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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
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Ive awoken sad today dunno why

I feel like I wanna die yet I feel like I got a hit on me or could die any second.

Is making me anxious and crazy idk
I feel like anyone could be planning to end me and I dont even know.

Everything is so fast yet sad idk how to explain this feeling.
 
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thelostautistic

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Jul 31, 2025
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There have been times where I've felt very paranoid about other people causing me harm. I don't experience that much anymore but I do still worry a lot about bad things happening to me and people I care about. Does it feel like paranoia for you?

I also wanted to say that I like the message by your username. It made me laugh😅
 
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Jan 25, 2026
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Yeah the "impending doom" feeling is awful, I get that on really bad mornings (where my ideations are the worse).

I think its a really bad anxiety or depression symptom. Such a weird feeling too, like you're almost waiting for something bad to happen but nothing is happening around you.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,248
There have been times where I've felt very paranoid about other people causing me harm. I don't experience that much anymore but I do still worry a lot about bad things happening to me and people I care about. Does it feel like paranoia for you?

I also wanted to say that I like the message by your username. It made me laugh😅
Im not sure just makes me axious to the bone and I feel they come and go. Ik its irracional but I cant stop.

Today I woke up better but maybe is anxiety than anything. Im not sure tho
Yeah the "impending doom" feeling is awful, I get that on really bad mornings (where my ideations are the worse).

I think its a really bad anxiety or depression symptom. Such a weird feeling too, like you're almost waiting for something bad to happen but nothing is happening around you.
Ik right!
Im scared that I might have a hit on my or someone could be trying to kill me.

Checking behind me all times. I couldnt enven enjoy a movie at the movie theater cuz the overwhelming anxiety I was convinced someone was gonna shoot up the cinema. I kept silent tho so i think anxiety-
 
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