Have to leave today but so scared

[domedune]

I know it seems unfathomable right now but it would be safer to wait. I don't mean waiting for your condition to get better. I mean waiting for a safe time window. Waiting will be hard but remember what you risk if you run out of time.

That aside, I feel for you and I hope you achieve peace. Just, try to ground yourself before you do this.

 

[Rae82]

I know it seems unfathomable right now but it would be safer to wait. I don't mean waiting for your condition to get better. I mean waiting for a safe time window. Waiting will be hard but remember what you risk if you run out of time.

That aside, I feel for you and I hope you achieve peace. Just, try to ground yourself before you do this.

Thank you. I'm not sure I can wait but I'm not sure I can go through with it. I'm still waiting on my domperidone to be delivered so if that comes too late I won't be able to do it anyway.
I've taken some diazepam.
Post lady still hasn't been yet. I think realistically if I'm going for 45 mins between domperidone and SN I need to have taken the domperidone by 1.45pm at the latest.
I have pictures of me and my daughter in the room. I've covered the bed in towels and have a play list of songs. I want to hug one of my daughters comforters that smells of her but then she won't be able to use it anymore and that might upset her so not sure what to do.

 

[logan]

This is really sad to read ...
I hope you can still get over yourself and have the strength to fight a little longer.

 

[Rae82]

Feeling very spaced out from the diazepam and propranolol.
Domperidone went in about 2.

 

[hʚll]

hey just want to say we are virtually here with you no matter what you choose to do

 

[Rae82]

hey just want to say we are virtually here with you no matter what you choose to do

Thank you!! I think I'm 70/30 going to do it. I just hope I don't gag and bring it up straight away.

 

[hʚll]

Thank you!! I think I'm 70/30 going to do it. I just hope I don't gag and bring it up straight away.

do you feel less anxious having taken the diazepam and propanolol?

in theory if you keep it down for about 10 min,enough sn should have been absorbed. but yeah. it's better to have another dose next to you.

 

[Rae82]

Yes I do. I've also mixed some into the first drink.
I'm going to wait 5 more mins for the domp to work although I fully expect vomiting
I have a second dose too

 

[fly away]

Wishing you love and peace with whatever decision you make

 

[Rae82]

I've drunk it
It's burning my throat
Feeling hot
Starting to feel sick
That's only 4 minutes so far

 

[hʚll]

i'm sorry you have to suffer this. i hope you will soon lose consciousness so you don't feel pain anymore..

i wish you peace♡

 

[aminend]

Still with us? I Hope u find ur peace. I feel ur pain. I hope ur journey be peaceful totally

 

[Drimacus]

Wish you luck and peace.

 

[fly away]

Hope you are at peace.

 

[Sslsh]

hope you find peace

 

[The Lonely]

Hey! If you are still with us and did not make it…

it's all right… and you can chat with us again in order to manage a good way to fix things properly… whit no rush…. Ok?

I wish you the best!

 

[logan]

Hey! If you are still with us and did not make it…

it's all right… and you can chat with us again in order to manage a good way to fix things properly… whit no rush…. Ok?

I wish you the best!

She wrote that she drank it. And since she was already in such a bad way, I think that unfortunately that was it.

 

[Stroopwafel.]

I hope you found peace

 

[SufferingInSilence]

We lost another one to this cruel world.

May you rest in peace, Rae. May you rest in peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

This life really is cruel, I'm sorry that you have been pushed to do this and you have experienced so much suffering. When things get unbearable, it is impossible to stay on this earth. If you are gone, I hope you are at peace now and you are free from pain.

 

[Conflict3d]

Rest In Peace

 

[logan]

R.I.P.

 

[At_The_End]

God speed. RIP and your suffering is now over....

 

[Snake of Eden]

rest in peace

 

[BornBrief]

Oh my... Missed this thread... so sad.

 

[unperson]

Oh my... Missed this thread... so sad.

Me as well, would have liked to express empathizing with her struggles. It was so sad the way she had to suffer.

 

[xrafinha]

She made it look easy to overcome s.i.
I guess that is what it takes, an unbearable condition. RIP

 

[xkonstantinexx]

I hope she found the peace that she was seeking.. Rest in peace

 

[JoeFailure]

I really hope she got what she wanted and the suffering is over. I feel so terrible for her, she had a daughter she loved so much. I would've given my life so she could have stayed. Unfortunately reality sucks.

 

[Efilismislife]

I sent her pm asking about empty nose syndrome. Ive known about it years ago since i also have nose issues.
It baffled me why doctor cant figure that out. Though i know some doctors suck

i didnt know that she drank it. And dont know if shes still alive or not...