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I told her how she can legally get everything for the TCA cocktail. its up to her.
I think she's an older member so confused by things a step by step guide might be better ...anyway shats with A isn't he delivering
 
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Throwaway9787

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Jun 27, 2019
545
I think she's an older member so confused by things a step by step guide might be better ...anyway shats with A isn't he delivering
I did. You email the guy saying you want 100 75mg tablets, pay with paypal and give your address.
 
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Susan Caswell

Specialist
Feb 25, 2019
316
I did. You email the guy saying you want 100 75mg tablets, pay with paypal and give your address.
Thank you I have tried today awaiting a response thank you fingers crossed
Why don't you consider a pact with someone on here
I would be happy to make a pact with someone but I couldn't travel on a plane so would have to be in the UK x
 
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Thank you I have tried today awaiting a response thank you fingers crossed

I would be happy to make a pact with someone but I couldn't travel on a plane so would have to be in the UK x
Susan how old are you and how certain you want to die
I did. You email the guy saying you want 100 75mg tablets, pay with paypal and give your address.
Hey can you pm me these details as well
 
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Susan Caswell

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Feb 25, 2019
316
Susan how old are you and how certain you want to die

Hey can you pm me these details as well
how do I Pm you please. I am 63 and yes I am certain I want to die. I just cant physically or mentally take this 24/7 deafening tinnitus with a hammering and drilling both ears and hyperacusis so bad I cant take any noises not even tap running rain my own voice the full pressure and pain is horrific anxiety so crippling I was a really healthy happy person 2 years ago and have endured this for 2 years never a let up but its destroying me and no life I cant go anywhere as all normal sounds are too much to take but its the tinnitus I just cant take it if it was just mild moderate I could have coped lived be happy. x
 
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how do I Pm you please. I am 63 and yes I am certain I want to die. I just cant physically or mentally take this 24/7 deafening tinnitus with a hammering and drilling both ears and hyperacusis so bad I cant take any noises not even tap running rain my own voice the full pressure and pain is horrific anxiety so crippling I was a really healthy happy person 2 years ago and have endured this for 2 years never a let up but its destroying me and no life I cant go anywhere as all normal sounds are too much to take but its the tinnitus I just cant take it if it was just mild moderate I could have coped lived be happy. x
How do you cope day after day then
 
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Susan Caswell

Specialist
Feb 25, 2019
316
How do you cope day after day then
I don't I cant function on any level cant even lay or relax in bed just wait take sleeping pill hope it wroks ive been frozen day this started just waiting for it to stop thinking I will sort everything out then an its just never stopped but never thought it could get as bad as it is now it was loud day it started but jet plane roaring hammering drilling its all can hear I person has to live quiet rest happy im just finished so damn ill my sharp mind is so tired I just cant take the a noise like this in my own ears the anxiety of it has caused weight loss massive hair loss body bouncing and shaking hat alone too much but id cope with it all but for the tinnitus to stop lessen I have only ever worked hard been a good person and a lovely life with so very many hopes dreams and plans still I could have taken anything on the planet but this anything x
 
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I don't I cant function on any level cant even lay or relax in bed just wait take sleeping pill hope it wroks ive been frozen day this started just waiting for it to stop thinking I will sort everything out then an its just never stopped but never thought it could get as bad as it is now it was loud day it started but jet plane roaring hammering drilling its all can hear I person has to live quiet rest happy im just finished so damn ill my sharp mind is so tired I just cant take the a noise like this in my own ears the anxiety of it has caused weight loss massive hair loss body bouncing and shaking hat alone too much but id cope with it all but for the tinnitus to stop lessen I have only ever worked hard been a good person and a lovely life with so very many hopes dreams and plans still I could have taken anything on the planet but this anything x
Have you contacted anyone in the partner megathread about suicide ?? Are you married / divorced ? Is suicide what you desire or is it only an ideation ??
 
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Susan Caswell

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Have you contacted anyone in the partner megathread about suicide ?? Are you married / divorced ? Is suicide what you desire or is it only an ideation ??
No its want i want I cant live like this deafening roraring hammering in my head day after day 2 years had all I can take
 
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Throwaway9787

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Jun 27, 2019
545
No its want i want I cant live like this deafening roraring hammering in my head day after day 2 years had all I can take
get SN then, its extremely easy to get. Or amitriptyline. Youre gonna have to learn how to use basic websites like amazon, ebay or paypal if you want to exit
 
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merem

Member
Jul 23, 2019
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Bonjour,

Comment obtenir l'amitriptyline sur amazon ou e-bay? J'ai cherché, ils ne vendent pas.
 
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Throwaway9787

Mage
Jun 27, 2019
545
Do not take amitriptyline with only mitrtazipine
 
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wendydong1

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Jul 31, 2019
295
Why don't you consider a pact with someone on here
Your profile says pm you. But how do I PM someone here? I clicked on your profile but don't see any options to pm you
 
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SinisterKid

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Jun 1, 2019
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You cant PM until you have made 5 posts and been approved by a moderator. Its to try and stop spammers and the like.
 
omoidarui

omoidarui

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Edit: i was going to suggest this but reading your posts perhaps you've essentially tried this.

 
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wendydong1

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Jul 31, 2019
295
You cant PM until you have made 5 posts and been approved by a moderator. Its to try and stop spammers and the like.
I think I have made 5 posts, but how do I get approved by a mod?
 
ThriveOrDie

ThriveOrDie

We are already in hell
Jul 11, 2019
449
Edit: i was going to suggest this but reading your posts perhaps you've essentially tried this.

Interesting. I have been thinking tinnitus has something to do with toxins and dehydration. I have very mild tinnitus symptoms sometimes when I wake up from a long sleep. Toxins build up while you are sleeping because your liver is focused on detoxing at night. Anyway, I noticed that drinking a lot of purified water makes it go away. I'm so sorry for those of you that are dealing with severe symptoms. I'm not sure if clean water would be enough to make yours go away but maybe it will alleviate it. Distilled water is especially good for collecting toxins. I would only drink limited quantities of distilled water though unless it has been remineralized.
 
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Susan Caswell

Specialist
Feb 25, 2019
316
Your profile says pm you. But how do I PM someone here? I clicked on your profile but don't see any options to pm you
I don't know how to pm either x can you help me
 
ThriveOrDie

ThriveOrDie

We are already in hell
Jul 11, 2019
449
I don't know how to pm either x can you help me
I think you just click on the person's name under their profile picture. A bigger window will pop up, click on their name again and then you click on the "start conversation" button on the right side of the screen. It should take you to a new page that looks like email. I haven't actually tried it yet but I think that is right. I can try to send you both a test PM.

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Actually it's even easier than I thought. If you have access to PM all you have to do is click on the person's profile name, when the bigger window pops up there is a "start conversation" button at the bottom right hand corner of the window. wendydong1 I don't think you have access to PM yet. When I click on your name I am not given the option to PM you. You need to have more activity on the site before they will give you access.
 
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