I actually don't have a plan or inkling either way, yet. But I got out of an inpatient hospitalization (which was voluntary) with the right diagnosis, acknowledgment and affirmation of my problems and reality, and the first full desire in years to actually live and enjoy life in early January 2020. This was supposed to actually be my year after a string of bad, traumatic ones in the previous decade. COVID-19 has been the biggest thief in regards to that. The year I was meant to be happy and heal, this happens. I'm taking it as a twisted sign from the universe. Not to mention how messed up it's made everything, how on edge and divided everyone is (due to other reasons as well, but there's no denying the pandemic's effect), and how the future is so compromised and uncertain. I really needed to spread my wings and not be stuck in an unideal home environment, yet here I am. I really wanted to go to a better school and start college over as it's been bad so far, yet here I am. I just wanted to be happy and in a much better place. Yet here I am.
So to actually answer the question, I'm not sure if I want to go through with anything now, but COVID-19 would be an undeniable, inevitable factor if I did.