won't feel actual *warmth* you'll feel fake connections with people who might drop off after a day of meeting you. So go out there and I wish you the best.

 

[SadGirl]

Other guy seems nice but at the end of the day you're still lonely and stuck with your own thoughts. So i propose my own solution, first go on a couple dates with some people your 18 (hopefully) and possibly older so if you can find people to connect with whether it be a singular person or a group. It doesn't have to be today tomorrow or a week from now just make it a goal to do. You're in a spot other people have been in including myself and considering you went seeking help that means you've been pushed past a certain point and desire a helping hand. This is the best my helping hand can do the rest has to be done by you, and the reason I don't say got meet people online or play games with people is because it's online. If you are online you won't feel actual *warmth* you'll feel fake connections with people who might drop off after a day of meeting you. So go out there and I wish you the best.

Thank you, thank you for your words, truly, and thank you for your affection, I wish you all the best. And yes, I'm over 18, I'm 25.

I'm sorry you feel like you can't go. I was thinking more for greif support. You wouldn't have to tell them that you are suicidal as well.

That's exactly it my friend. And I go to therapy.