Venting Hate that I’m alive past my ctb date

[asgoodasdead]

I already wrote a somewhat similar post about this, but everyday I am getting ever more pissed at myself and how stupid I can be. If I just did it, my suffering can finally end and I wouldn't get in anyone's way. I only make people's live worse. I need my courage now.

And as a side note for whatever time I have left, if anyone would like, I'd love to talk to you :)

 

[copioushopelessness]

I'm sorry you're upset with yourself.
I wish I had ended this a year or two ago.

 

[MicahBell]

Totally feel this. I hate myself more and more each time.

 

[fkyou]

Same