Have you ever had serious homocidal thoughts..

[StateOfMind]

..or even plans?

 

[Konjac]

Yeah, pretty often, even more so since I started planning to CTB oddly enough. They'll always be just fantasy, though. As much as I'd like to get my own back, I'd rather not risk the jail time lmao.

 

[chrisbate7]

..or even plans?

All the time. But I do believe it is due to my OCD than any real desire. I've never been violent in any way. Not to mention, nothing could be worse than going to jail No way to CTB and still dealing with all the shit that makes me suicidal

 

[WornOutLife]

Yes, I have but I wouldn't dare to do it. It's harder than CTB in my opinion lol

 

[BLUE1970]

Every day, if the thought police existed I would be on death row (if it existed in the UK)

 

[Astronomer]

Every day, if the thought police existed I would be on death row (if it existed in the UK)

 

[Kruger]

Yes, i'd love to finish all the corrupt medical (un)professionals in the UK who deny sick people specialist referrals and who feed off human suffering.

 

[Sherri]

No, prob one of the nice things about me. Wouldn't Ming If someone shot me down by mistake though in the head preferably.

 

[CatLove56]

..or even plans?

I've thought about killing my boss or someone around me that pisses me off all the time

 

[Futile]

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

no, although everyone assumes i do. let them think what they want

 

[Metalhead]

Not me, it simply never crosses my mind.

 

[Symbiote]

something..something...alll pedos must die....

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

something..something...alll pedos must die....

You are not being PC, they are called MAPS, calling them pedos is offensive.

 

[Life_and_Death]

im just gonna leave it at sometimes im in the mindset of "im suicidal, why do i care?"

 

[Symbiote]

I hate dusty old MAPs

 

[sadworld]

All the time, a little bit too much maybe...

 

[CatLove56]

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Fuck those goons trying to take our rights away

 

[esse_est_percipi]

Yes, when I see people who are cruel to animals/torture animals, I seriously want to kill them.

 

[deleted]

yes, when i was little i took a knife to stab my dad who was hitting my mom

 

[death137]

I had it in the past.

 

[floofhook]

When my depression started before I became actively suicidal I actually had a whole plan to kill my dad. Didn't follow through though but I still wish that he'd go away so badly.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Sure, all the time, though never anyone specific.

 

[ecmnesia]

not proud of it, but I seriously considered murdering my family (and of course, myself next).

 

[Weightoftheworld]

Absolutely. Though never anyone in specific and I would never follow through with it. I just planned out all the details in my head.

 

[SunnyDaze]

not proud of it, but I seriously considered murdering my family (and of course, myself next).

Can I ask why you wanted to murder your family? If you don't mind explaining.

 

[oneanonymous]

When I had severe akathisia, I became homicidal for a bit. It was the first time truly understanding how someone could do that. I never got to the point where I would have killed random people, but I got far too close to seriously considering buying a gun and shooting a couple of managers at a former job who obviously couldn't care less that they were making our jobs straight up hell. Then of course, I would have killed myself. I don't have homicidal thoughts anymore. I still get it though.

 

[Mari202]

No, prob one of the nice things about me. Wouldn't Ming If someone shot me down by mistake though in the head preferably.

Same

 

[ecmnesia]

Can I ask why you wanted to murder your family? If you don't mind explaining.

not sure it's a justifiable reason but... well, we've always been on bad terms, my parents were/are quite abusive and I always felt oppressed by them, to the point that I gave up on my right to choose things for and by myself so that I could satisfy their wishes. I felt trapped to them, and couldn't cbt because of how my decision would affect them, and then I thought that maybe I could just take them with me, so that they wouldn't feel a thing about it (cause they'd be dead) and neither I'd feel guilty. Plus, I don't think their deaths would make a huge difference on the world. It was obviously not the best outcome for them, but it wouldn't be as bad as dealing with the fact that my actions would have consequences to them, because somehow, I felt worse about making them live with grief than about killing them.

it's a fucked up thought I guess. but well, I had it, no reason to deny.

I just gave up on the idea because of my brothers. It wouldn't be fair to make them pay for my parents mistakes, nor for mine. I hate my parents, but I guess they kind of like them... Plus it'd be to troublesome.

 

[flatearth]

Yes, when I see people who are cruel to animals/torture animals, I seriously want to kill them.

i couldn't agree more