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ellisdisappeared

ellisdisappeared

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Aug 17, 2025
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You can't go anywhere without someone running their mouth about gender, race, and such things.

My friend was transgender, I couldn't help them at their worst. They came to me for help, they trusted me.

I couldn't save them. I hate myself every day for it.

I had no friends after they passed away, I distanced myself from everyone. This year I made some friends, but I'm so disgusted at everything anyone does. If anyone is even slightly judgmental about another person for something that isn't even hurting them or anyone, I just want to run away.

My friends disgust me, everyone disgusts me.

I'd give up all of the good shit in my life just to see my friend again.

Everything I considered an improvement in my life makes me feel guilty. My friend could never have that.

I just sit and say nothing because hate has become so normalized in our world, but it's that hate that killed my friend.

I hate everyone.
 

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