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Venting Waiting for my CTB date feels so long and painful

mackoo

mackoo

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May 27, 2026
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My CTB date is in the first week of August, mostly due to practical reasons (having a proper location, buying SN, etc.). It's only a couple of weeks away but god does it feel so far away… If I could I would just get it over with, but I can't. I hope time could pass more quickly because I genuinely can't deal with this internal pain everyday anymore. I just want peace
 
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