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call me jvne
Dec 8, 2023
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has anyone had hung over suicidal thoughts? they really suck.

this happened a week ago but I hadn't been able to get on here and talk about it, the other day I hosted a party at my dad's place and everyone got like really drunk, not to mention most of us at the party are just exiting teenage years, it was really irresponsible from me because there were people (friends of friends) I hadnt met, anyways I got absolutely wasted on nasty mixtures of expensive alcohol, I didn't black out but the next day I woke up with the most terrible hang over, an angry dad and like $10 in my bank account (cause im generally broke but it just made me sadder yk) I went to get some cheap breakfast but as I was waiting for it alone in the car I felt like really, really suicidal, I dont drive btw so it was unrelated to the car, but I just felt so miserable.


replies on this are appreciated I'm just looking for people with similar experiences
 
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